Chapter 190: So Be It
Fu Jingrou had never heard such sweet words, and she was happy and sad for a while-there is still someone in this world who truly loves herself, but it's a pity...... It wasn't him.
She leaned on Song Zixi's chest and said softly, "I don't want to stay with you for a long time in my heart, but ......" She sighed faintly, "Now I don't think about him, I just hope that the child in my belly will be safe and sound, and it will be enough for me to have a support in the future." ”
Song Zixi felt ashamed when she heard this, the hand holding her shoulder tightened slightly, and she was about to speak, when she heard her say softly, "Actually, I tried my best to keep my eldest cousin last night, and it wasn't entirely because I hated Du Shi...... It's also for our unborn children. ”
Song Zixi was stunned, "How do you say this?" ”
Fu Jingrou didn't answer in a hurry, but said to herself: "I had a bad appetite a while ago, and I always like to eat something sour." When my aunt found out, she specially asked someone to bring some food...... "She paused, and her face suddenly showed a touch of self-satisfaction, "The grandmother who came to deliver things that day took a look and said that I had this in my stomach...... It's a brat. ”
Song Zixi was confused when he heard it, so he just disagreed, "It's just a servant's flattering words, how can Rou'er take it seriously?" ”
Fu Jingrou pouted, "What do you know...... The grandmother is the most sophisticated, whether she is pregnant or not, whether she is pregnant with a man or a woman...... She could tell it by looking at the way she walked. I haven't missed it in decades. Since she said that she is a brother, then there is no doubt that she is a brother. ”
Song Zixi's eyes darkened. In fact, it doesn't make much difference whether Fu's baby is male or female, and it is always an unsightly child. But...... He thought for a moment, "What do you mean......
"Now there is only one child in the big house, and it is a girl, if I am really pregnant with a boy in my belly, then it is the eldest grandson of the Guogong Mansion, what a noble ......" The light flashing in Fu Jingrou's bright eyes suddenly sank, "But now the eldest cousin only has the Du family mother and daughter in his heart, how can there be someone else's place?" If I don't remind him from time to time, how can he still keep this child in his eyes and in his heart, and give him the best in the future? ”
Song Zixi frowned and disagreed, "Rou'er, you and I both know that this kid-"
"I know." Fu Jingrou held his hand and looked at him affectionately with a pair of apricot eyes, "Just because he is our child, I cherish him even more, and I have to plan for him even more - this is what we owe him." ”
Song Zixi was speechless. After a while, he sighed and said helplessly, "You're not afraid of self-defeating?" This baby is a month younger than it actually is, and if the eldest brother thinks so much, if he goes to you often in the future, I don't know if I will see anything......"
"He won't." Fu Jingrou smiled lightly, "I don't think about eating and drinking for a while, and it is a well-known thing that I am getting thinner and thinner, even if it is a little smaller than an ordinary woman's four-month-old belly, it is not surprising." She paused, glared at Song Zixi with disgust, and whispered, "What's more, my eldest cousin is very well-behaved every time he comes, even last night, because I was afraid of disturbing me, I also slept in the bed outside...... It's not like you, every time I see someone......" said and bit the red Yanyan's little mouth and refused to go on.
Song Zixi saw that she was shy, as if she was resentful and angry, and she only felt that she couldn't love it in her heart, and even Fang Cai's worry was replaced by a temporary lust, and she took Fu Jingrou's hand and rubbed it up and down, "Of course I'm different from him...... He still has a sister-in-law by his side, but you are the only one in my heart, and I just want to be with you all the time......"
Fu Jingrou's expression stiffened slightly, and while dodging his presumptuous hand, she said in a coquettish voice, "You are used to coaxing me with good words...... Who doesn't know that the little peach and willow branch given to you by the eldest lady are all beautiful people. The second young master has warm nephrite in his arms all day long, how can he think of me......"
"I was wronged by that." Song Zixi hugged her from under her armpit, and covered her delicate arms with her arms, "You also said that they were given by your mother, so you should understand my difficulties - they are just two insignificant people, where are they worthy of being compared with you?" Song Zixi whispered in her ear, "Besides, if I'm really like what you say, how can I ...... Rou'er should know too. ”
Fu Jingrou was stunned for a moment, and when she reacted, she blushed and took a low sip, "You...... You're shameless. ”
Song Zixi smiled sullenly, knowing that she was shy, so she stopped talking, just hugged her silently, and gently stroked her with her hand.
In a matter of moments, the inner room resounded with a muffled, red-faced gasp......
There was a lot of love in the room, and no one paid attention to it, and a figure sneaked out of the window, and when he saw everything that was going on inside, he tiptoed out......
………………
In the evening, Song Zixun really came back early.
Du Rongzhi was also very tired after a day of shopping, so she played with her daughter for a while, and waited for the nurse to take the child down to feed, so she nestled on the soft couch alone to read a book.
Seeing Song Zixun coming in, although Du Rongzhi was unwilling, she still lifted the thin jacket and got off the couch, "Are you back?" ”
Song Zixun responded with a smile, seeing that Du Rongzhi didn't mean to change his clothes in person, and he didn't think he was angry, so he changed the robe he usually wore under the service of the girl, and asked her, "I heard that you went out today?" ”
"Hmm." Du Rongzhi saw that he had already sat down on the couch, and took the book she had just read and flipped through it, so she said honestly, "I went to Debaoxuan to order the jewelry for my grandmother, and then went to the bookstore to shop." ”
Song Zixun nodded and flipped a few pages, "Like to read travelogues?" He picked up the flower tea that Du Rongzhi put on the table and drank it.
Du Rongzhi's eyes flashed slightly, and then smiled, "Yes." ”
It's not so much that I like travelogues, but I yearn for a free life where the sea is wide and the fish jumps, and the sky is high and the birds fly......
Song Zixun looked at her with low eyebrows, and he didn't know what he thought, "Have you ever been to a place outside the capital before?" ”
"I went to my grandfather's house with my mother once, but I didn't remember the concubine at that time, so I didn't have much of an impression."
Song Zixun looked at her seriously for a moment, "Do you want to go out and have a look?" ”
Naturally, I want to......
Du Rongzhi said, "Ye said and laughed...... With such an identity as a concubine, how can you get away? However, it is very well written, and I read it as if I had experienced it myself. ”
Song Zixun bowed slightly, and was about to speak, but Du Rongzhi had already beckoned to Qinghe and ordered, "Let them set the meal." ”
Qinghe hurriedly answered yes and led the people to retreat.
There were only two people left in the room at one moment.
Du Rongzhi was a little disgusted with such solitude......
She quietly moved out, trying to get away from him...... But his body was suddenly scooped up by him.
Du Rongzhi was startled and subconsciously hugged his neck.
"My husband will not disappoint Rong'er today." His deep voice rang out in his ears.
Du Rongzhi raised her head and met the deep eyes...... She closed her eyes in resignation, letting his cool lips cover hers.
He always gets what he wants.
So be it.
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