Chapter 189: I Hate the Du Clan
This Du Rongzhi had a chance encounter in the bookstore, and Fu Jingrou, who was supposed to be on bed rest, quietly slipped out of Fengqing Courtyard......
The vermilion door was tightly closed, and there was a small bedroom in the old courtyard with a beautiful sound that did not match the dilapidated outside.
“…… No, don't...... Hmm......" The woman's voice was soft and lingering, but her mouth seemed to be blocked by something, and she only let out bursts of coquettish moans that led to reverie......
I don't know how long it took...... Song Zixi buried his head in the woman's chest, gasping in a low voice.
Fu Jingrou's face is full of spring, her beautiful eyes are blurred, the light pink flowered skirt on her body has long been lifted to her waist, and the belly pocket of the mandarin duck playing in the water hangs crookedly on her chest, and one side ...... He also held it in his hand.
Reason gradually returned from lust, Fu Jingrou's eyes were hot, and she pushed the man on her body with tears, "You...... Don't you hurry up...... It hurts me! ”
Song Zixi was satisfied, and when he saw the jade pear blossom in his arms bringing rain, he hurriedly helped her sit up, and asked nervously, "Where does it hurt?" But I accidentally hurt you and the child? ”
Fu Jingrou brushed his hand away vigorously, and complained with tears in her eyes, "You don't need to be here to pretend...... What did you just do? People have already begged you like that, but you don't care about it, just ...... according to others," he said and cried.
Song Zixi also regretted it a little in his heart, hugged her and whispered, "I was not good just now...... Tell me, what hurts...... Or get a doctor—"
It's okay if he doesn't say it, when he mentions the imperial doctor, Fu Jingrou felt even more unspeakable grievances, and twisted her body to break free from his arms, "I was born a slave girl, where can I call a imperial doctor?!" Last night, I just asked someone to take a look, so I told the second young master to be suspicious and practiced, how dare I open this mouth again and bring humiliation on myself! And he was about to rise from his bosom.
Song Zixi also knew that he had made it himself today, so he quickly explained, "How can I be willing to practice you, it's just ......" He paused, his face was ugly, "It's just that I suddenly heard that you were unwell last night, and I was so nervous that I didn't sleep all night...... Or secretly asked people to ask the doctor, only to find out that your fetal image is stable, but in fact, there is nothing serious......"
The man's eyes were faintly green, and at first glance, it was caused by not resting well last night, Fu Jingrou's heart couldn't help but soften a little, and she only said with a cold face, "So you think I deliberately pretended to be sick in order to compete with the Du family for the favor of my eldest cousin?" ”
Song Zixi pursed his lips and didn't speak—he actually acquiesced.
Seeing this, Fu Jingrou's eyes turned red with anger, her fist beat his chest, and cried, "Okay...... You have no conscience! You really doubt me! ”
Song Zixi grasped Fu Jingrou's softness, but instead of coaxing her softly like every time she had an awkward quarrel before, she frowned, looked at her and said, "Rou'er, you answer me honestly, you ...... in your heart Do you really not like my big brother at all? ”
to the eyes that almost looked into her heart...... Fu Jingrou froze almost imperceptibly, and immediately withdrew her hand and cried, "When is it, you still ask me such a question...... I don't like it, I don't like it for a long time! How many times do you have to say it to believe me! ”
Song Zixi's expression was slightly relaxed, but he still frowned and said, "Although I believe you, I can't understand why you pretend to be unwell and deceive your eldest brother from your sister-in-law——"
"Because I hate Du—I hate her so much!" The tearful apricot eyes became deeper and darker due to excitement, Fu Jingrou gritted her teeth and said, "She relied on her good background and high family background, and she used to dictate to me, humiliate and mock me in the boudoir; Later, when I married my eldest cousin, she hated me even more, pretending to be virtuous and generous in front of people, but behind my back, she tried all kinds of things against me, and hum......iliated me as much as possible" Fu Jingrou wiped her tears vigorously, "Yes, I deliberately pretended to have a stomachache last night and took my eldest cousin away from her - I just want her to taste what it is like to be despised and neglected, and what it is like to let people come and linger when they are called!" ”
The night is long, but the beloved man is by the side of other women...... Has she ever experienced this kind of pain?!
The days of sleeping alone are a year, or even longer...... Why can her surname Du be cared for by her eldest cousin in the palm of her hand, and the wind can't blow the rain or beat it?!
She was not convinced, and she refused to accept her fate!
Even if she can't get the heart of her eldest cousin, she will never let that slut have a good time!
Fu Jingrou took a deep breath, calmed down the waves in her heart caused by thinking of Song Zixun, and choked up with tears, "If you think I'm a bad-hearted woman because of this, I have nothing to defend...... But if I was wronged for having no affection for my eldest cousin and deliberately competing for favor with the child in my belly, I wouldn't admit anything! ”
Song Zixun's reaction in the study that day had already made her see clearly-it was impossible to get love from him, she had to firmly grasp what was in front of her first-
Thinking of the handsome man who had illuminated her entire girlhood, Fu Jingrou's tears fell more and more uncontrollably.
Song Zixi was also a little panicked when she saw this, and hurriedly hugged her in her arms and comforted, "How can I think you have a bad heart, you have always been the most understanding woman in my heart...... In the past, I didn't care enough about you, but I didn't know that you had suffered so many grievances...... Rou'er, don't cry......" and reached out to wipe her tears.
Fu Jingrou secretly breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that Song Zixi had passed this level, so she pretended to be embarrassed and nudged him, and sobbed him, "You...... You're just going to bully me......" The little face was full of tears, pitiful.
"yes, it's my bastard." Song Zixi said in a low voice, "I shouldn't doubt you, and I shouldn't just think about it after listening to a few words of gossip...... It's all mine, it's not. Don't cry, it's not good for the child in the belly like this......"
"What are you thinking?" Fu Jingrou snorted and said, "I'm pregnant now...... It's the eldest cousin who came over, and it's also for the sake of the child, what are you worried about? ”
Song Zixi pursed her lips, glanced under her, and said sullenly, "That's not ......."
Fu Jingrou was slightly stunned, and then realized that her clothes were still wide open at this time, and she couldn't help glaring at him with shame and resentment, closed her shirt and choked up, "You still bully me......"
Song Zixi heard that she was not really angry this time, so he hugged her gently, and rubbed her thin lips against the woman's sensitive ear, "Rou'er, you don't know how much I miss you these days...... I want to hold you every day like this. That's why I'm jealous of my big brother...... Crazy with jealousy......" The man's voice was low and hoarse, with a faint but not negligible grievance.
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