It's not a good idea to be negative like that.

If, by the end of next week, I haven't found the right state, and I still can't feel fully committed to my work, then I'll continue to look for things that I'm really interested in, goodbye! My youth shouldn't be grinded like this.

I was touched today by my brother's dedication to work and his dedication to life, which I could not find in me. I wasn't motivated to work, I just worked overtime, and I didn't shirk my responsibilities, but that's all.

My ideal state is to have a case, I devote myself to it, I do everything that is good for it as much as possible, I burn my own strength wantonly, to raise it as a child, and I also grow with it in it. I'm worried about where it is today and whether it's going to progress tomorrow, and I can't sleep because my mind is full of details about it that I can't worry about.

My passion is one of my most precious possessions, and I don't want to lose it, and if I can't let it burn, I'm going to invest in something else.

It doesn't make sense to spend time on tangles and anxieties, it's only effective to spend time on blooming yourself and getting things done.

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A drunken man had just called me and said that he would call tomorrow and desperately urge his colleagues on the front line to push forward with the project, and just now a guy went too far and didn't answer his phone - it was a big night, and he went to drink with his colleagues to advance.

2020.5.16

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