However, the girl tried her best not to immerse herself in pessimism. She has read a lot of articles about people with depression who have recovered from their illnesses, and there are a few articles in which girls have gone through it several times, but they still can't imagine what they will look like, and "mental health" has long become an illusion for her.

She slammed her head against the wall, slowed down for two seconds, and knocked up again. The sound of the doorknob twisting came, and Xiao Qi hurriedly changed to a fist against the wall.

As expected, her mother asked her what she was doing, and she said, pounding the wall.

Then, he still made a sharp accusation: "Is there something wrong with what I said?" What the hell do you want me to be comfortable with? ”

It started again, and it didn't end.

Tong Xiaoqi has been numb to listening to these scoldings for many years, she no longer hears every scolding clearly as before, and repeatedly thinks about why her family scolds her so much. She stuck the scolding in her heart. Now that she has become a little stronger, she can ignore a considerable part of the scolding, but she is helpless, and her heart still hurts.

She said, "You go, close the door." The mother stood there and stared at her, and the girl turned her head, her heart palpitating with the fierce look in her eyes, and she suddenly wanted to die in the moment. Seeing that she didn't close the door for a long time, she simply got up and buckled it and twisted the lock.

The girl shifted her attention, opened the photo album on her mobile phone, and compared a saved artistic photo of Du Shengzhe with her own line drawing of "Little Boy": "...... How nice it would be if you were the same person......"

It's the same person, she will rely on her own hard work to live harder, no, she is willing to live for him. As long as he doesn't leave, she will definitely live as a ray of sunshine and live as she envies.

Xiaoqi visited the man's QQ space and rummaged through his selfies. The selfie is half serious, half funny, so funny that he can cut himself into a variety of emojis. Among them, he opened his mouth wide and looked up to the sky and laughed, with the emoji picture full of "hahaha", as if happiness would be contagious, and the girl couldn't help but laugh-

He's such a handsome and funny guy, and I like him, um. If you like it, just confess it to him.

Confession, confession, confession.

The girl shook her head violently and muttered, "Are you worthy......?"

She had taken the medicine an hour before, and by ten o'clock, a heavy drowsiness had hit her. Vaguely, Xiaoqi only heard her mother's explanation, she answered, and then the whole person fell down in a daze, and the light was not turned off.

Before her consciousness sank completely, she was awakened by a crisp message prompt, only to realize that she had not turned off the lights or charged her phone. The girl struggled to get up, opened WeChat, and noticed the message from Sister Shuting.

"Baby, how does my ice pomegranate makeup look?" ʕ๑•ɷ•๑ʔ』

Sister Shuting's "Ice Pomegranate" makeup?!

Xiaoqi's brain suddenly sobered up a lot, she turned off the light, clicked on the selfie sent by Yan Shuting and silently admired it in the dark.

First of all, one word, beauty. The makeup is not exaggerated, the matte matte lip gloss of the unknown color makes her lips look soft and sexy, and with the girl's blown-blown milk muscles, it is quite like a ripe red pomegranate, delicate and gorgeous.

What kind of fairy is this! Xiaoqi covered her chest and sang conquest, and she couldn't hold it when she saw it, how could Ah Zhe refuse such a beautiful girl in the first place.

She sent five messages in a row to praise each other's makeup from the bottom of her heart. The man told her that girls should slowly develop the habit of makeup, and the most common daily makeup can significantly improve a girl's temperament and aura and make us more confident.

Xiao Qi suddenly, yes. Listening to Sister Shuting say this, she seems to have found the reason why she has always been afraid to wear makeup: low self-esteem. Most of the girls are more inferior to the more they are unwilling to wear makeup, and the more they don't wear makeup, the more ordinary their appearance seems to her; But once the makeup is done and satisfied, they instantly burst with self-confidence again, laughing wherever they go.

So girls are really weird and cute creatures, and makeup can boost self-confidence, which is not bad at all.

What's more, Xiaoqi's appearance has advantages, with a pink complexion, big eyes, double eyelids, tattooed light eyebrows, and thin lips...... Everyone said that she had bright eyes, and everyone said that she had good facial features, and she wore makeup.

She decided to put on light makeup to work for the first time in the world, so that Ah Zhe and Brother Zhang were amazed.

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The cafeteria has recently closed earlier than usual, and only one light has been turned on in the empty store, illuminating the cash register.

Zhang Wei swiped a piece of news on his mobile phone with his thumb with one hand, and he swiped quickly. Suddenly, he slammed one side of his phone's screen on the countertop, and the foul words exploded with the sound of percussion: "His grandmother's! It's annoying! ”

Du Shengzhe, who was peeling oranges on the side, was stunned, and instinctively reached out to look at the mobile phone that was ruthlessly slapped on the table: "My brother... You're not light, what's the matter, so big temper? ”

The man leaned back and rubbed his temples with his hands tiredly: "Hey, it's not a big deal. ”

"Tsk." Du Shengzhe frowned, "What else can't you tell me?" ”

Zhang Wei's hand rubbing his temples was changed to a slap, rubbing it up and down on his face, and said, "I don't know why, I've been feeling very tired lately, tsk, damn it......"

"Can't you sleep well at night?" Du Shengzhe stuffed a slice of orange into his mouth.

The other party threw himself on the stage again, and sighed heavily: "Count...... bar. ”

He broke a few slices of oranges and handed them to the man's mouth: "Come, eat an orange, it's weird and sweet." Zhang Wei turned his head to look at the orange, grinned at him, took a bite, and ate it.

"Drinking a glass of milk before bed is good for sleep." Du Shengzhe felt that he might just be too tired from work and nervous, and he didn't think about any consequences in this regard.

Zhang Wei waved his hand and denied: "Hey, fake, fake, at least it won't help me." ”

"Have you tried?"

He knocked on the table and said: "Recently, for a long time, I drank a cup of hot milk before going to bed, and drank a bag of pure milk, and let me run to the toilet in the middle of the night, and when I weighed myself, I weighed two pounds. ”

Du Shengzhe couldn't hold back his laughter, Zhang Wei followed with a few laughs, his face suddenly became serious, and he asked cautiously: "You say, I won't die suddenly one day, right?" ”

"Don't say such bad things...!" His face was flat, and he poked the table with a signature pen, "Our Brother Zhang has a big life, what do you die?" ”

Just now he was fierce, but now you are fierce, the atmosphere instantly froze, and he couldn't breathe.

Du Shengzhe ate one of the last two oranges, and held the rest in his mouth, between his lips and teeth. He put his face in front of people like a child, and shook the orange on the side of his mouth slightly, an ambiguous distance.

"Eat this orange and I'll give you all my good luck." When he said this, he could see that he was holding back a smile on his face, and he was joking with a seriousness that he shouldn't have.

Zhang Wei was obviously surprised by this move, but he was a "non-serious" person in some respects, just like Du Shengzhe, he tilted his head and opened his mouth slightly, getting closer and closer to the orange......

He flicked Du Shengzhe's left shoulder and distanced himself from him: "Okay, boy, I'm not interested in men." ”

The other party sucked the orange back into his mouth and chewed: "Hey, why haven't you slept well for so long, have something on your mind?" Still, it's too lonely to sleep alone. "Eh, Brother Zhang, do you want me to sleep with you tonight."

The roots of his ears were slightly red, and he glanced at him decisively: "Eh, yes, yes...!" Two big men sleep in the same bed, like they don't talk. "Seeing that your brother and I don't have a girlfriend, you want to tease me?"

Du Shengzhe shook his head and smiled without saying a word.

"Brother Zhang, give me a suggestion." His tone finally became serious, "Don't drink milk before going to bed tonight, just lie down and sleep, if you haven't slept well, go to a doctor to prescribe sleep aids." Du Shengzhe said that if a person lacks sleep quality for a long time, the various organs of the body will bear a considerable part of the destruction, and it is easy to be impetuous, how can the mental state be good.

"Okay-" Zhang Wei clenched his fist and touched the other party's shoulder, "Thank you." ”

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That afternoon, Xiao Qi took out the long-dusty "Reni Weier" brand foundation, compared the production date and expiration date, fortunately, she can continue to use it.

She suddenly understood her mother's long-standing criticism of her for "shopping promiscuously". Obviously, I don't often wear makeup, but at that time, I spent more than 200 huge sums of money to buy this foundation just because of a whim. Now that she has turned it out and used it again, it has been nearly a year since the production date - she has not opened the package and used it for nearly a year since she bought the goods.

After doing the basic skincare steps of water, lotion and isolation, thinking that it was light makeup, Xiaoqi slapped a thin layer of foundation to cover the ugly acne scars and blemishes on her skin. Eyeshadow palettes, eyeliners, blushes, and lip gloss are on hand one after another.

Speaking of acne scars, it is a blemish on her skin that is prone to acne and falling, and the girl is angry about it: she has observed the faces of Ah Zhe and Brother Zhang, and there is really no acne, and it is very smooth.

Especially Ah Zhe's skin is smooth and delicate, almost no pores, no blackheads, no closed acne, and the complexion is also good-looking. The carefully shaved beard prints are shallow and shallow, and they are not seen from a distance, but they are quite masculine when viewed up close.

Tong Xiaoqi envied this stinky man to death, and did not intend to leave the girls with the slightest confidence in beauty.

After finishing the makeup, Xiaoqi suddenly felt very different from her usual self without makeup, and it was not an exaggeration to say that she had changed her face. She was so happy, although it wasn't so beautiful or beautiful, but this makeup made her vitality and cuteness that she only showed through words on weekdays, and now it was all on her face.

The girl arrived at the store with a fairy spirit, and when she looked at the time, it was more than four o'clock, an hour earlier than her usual time. There are no customers, the chefs are off work, and only a few full-time employees are busy with the hygiene of the store.

The person at the cash register was not the brother Zhang she was familiar with, a slightly short young girl, with a small body, shoulder-length black hair, and a smart look. Probably she is also in charge of cashiering, alternating with people.

The girl noticed Xiaoqi and raised her hand at her: "I'm sorry, the store is not open for the time being, please come back later." ”

Xiao Qi stepped forward with a timid face and said, "I... Come... Look for... The manager here is a friend of his. ”

The other party blinked and pointed to the ceiling with his hand: "Upstairs, on the third floor." ”……

Du Shengzhe took the girl to the third floor and tricked her into having good things to visit, but in fact they were ordinary residents with an empty corridor.