From our hometown in Sichuan to the famous university in Shanghai, I feel that I have almost been reborn, no one here knows everything I used to do, even if I used to be humble, no matter how poor, but no one here knows, they know the Tao, I am just a person who was admitted to the university of this civilized world with excellent grades, I don't want to live by receiving relief money anymore, fortunately, there is already a golden flower by my side, I have to think of a way, Let Jin Minghua feel guilty about me forever, only in this way can I make Qingming Hua pay to me, and there will be no complaints, in fact, I already know, the current situation of Qingming Hua is not particularly good, Honeysuckle's brother is married, and that sister-in-law is playing the idea of Qingming Flower every day, so Tsinghua is now gone with me, and on the surface it is to come to Shanghai with me to develop, in fact, all people say Qingming and elope with me, although it is now an open era, But in this case, it is still not a very good thing to put it on a girl, and I have to do everything to make Qingming Hua more dependent on me, in fact, I have even thought of a way sometimes, am I in Shanghai where I can meet better girls? I got a job in a bar, of course, looking for a job in a bar, not because the work here is very high, but because it allows me to go to school during the day without delay, and I can live some of the days I want to live at night. I even wonder if one day I'll find a more suitable girl? I can abandon the honeysuckle flower, which may not be the final destination of my life.

But I also know that before I have a firm foothold, I can't abandon honeysuckle, I still need to rely on Qingming Flower to support me, honeysuckle works in the electronics factory, and the monthly salary is not particularly low, but in addition to my rent and the living expenses of the two of us, there is not much left, I began to encourage Qingming Flower to keep asking him for money at home, but after asking for a few times, some people complained, he put Qingming Hua's original words are that he spends all his salary on me. But she doesn't want her family to spend money on me, I have to think of a way, so that Qingming Hua completely lost resistance to me, or soon, this opportunity came, one day Qingming Hua insisted on going to the bar where I worked, I found her a place, maybe because of the other fellows that day, there was a little dispute, but now evolution actually wants to drink, and soon the time will be drunk, I know my chance to come to the bar I am familiar with this place, I watched the honeysuckle drunk like mud, After that, I subdued Qingliuhua, and I served, the most secluded box, where I made a scene, so that when Qingming Hua woke up, a scene that almost collapsed, I told Zhiming, when I came to this scene, Tsinghua had a relationship with I don't know how many boys, that is to say, Qingming Hua was picked up by someone, I showed a very painful look, honeysuckle was completely confirmed by my performance A girl has completely lost all her ability to think at this time, He believes whatever I say, from that day on, I don't care about the past, but from that day on, it has completely become my ATM, when I need money, just tell Qing Minghua, even if Tsinghua doesn't spend money, you have to give me all the money, I enjoy this feeling, a woman is played with by me in applause, sent by my gray car, and is called away.

This kind of day is so happy for me, the salary I work in the bar is actually not low, I arrived, I also came to Shanghai after I found out, in fact, my appearance is okay, there will be some girls who take a fancy to me, I am still relatively handsome appearance, so I don't get much tips, but I don't want to live the kind of life before, the kind of usual has gone through more than ten years, I want to live a good life now, I started to buy some expensive clothes, I began to dress up, I dressed myself up very handsome, when everyone in the school asked me, I told them that I was a person who worked my own, and even sometimes I would want to lie to them, saying that I was even a person with parents, my parents' family conditions were not bad, and slowly some other girls were with me, getting closer, and even, there were even some girls who offered to have a relationship with me, and I carried honeysuckle on my back and started dating other girls, I know I'm not going to break up with Honeysuckle, after all, there are obedient and sensible children like Honeysuckle, and there are too few girls who give me money to spend every month, but I enjoy the flowers, and I also enjoy the feeling of spending money to date other girls.

I remember what was the first scene? It was a girl from the same class as me, patted me on the shoulder after school, looked at this girl from a big city, beautiful appearance, I had some heartbeat, he was also on my shoulder, dreaming that he would like to invite me to dinner tonight? I know this, this is a group that transmits news, eating is just the beginning, and more importantly, the activities after eating, I thought about the money in my purse, and smiled and said to him that he was fine, because today is the day when Qingming flowers send me money, Qingming flowers pay wages on the 15th of every month, the first thing after the salary, please culture is to send all the money to me, sure enough, when I returned to my apartment, Jin Sunflower was already helping me clean up the room, and had already helped me get the money, I hugged Jumei and said to my wife, you came really timely, today we organize a very important event in the school, if I don't participate, I will definitely lose a significant Qingming flower, I heard that as long as it is the money related to the school, he will give me money to spend without mercy, and even Qingming Hua also pressed his living expenses to the end, leaving only some poor living expenses, and Jinhua will also tell me, anyway, I live in the factory, and the vegetarian clothes are wrapped in the factory, I don't have to spend too much money.

I told Jin Lihua that because I was going to participate in school activities, I couldn't accompany her to dinner, so Qingming obediently took the subway back to the electronics factory, and I took the money given to me by honeysuckle and took the girl to eat a very expensive Western meal, more than 600 yuan a Western meal, which never happened in my previous life, but now I can do this, Amin, take other women out for lunch openly, and enjoy the chic action when paying the bill, even after eating, The girl is not willing to go back to my bachelor apartment with me, I can also find a hotel, a hotel for 500 yuan a night, the two of them have a relationship here, the next day I have no interest, completely careless, I am afraid that the money to go out is the salary of the honeysuckle for a whole month, looking at the little money left in the purse, I just need to send a text message to Jin Minghua, tell relatives and friends, because of the school's activities, all the money in Huajinglou, now my living expenses are limited, and the business flower will obediently ask his parents for money, And then obediently send it to me.

Of course, Qingming never asks me how much money I work in a bar every month, in fact, I work in a bar, the salary is not very low, of course, I work in a bar, my school still has some people know, but this matter has become my work-study, selfish thing, I told them, I have a fixed living expenses every month, but I always want to rely on myself, don't think I have a good image in front of other classmates, When everyone mentions me, they think that I am a responsible man, and in those years I didn't care about everything about me, all of them were based on the pain of Qingming paintings, and Qingming flowers naturally became a tool for me to do whatever I wanted.

Because I lied to Qingming before, I was explained by others when I was drunk in the bar, so in the relationship between me and Jin Linghua, Honeysuckle has always felt very guilty about me, he always felt that he did something very sorry for me, it was really because of this matter that I didn't care what kind of request I made to Lucky Hua, Qing Qinghua's answer to me was just that if I was lucky, I would come regularly to help me clean up my room and help me wash my clothes, which led to my habit of becoming more and more lazy, and often my clothes were piled up there, I don't wash it for a week or two, just waiting for Qingming flowers to come and help me wash it, I come home every day, obviously there are trash cans, but I still like to make a mess of the room, because I always feel that Qingming flowers will help me clean up the room when they come, I don't dare to show too good to Qingmei, because I want to show a man's disgust for honeysuckle, only in this case can I rely on me more, more believe that the things of that night, all are true.

I remember the first year I came to Shanghai with Qingming dialect, I was not willing to go back to Sichuan for the New Year, and Jin Minghua was not willing to go back, because if Qingming dialect went back, I didn't know how to face his family, and I didn't want to go back, because I didn't want to go back to that place, I completely wanted to forget everything that happened in that place, during the Chinese New Year, part-time jobs were still relatively high, and the factory of Qingming Flower also had a few days off, I found a part-time job for Qi Minghua, and part-time jobs can earn three times the usual salary every day. It's just a little more than a week, Qingminghua made a lot of money, of course, the money earned by Qingming flowers, and finally obediently handed over to me, in fact, I am not too bad for Qingming, I often talk about some clothes that other girls don't want, and give them to Qin Minghua Bar, this kind of night market Many girls buy clothes, often don't want to wear them and throw them away, every time I put those tags down, and then give these clothes to Qingming Hua as new clothes, and because of these things, Tsinghua always thinks I'm very good to him, This girl is really silly and cute.

Of course, in fact, after so many years, I am also tired of Qingming dialect, I have been looking for other girls, I know, if I marry Qingming dialect, maybe I am a responsible man, but if I want to gain a foothold in the city of Shanghai, I must find a local woman in Shanghai, I must find a woman with a house, a car and a family status, ah, these rich women are the easiest to meet in places like bars, I began to keep paying attention to those women, Until one day I met a woman named Zhu Hongping, this woman is the same age as me, even a year or two older than me, but I can see that he is a very rich person, he even has a very expensive car, she is also a native of Shanghai, he speaks a bunch of fluent local dialect in Shanghai, and in the bar is also more generous, I know that my opportunity has come, if I have the opportunity, I will definitely get rid of the honeysuckle as soon as possible, honeysuckle is just my stepping stone, If Tsinghua helps me too little in the future, then I can't give up on him.

The people in the school and the people in the bar are two kinds of people for me, the people in the school think that I am a self-reliant person who is obviously in good condition at home, but I have to rely on my own hands to work hard, but the people in the bar know, but I know that I am a person with a high education, but I can divide the humorous person, I can fly up in the bar, talk all kinds of jokes with those people, and make those girls fight very happily, I know that one day I will find a Shanghai woman who is satisfied with me, On the one hand, he will know that I am an interesting man, and on the other hand, he will know that I am a highly educated man, in this case, I will be a great potential stock in their eyes, and then there will naturally be women who will take the initiative to attack me.

I enjoy this feeling of wandering between many women, especially there is one around me who will never leave me, even if I have received some blows from other women, but I can always find incomparably strong self-confidence in Tsinghua, but I know that my days with Jin Yuhua will pass one day, unless there is a miracle in this world, unless Tsinghua is a very rich woman, but I know that all this is impossible, I am ready to abandon honeysuckle anytime and anywhere, And I'm just thinking of a high-sounding reason to abandon the Qingming flower.

During that time, I have been worrying about this matter, I don't know how to abandon my heart reasonably and legally, and let Qingming Flower absolutely feel guilty about me, I feel that he is sorry for me, I know what happened back then, I can use it a few more times, but it is not actually, at least I have to wait until I graduate from college to abandon the elf flower