Underwater Steed, do you have ill will towards me?

She left quickly and lightly

Lacing of the apron

Slipping away on tiptoe.

She ran up the cliff as best she could

Run home. At first she popped out of her mouth

It's all seaweed

Horse's ear is babbling.

It took a lot of effort for the family

I figured out what she was talking about

Instantly recognized

He is a steed at the bottom of the sea.

They all got up and got ready to go

Grab your weapon and put on your robe

Pull out like an army

Go after him.

Later, someone said that she was almost-

It's really risky - one wrong step

Anything wrong will be eaten by him

It's all over, even the belt bones, and it's still struggling.

Three days after the event, people will probably be on the beachhead

Picked up a little bit of her heart, liver, spleen and kidney.

He's that monster.

They were right, she understood.

Still, the adventure of that day

It still weighed heavily on her heart.

She came to the edge of the cliff and sat down

Day after day.

She remembered his squinting eyes

Pale green glow, staring at her

Full of desire, simple, clean and vibrant

Like pure hunger.

The brown arms were sparkling

Start with the forearms and harvest slim wrists.

The most unforgettable thing is about him

Tight as a full bow

And agile tendons. tension

Like a full clockwork

Never let up

Ready to go. ”

- This poem is from the "Seahorse" in Nora Nigornal's poetry collection "The Moment of the Moth".

I saw it, she was guilty.

In fact, when it comes to precautions, and the problem of injuries caused by being too precautionary, I actually don't know what kind of situation to deal with, such as the behavior of the motorcycle driver at the station forcibly soliciting customers, or the rapper sundae in his stage play Rap "Rainy Night Terror", "I" stabbed the classmate when the classmate who was isolated by the classmate approached, and the person would not move - if the motorcycle driver took me to a strange place today and stopped a little, So I was stunned and abducted into the mountains, if the strange classmate sung by Sundae really had the desire to hurt the "me" in the lyrics, if the underwater horse in Nigonal's "Seahorse" had a bad heart for "her", and the purity and vitality in his eyes were just to attract women to kill, then the unsuspecting three people would end up miserable and innocent.

But if the motorcycle driver who was soliciting was only forced to take my hand excitedly and wanted to get as many guests as possible, if the strange classmate was only excluded because he was a little autistic, couldn't speak, or didn't have a high IQ, and if the approaching and staring of the submarine horse was to release kindness to humanity or to like this girl - then the ensuing precautions and injuries were what we did wrong, because we were too defensive, so we hurt people who had no ill will towards us.

But whether people are good or bad, we can't tell the difference between relatives and friends who have known each other for many years, let alone an unfamiliar, or even a stranger or strange creature that we have seen for the first time?

We know that if we are not careful, we will be like the girl who was killed unguardedly on a hitchhiker, like many unsuspecting girls who were abducted into the mountains, and maybe they were killed and sold to mountain men, even if they were co-wives, a bitter life was not the worst ending. In the book "The Trafficked Girl", a girl who had a happy family and went on vacation went on vacation, because she was alone in the mall, her clothes were spilled on Coke by a strange woman, and the woman said to go to her car to find a more beautiful dress for her, otherwise she couldn't feel at ease, and felt so sorry for the girl - the kind girl went with her in order to make the woman feel better, and then she was stunned in the back seat of the woman's car, and then she was abducted and trafficked to a transnational X slave organization, and finally ······ In that process, the girl suffered the most painful torture in the world. Her family ended up in a mess, in which her mother was on the beach near where she disappeared with a picture of the girl, wearing a pair of old white sandals, looking for it every day, asking every day, looking like crazy for three years, and finally learning of the girl's death The mother was about to collapse.

After credulity, there is a what if, and the consequences of that what ifs are beyond our reach. So I still think that there must be a heart to defend against people, never talk to people on the road, who knows if this ride, will it be on their own should not necessarily be smooth, but at least it is safe and healthy, with the warm company of relatives, you can also chase your dreams in the sun, and finally you will have your own family and children, and experience the stage of life that a good person should have, isn't it?

But I also don't think it's necessary to hurt easily unless you feel malicious. But in fact, I didn't fall into fear, and if I was scared, I might not be able to let the source of my fear be there, and I think I would be easily hurt. I guess it's because subconsciously, my sense of self-protection is much stronger than my sense of morality.

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