Introducing, Aamir Khan, my idol. What I see in "Interview with the Truth" is that he always has eyes full of compassion and love, and he goes out into the crowd and opens his arms to give some respect and comfort to his brothers and sisters who have been hurt by the existing problems in their country. He runs programs, always visits many people who have been overwhelmed by the existing problems of the country, finds the truth close to the facts, gives the victims the right to speak, to trace every root cause of the conflict, invites all the experts who provide solutions to problems, uses his popularity to tell people in the same situation how to deal with them, tell the country how to solve these things, not afraid of the powerful and maintain respect and reverence for the weak and the giving.

Before I was thirty years old, I wanted to do something like Aamir Khan's "Truth Interview".

I thought about it, what about me, short legs (height is only one meter six, although when asked about height, I usually say that if there is a little water, it is one meter six) eye loss (since two years ago I went to get a pair of 450 550 myopia glasses, I didn't dare to measure my eyes again, and the eyesight of people who like to stay up late should not be too good, or it's better not to face it, hehe. I never went to the army, so I thought about it, and the threshold for writing is not high, just be able to write. So, if I can write a warm text with a positive story and correct usage, then I should be able to do something for the country and the times I live in.

Of course, the decision to follow the text was also a little hesitant. I wanted to give up, because when writing didn't become a necessity for survival, and I was pressed to the ground by life until the middle of the night, and my pride was shattered, I naturally felt like I couldn't hold on before I started. However, a voice in my body objected in time: No. Because my dream is to do my best to write about the problems in society, the problems that people encounter at every stage, and give the solutions that I have seen and can find when I am twenty years old, without judging right or wrong, and listing them for future generations.

This reminds me of a quote I once wrote, "Shine the spotlight on the vulnerable, focus on the untouched, and be in awe of communication itself" – which I wrote after working as an in-depth reporting intern for a short period of time. However, heck, I mainly watch other people do intern reporters, and I don't participate in many interviews, and most of the time I play soy sauce like that.

Today's Xiaolai: I was tortured by Excel to cry, I felt that if I didn't complete my work well, I would have to give it to my colleagues in the office, I wanted to persuade my brothers and sisters to put up with me for a while, I quickly got out, and on the other hand, I felt guilty that I couldn't become a "useful" backbone in the office, what kind of person is valuable to everyone.

In addition, I changed a WeChat signature today, from a professor at the Shanghai Conservatory of Music who said "Treat me for something, I will report to China" to "The dream of a teenager, facing the ocean current, riding the wind and waves", I feel that the latter can guide me more specifically in life, hehe.

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