Just tell me, I didn't expect that after so many years, you are still so good-looking, and the words of the balls make me blush a little, in fact, I don't know what I look like? I only care about my body, I am an unhealthy person, but just tell me, in fact, when he was very young, he liked me, he thought that he would never meet me again after junior high school, but I didn't expect God to arrange for the two of us to be in this place fully, so she is willing to marry me, I don't want you to tell Dandan alone, in fact, my health is very poor, maybe after you and I are husband and wife, it is a very bad thing for you, have you ever considered such a thing? What I didn't expect was that I just shook my head lightly, and said that I can be married to you, it is already a dream of mine, if I can leave you a child, I have no regrets in this life, although I know what your situation is, but I also know the situation of your family, your parents will always help us have you, so at least your parents dare not bully me, just like that, Dandan and I are officially successful on a blind date, and my parents know that after our blind date is successful, I am very happy, because then they can plan, after my wedding with Dandan and Dandan and Dandan's marriage, they can naturally get married and have children.

But my parents seem to have forgotten that the Dandan family's request is a bride price of 100,000 yuan, plus a two-story building, which adds up to nearly 300,000 yuan. Just when I thought there was definitely no way, Uncle Zhao took the initiative to find it, our uncle said that it could be seen that his son was already very big, that is, Zhao Kaixuan, Zhao Kaiyang has grown into an 18-year-old boy, tall and designed height, handsome and chic face, so that Zhao Kaixuan has become the object of many girls' hearts, but Zhao Kaixuan seems to be single-minded to Baixian, no matter what Bai Qian is? I remember Uncle Zhao came to our house one night and drank with my father, Uncle Zhao said to my father, when I was a child, I thought my son liked you, and my daughter was just joking, but until now I am 18 years old, that is when we are that age, and it is time to get married, but he still likes your daughter so much, see if you can give me a face? The two of us got married, Uncle Zhao's words, who said very modestly? When Mom and Dad heard this, they kept getting excited, Dad kept rubbing his hands, and it could be seen that the two of them were very satisfied, this marriage, but this marriage did not ask my sister's opinion from beginning to end, Uncle Zhao also seemed to see the dilemma of our family, it was useless, he didn't ask us, just said that two days later is Xiao Kai's 18th birthday, after Xiao Kai's 18th birthday, we will give the money to your family to arrange Bai Lang's wedding, when the leader, Uncle Zhao patted, I said that you are not young anymore, It's time to think about it for your parents.

According to our local regulations, I must have a detailed physical examination before getting married, but the physical examination report told my parents that the possibility of my fertility is very small, because my health is too poor, and the doctor's advice is to take more supplements, but supplements are so expensive, where to buy them? The most expensive supplements are cordyceps and ginseng, but both of them are very expensive things, where can our family afford such things? On the day of Xiao Kai's birthday, his sister was arranged on Xiao Kai's birthday table with a very heavy identity, and it can be seen that the Zhao family seems to have intended to declare to outsiders that his sister seems to be their recognized daughter-in-law, in fact, a lot of things have happened to his sister during this period of time, in high school, there was a boy who fell in love with his sister, and spread rumors about his sister in school, saying that his sister went out to open a room with different boys almost every night, amen, delicious proof that he actually went to the hospital to open a certificate, This name is also a proof of virginity, in my opinion, there is such an impulse as my sister, it is really undeserved, but the parents don't seem to care about this, the parents are proud of their sister, and feel that their sister can be innocent, until now, it is really a very well-behaved thing.

That night was Zhao Kaixuan's body, the Zhao family put a big flowing water garden, many people went to Zhao's house to eat, my parents and I sat at the table not far from Zhao Kaixuan, and my sister sat next to Zhao Haiyun, watching Zhao Kaiting keep drinking, when I was going to school, when I wanted to take my sister home, but I saw Zhao Haiyun's mother take my sister back to Zhao Kaiyun's room, I wanted to bring my sister back, because at that moment I really wanted to rush to my sister's side to protect her, but my parents forcibly pulled me home, My parents told me that it was a matter of time, anyway, my sister must marry Zhao Kaixuan in the future, it was the same one day earlier and one day later, that night, I couldn't sleep after tossing and turning, I felt that my sister's sacrifice for me was too big, I don't want to sacrifice my sister's happiness for a lifetime because of such a thing, if my sister really loves Zhao Kaixuan, then I am naturally willing to be sincere, but they are obviously unwilling to sister

But because of my sister, the cost still lent us a lot of money, our house was finally built, and my wedding with Dandan can finally be done, now the day I got married, my sister seems to be very happy, but after getting married, there seems to be no place for my sister in the house, sister, I need to go to college with Zhao Kaiyan, that night my sister and Zhao Kaixian happened to this matter, I don't know my sister, just tell me that he slept in the closet all night, think about it, It was Zhao Haiyan's first time drinking, it is estimated that nothing happened, after going to junior college, my sister and Zhao Haiying are still the same as high school, my sister lives in the dormitory, Zhao Haiyan rents a house outside, sister, every night to help Zhao Kaixuan clean, wash clothes, after getting married, Dandan and I became husband and wife, but we always find that there is a big problem between us, and the possibility of having children is almost none, as a last resort, my parents asked my sister to go to Zhao Kaixuan to ask for supplements at home, because Zhao Kaixuan's family is very rich, That day, my sister held a lot of supplements, and when she came home, my sister said to me, brother, you can have a baby after eating these things, your child is my nephew, and I will definitely love this child like my own child

But time is like this, day by day, Dandan's stomach is still a little moving, there is no dandan's belly, why is there no movement? I know very clearly, because my body is really bad, every physical examination certificate proves that my body is recovering, not very good, long-term supplements have only made my body barely reach a relatively poor level, not yet to the level of a normal man, I sometimes ask Shandan, if you feel dissatisfied, in fact, we can divorce, you don't always have to bully me, Dandan said that I always said that I was stupid, we are both married, but we always have to think about these things, I always feel that my life seems to be sorry for many people, including Dandan and my sister, my parents are the people I am destined to be sorry for, but my sister and Dandan should not be dragged down by me, in recent years, Uncle Zhao's business has become more and more prosperous, Mom and Dad work in Uncle Zhao's sheep intestine farm, just went to Yangcheng, found a very easy and simple job, although the monthly salary is not very high, but the family of three people work, sister, now have to spend money and rarely spend their family's money, So the conditions of our family in the past two years have been slightly corrected, but if we want to pay off the money we owe to the Zhao family, it is too far, unconsciously, we have owed the Zhao family nearly 400,000 money, this money wants to rely on our family to fight back or impossible, fortunately, Uncle Zhao, or Zhao Shenshen, they all told us that as long as the two children get married, they will not go to the dream we want with this money

In fact, as I get older, I always have a nightmare, I dream that one day I die, in fact, I know what the doctor said about me, the doctor said that it was difficult for me to live past the age of 40, and when I was 40 years old, but it was only in my 30s, why should I suffer so much just with me? I have some thoughts that I want to end my life early, because my existence is really painful for too many people, my parents need to be busy every day because of my existence, my sister, because of my existence, I can't even choose the marriage I want, because of my existence, I can't even get what I deserve like a normal woman, I don't know why I have to drag so many people down by myself, and after I have a child in the future, how should I take care of this child? With a father like me, can this child be happy in life? Although I knew that the symptoms of Paralysis were not hereditary, I was still afraid that my child would be an unhealthy child

Zhao Kaixuan knew that my heart was not good, and then he always secretly took a lot of supplements from his house to give me to eat, which saved our family a lot of money, because if those supplements need to be bought at our own home, we may give our parents a single bill, spend every month's salary, and we can't afford to buy it, but these things are very simple things for Zhao Kaiting before the exam, and even things that I don't want to touch, maybe it's too much, right? My parents always tell me, look at it, this is the gap, what our family can't afford to buy, and there is a lack of good in other people's homes, but it is something that others don't care about at all, do you think your sister will be wronged if she marries into such a family? I always retort that my sister doesn't seem to like Zhao Kaixuan, and my parents always can't do it, it doesn't matter if I like it, living a good life is the most important thing, at that time, I really didn't know how to refute my parents, or how to make my parents sober up? Because the most important thing is that Zhao Kaixuan seems to like his sister very much, just like that sentence is right, it is better to marry someone you like than to marry someone who likes you.

After going to college, my sister went home less and less, and I sometimes couldn't see my sister for a year, and when I came back, my wife just put a lot of miscellaneous things in my sister's room, and finally one day when my sister came back, I found that there was not even a place for him to sleep in the house, I think it was a bit too much, but just told my sister, and I didn't come back often, he never kicked my sister out, but I looked at my sister that day, I still know that my sister doesn't seem to want to be in this home, sure enough, it didn't take long to arrive, when he was a junior, he told us that he wanted to go to work in an electronics factory in Shanghai, they said that it was a university in this kind of university, in fact, it was a junior college, every year there are many factories from other places to recruit people, to work in their factory, my sister also wants to follow the past, I heard that the electronics factory is very hard, but my sister seems to be very project to the city of Shanghai, I can see that my sister likes the city of Shanghai very much, The inside of the eyes glows brightly when they are brought up

Sister's, of course, this decision has been opposed by everyone in the family, parents are resolutely unwilling to let my sister go to Shanghai to work, because the city of Shanghai is too far away from our hometown, and parents feel that my sister is about to graduate from college, the most important thing to do after graduating from college is to marry Zhao Haiting, Zhao Yan is also 21 years old this year, according to the legal age of the country, he can get married next year, get married early and early, set the date, and then have a child, Isn't that the best thing to do? At this time, there is still a wash in our family, that is, Dandan is finally pregnant, my child's parents know about it, and they are almost very happy in the future, but the hidden danger brought by happiness is who this child needs to support his parents in the future, it seems that all the hopes are placed on Dandan's body, all on his sister's body, they hope that their sister will marry into the Zhao family, and the Zhao family can pity our child

But the more this happened, the more I blamed myself in my heart, and when I went to bed at night, I looked at the single lying next to me, did she really have a child in her belly? I'm a little confused, is it really a good thing that this child came into this world? His father is such a crippled person, every child wants his father to be a hero-like figure, and her father is destined to be a disabled person, and he can't even play all kinds of games with her, but his life has to rely more on his aunt, I don't know if such a life is worth having, is this child really worth coming to the world?