Thank God for giving me such a first relationship, at that time, I also felt that I would definitely marry Qin Minghua and have children in the future, and form a family with Qinghua, maybe I and Qingminghua were too simple at that time, right? I didn't see through my thoughts, and I didn't think about my future.

Although falling in love with honeysuckle makes my life a little harder, after all, in addition to going to school, I have to pick up and drop off famous words every day, that is to say, I am earlier than before, but in fact, these are what are these hardships for me or for a boy in love, I am a very poor person, can have such a relationship, for me is already a very worthy of my gratitude, the next morning I got up more than ten minutes earlier than usual, and walked to the downstairs of Qingming Hua's house, In fact, I get up very early every day, because I have to keep studying, so I have to be better than others, but in that era when no one else can go to cram school, I can only rely on my own rote memorization to make up for those things that I don't exist, when I walked downstairs to Qingming Hualou, no, I waited for a long time, Tsinghua only came down from downstairs slowly, and when I came to my side, I carried a lot of breakfast in my hand, just didn't eat breakfast, I saw those breakfasts, and immediately felt that Lulu at the airport was not surprised in my heart,I think it's actually good to fall in love with Tsinghua.,At least someone bought it for me after breakfast.,I know I'm a little bit of a use of hydrochlorination.,But these uses are.,Isn't this a very normal thing with a lover? Now Qingming words are good to me, in the future, as long as I am good to Qingming words, all this is a very logical thing, I eat the words in my heart, buy me breakfast, enjoy all this with peace of mind, things that should not belong to me, and even in the afternoon of the same day, honeysuckle also ran out of a trip, and when he came back, I found that my dormitory has a lot of nutrients, and a carton of milk, I know that this is Qingyun words, want to be good to me, in the afternoon I have already thought of a set of rhetoric, I said to Qingming when you bought me something, I saw it, I know you have no malice, but in fact, you don't have to do it, what Qingming Hua is most afraid of is hurting me, sure enough, when I say this, Qingqing Hua seems to have some guilt, yes, guilt, but I made full use of the guilt of honeysuckle, I wrote a note to Tsinghua that night, I told Qin Wenhua, I thank her for being good to me, I also like her very much, as long as I am admitted to university in the future, I will change my fate, I will spend the rest of my life to be good to QinghuaIn fact, this sentence was half-true to me at the time, my promise was not false, I sincerely hoped that I could be with Qingming Flower in the future, and I would definitely be good to Qingming Flower, but my hypocrisy was that I hoped that Qingming Flower Wheel would be better for me, because after having those nutritional products, I found out that I only need to study hard, what did I have to eat for myself every day, how to save money? Do rotten brains, now that some Qinghua is around to subsidize me, I don't have to worry about these things anymore.

After confirming the identity of the couple with Qingming Hua, I got a lot of help, at least my daily breakfast is also a monthly food fee, honeysuckle has indirectly helped me solve it, in fact, I know that I am using the love flower, but I don't know how long I can use hydrochlorination Well, I thought that at least it could support me when I went to college, but what I didn't expect, the culture quickly got tired of this life with me, because it was still a little girl, she likes more passionate love, But when I was with me, it was more bland, and soon I felt Jinhua's dissatisfaction, maybe love was a more exciting thing in his eyes, so that day I secretly entered Qingminghua, but I didn't expect that after I went to Qingminghua, there wasn't a lot of lightness, and I was very happy, he didn't even want me to send her home that night, I waited outside his house for a long time, and even at the cost of freezing and catching a cold, I wanted to live desperately to spend sympathy, obedient, Sure enough, she was still kind, she really filled my scheme, and still sympathized with the ointment I bought for me, but I didn't expect that because of my illness, my relationship with Tsinghua was also noticed by the teacher, and the teacher actually taught Qingminghua's parents directly to school, just because I was embarrassed and angry because I was broken in public, and dropped out of the same school, and since then I have become lonely and alone After separating from Jin Minghua, if I just separated, it would be good to lose my girlfriend, but I returned to my previous life without money, Every day for breakfast, I had to eat vegetarian buns and white rice porridge in the cafeteria, and I no longer had such delicious dishes for lunch, and I began to miss more and more the feeling of being intimate with me.

In the days when there was no essence, I seemed very lonely more often, I deliberately behaved very badly at Jin Yinhua's good friend Rong Rong, some of my own weak appearance, I knew that Rong Rong would definitely tell Jin Minghua's young man that after dropping out of school, he became an apprentice in a flower shop near the school, and he had even started working, and I also knew that I had lived for more than a year before, and the life that Tsinghua raised me, I had no way to return to the hard life before, except for going to school, I'm going out to work, I found a part-time job outside during the summer vacation, it's a takeaway, because sometimes I have the opportunity to touch honeysuckle when I deliver takeaway, just one day someone else ordered a bouquet of flowers, I need my couple flower shop to pick up the flowers, I came to Qingming Flower here proudly, honeysuckle saw that I was really touched, I know that honeysuckle still has a certain feeling for me, since the outside, I have tanned a lot, and I am no longer as white as before, and because of school things, The school proved that I was in love with Tsinghua, and the school had a big opinion of me, some of which were like this, and it was not interesting for me to stay here, so it was better to go back to the first high school, first, the possibility of high school being admitted to a bigger and better university was higher, I knew Jin Minghua, because of my appearance, I lost my soul, and actually ran to the river, maybe God helped me, and I actually met a boy who had been pursuing the flower of the soul before, and today the child between them even wants to conspire against Tsinghua, Fortunately, I showed up in time to stop them, because I was very happy to stop them, although she didn't say anything on the surface. But I know that Honeysuckle still hasn't forgotten it.

Sure enough, Tsinghua took me badly, her flower shop disinfected and bandaged my wounds, although I was beaten because of my size, but I regained the love of my heart, and Evolution once again admitted that she was my girlfriend, oh, I can give my relatives flowers or keep promises, I told Jinhua, as long as I am admitted to the university, I will definitely give him the best in the world, at this time, I have experienced these things, and I am already convinced, and now I basically do whatever I say? In fact, what I fancy now is Qingming dialect, now I am a worker, although the monthly salary is not very much, but after all, there is money, I hope Qingming Hua can give me her salary, so that I don't have to continue to work hard, I quietly rented a house outside, because I have reached the day of physiological needs, I don't want Jin Minghua to be so conservative expectations, waiting for the day when Tsinghua's most precious thing will be taken away by those men, it is better to let Tsinghua become my woman as soon as possible, This is my thought in my heart, maybe my idea is very selfish, but at that time I felt that one day Qingming Hua would become my accessory, and when I was admitted to a prestigious university in the future and found a melancholy job, financialization should still be based on me, so that he will be my person sooner or later, so what does it make if it is a little earlier and a little later?

I made full use of the rain of girls who are naturally kinder, I behaved like a boy who was desperate for family in front of Tsinghua, Qing Minghua really hit the plan, looking at my eyes, there was only sympathy left, so in that house, honeysuckle officially became my woman, a girl gave me her most precious thing, but I kept using him, although I felt a little despicable at the time, but I thought of my future, thought of my future, I can only cheat on honeysuckle, in my heart, all the money he earned from his part-time job is basically spent on me, giving me living expenses, buying me clothes, almost all the money to buy things is here, and I am almost more and more accustomed to asking Jin Minghua for money, you can find a new love when you need to buy review materials, please ask Qi Minhua for money when you need to buy new clothes, honeysuckle, because he became my woman, so he is willing to give everything for me.

However, although I deceived the disease in many things, I am afraid that in fact, I still maintained some, for example, my academic performance went up, the first week of high school with the best academic performance, my grades were also firmly ranked in the top five, and it was almost easy for me to be admitted to a prestigious university in the future, so when I saw my potential, when I worked so hard, I really thought that many times I was just like she showed to her, just a person who only knew how to study and didn't know the hardships of life. In fact, Qingming Chemical has worked hard, I fully know that I had an accident at this time, I was going to enter the college entrance examination in my third year of high school, but I was not very worried, because as long as my grades are stable, it is not a simple matter to be admitted to a famous university? But at this time, Tsinghua's brother actually fell in love, that woman is obviously a woman who is mainly interested in interests, and actually wants to marry honeysuckle to someone else, and use the bride price of Qingming flower to give them money to plot the future, of course I can't allow such a thing to happen, the first Jinhua is my woman, and the second if I plan to hand it over to someone else, then who will support me in my four years of college? I need to earn money in four years of college, but more of a last resort, I am lighter, the culture requires Tsinghua to go to Shanghai with me, because my volunteer has long been a famous university in Shanghai, maybe in the end because it is honeysuckle's sister-in-law's request is too much, and finally evolution or came to Shanghai with me After being admitted to university, I know that the high number in the university is even higher, and I finally came, the city of Shanghai that our sister wants, I don't want the essence to continue to be an outside waiter, Or is the waiter in the flower shop, because in that place where there is no broken head, I am afraid that one day the famous flower will like other men, so I will give birth to a real gift, I obediently went to work in the electronics factory, because of the TV factory part-time, although it is a little harder, the salary that stands and hits is very stable, light chemical qualification, and unanimously called my tuition in Shanghai in the past few years.

After I arrived in Shanghai, Honeysuckle passed away with me more willingly, because it was very simple, Qingming Flower had left home, and I would be all of Jin Minghua in the future, if I studied on this road, then Qingming, even if it was completely cut off by the way, so now the situation can only leave me deeply, I don't want to live in the dormitory anymore, for so many years, I have been enduring such a miserable life, I want to give myself a little better, I let you spend outside to rent me a single apartment, plus monthly living expenses, In addition to the money that Qingqing spent on me, I still need to ask for money in constant quarrels, but I have quietly inquired, the current conditions of Qingminghua's family are not bad, my brother has opened a hot pot restaurant, and my parents have their own salaries, do we have to give this money to my brother who is bad? I also want to be with Tsinghua in the future, so I absolutely disagree, so I kept encouraging Qingrun Huacong, and his parents cheated money to change it for me.

And I can't tell the story myself? I got a job in a bar, I was looking for a job in a bar, not to really make money, in fact, I just like this kind of day, when I was in Sichuan before, my life was too hard, I like this kind of day that is only a few meters, I am Party A, I want to need this money to indulge me, plus the money spent by Qingming, he paid attention to me in Shanghai, so I live like a person, no one here knows that I am an orphan, no one here knows that I am a parentless child.

Everyone here only knows that I am Chen Zixiang, but Aunt Chen Zixiang no longer has any head shape in front of her, I can finally hold my head up here, alive here, I like this feeling, this is what I dreamed of, this feeling, this is my future in exchange for more than ten years of hard study.