But Dandan's belly is still getting bigger day by day, I feel that the day my sister left home to go out to work, my sister took me out for a meal, and my sister earned money from her own part-time work, invited me to have a meal, no one in the family knew where my sister and I went that day, and then I went to sit in a restaurant in the city with my sister, I looked at my sister as if she had something to say to me, but there was always something to say, and I wanted to say something to my sister, but I couldn't say it, and in the end my sister just shook her head and said to my brother,This is all the money I earned from working in college,When I was a child, you took me to eat,Today I will also take you to have a meal,As long as I have money in the future,I will take care of everything you will take care of to the end,In fact, I can see the beauty,It means that he wants to go to Shanghai and never come back,In fact, I also have a sentence in my heart to say to you,I want to say to my sister,Get out of here,Don't come back,But I can't say it,If it was me before,Of course I will say this to my sister, But now I don't know if it's appropriate to say this to my sister, if my sister gives up this family, then who will care about my children in the future, I know this idea of mine, very selfish, but I am a father now, I can bring only such selfish thoughts to my children.

That day's meal, my sister and I ate very happily, although my sister didn't say anything to me, in fact, I know that my sister wants to leave her hometown, and she will never come back to her hometown in the future, although it is worth nostalgic two words, but for my sister, what is here is only the oppression of him Yong, my sister doesn't like Zhao Kaixuan, but everyone forces him to be with Zhao Haixian, and I don't like the way my family treats him, maybe I'm the only person who can make my sister feel some attachment, But my body is like this, and what about me? I have my own thoughts in my heart, I really want to say to my sister, emphasizing that my sister will help me take care of it, and my child will not be able to say such words in my mouth, I know, if I say it, my sister will definitely help, but at the same time I have to sacrifice the happiness of my sister's life, I don't want to do this, I don't know what kind of way to make both parties get a good ending, I always feel in my heart if I have never been in this world? In fact, it is the best ending for everyone, but I have come to this world, because because of my existence, the lives of several people have changed, my parents have worked hard all my life because of me, my sister has, because I have to be squeezed all the time, and even Dandan even if I die in the future, and so on, I will be delayed for a lifetime because of me

Of course, the main thing is my child, although he is now male or female? I don't know, but whether he's a man or a woman? He's all my child, he's the only child I could have left in this world, how can I treat his father like that? How could he have thought that when she grew up, he would always live in the eyes of others? Will he one day look down on his crippled father? My sister left, only we were left in the house, after the other sister's sister went to work in the field, basically I rarely contacted the family, but my parents called him once, and asked my sister to send home the money earned from working for a month, I thought about it, and finally decided to call my card, I used the money my sister called me, and quietly did two things, I quietly bought a large amount of insurance for myself, if I die unexpectedly, even if the beneficiary of the insurance will be Dandan, I know that I am like this, and the practice is very selfish, But I have no choice, if my life is the last thing, I can use my life to complete, then I am willing to use my life to fulfill this stupid girl, when I am pregnant, I always lean on my shoulder, to put it bluntly, I always felt that our days did not seem to see through, I don't know when it will end, but now that we have our own children, I hope you can take good care of yourself for the child, I always nodded and said okay, But in fact, I know that my own health is getting worse and worse, and when I cough at night, I don't dare to let Dandan listen, for fear of disturbing his rest, but I feel more and more that my body is getting worse and worse? Even though it's summer, I often feel like I'm in a cold sweat, and I often feel like I can't breathe when I sleep.

I flew all the people in the family, one person came to the hospital for a check-up, I remember that day was when Dandan came to the hospital for a gynecological examination, I insisted that day, I must personally accompany Dandan to see, I was very happy, I always told me, when I tried to do a physical examination, her mother accompanied her, or my mother called, he watched other men accompany his wife to do a prenatal examination, very envious, in fact, when I was only doing a physical examination, I quietly went to do a check-up for myself, The result of the examination was that the doctor told me that some of my organs have begun to fail, and there is no good treatment for this failure, knowing this moment, I am actually not too in love with me, knowing that my life may come to an end in the next few years, but God is so fond of joking with people, but at this time, my child is about to come into this world, I don't know how long I can get my child, But I really appreciate this kind of companionship for my own personal selection

When I came back from the hospital, I don't know if there was something in my heart, I couldn't suppress my cough, my stomach was already as big as a basketball, and I had to share my back hand, I haven't taken any supplements for a while, have you become a lot worse? Yes, since Zhao Kaixuan left, no one sent the supplements at home, I have stopped for a long time, I haven't eaten those expensive supplements, so the body has always become very poor, just when we walked home, but found that Uncle Zhao didn't know when he came to our house with several boxes of supplements, this is what Xiao Kai explained when he left, let me send it to you regularly, I forgot it when I was busy these days, in fact, I sometimes think about it, although Zhao Haiyan is a boy from a rich family, but I have to say, Whether it's character or character, it's one in a hundred, if you just like her, then I'm really a very happy thing, but I like this kind of thing, not who can care about her

I knew that my time was getting less and less, so I took the time to buy an insurance for myself, when I bought the insurance, I kept asking, if I had an accident, then how much compensation my lover would get, and then after determining the amount, I bought this insurance, this insurance cost my sister sent me, all the money, my parents didn't care about this money, where did I use it? They thought that my money was used for my parents, but how did I know about it? My parents married me just for the bride price, and I asked Dandan that night, what would you do if I died one day? But she seemed to have been facing this question for a long time, just looking at me and asking what do you want me to do? I saw the expectation in Dandan's eyes, but I knew that I couldn't let Dandan's expectations succeed, I just smiled and said to Shan, if one day I die, you will leave the child to my parents, and then remarry someone else, after hearing my answer, Shan Dan's eyes dimmed a lot, just lying sideways beside me and said, in fact, I can keep you a widow for a lifetime, you don't have to talk to me like this, etc., suddenly made my heart hurt even more, Why did such a good girl want me to insert my life because of me? Received such unfair treatment, my Dandan's words, made me feel even more that I can't be sorry for this child, I touched Dandan's hair and told Dandan, if there is an afterlife, I will definitely be a healthy person, and then be your husband, but if one day in this life I leave you early, I hope you must think about your own happiness, child, my parents they will definitely be close to their lover to take care of you, don't worry, the child will be wronged, you will be your child's mother one day? He just closed his eyes, smiled and said What are you saying these things for? It's very unlucky, go to sleep, and then he turns to me, and I can feel the balls crying behind my back

Even when Dandan and I have nothing to say, Dandan suddenly touched her belly, speaking of seeing him kick my stomach, I can see that the clothes on the belly alone will be kicked and shaken, which is the reason why the child moves in the belly, this little guy is actually a very tossing person, from about seven months old, there is no way to sleep alone, because the little guy is always making noise in her stomach, neighbors, all the neighbors, all say that Dandan's belly is pointy, It must be a boy, and the parents were very happy when they heard this, I used to think that the parents would do everything possible to identify the gender of the child, but what I didn't expect was that the parents told me that no matter whether the child was a boy or a girl, they would treat her as a treasure, maybe they also knew that this child was the only child in my life, even if the child was a girl, I might not have the opportunity to have another child in the future, so is it a man or a girl? They don't care anymore, it's your parents who also said to me, when your child lands, Kangkang's growth this year, when Bai Qian wants to do whatever he wants, go with him!

Money will send a sum of money to the family every month, although not a lot, but it has been very stable, in fact, the money is not very little, more than 1500 yuan to 2000 yuan or so, during the day every month will be recorded, my sister is working outside, in fact, the salary is not very high, but there is Zhao Kaixuan around to take care of, it is estimated that my sister should not have a lot of opportunities to spend money on her own, I heard that they have a lot of colorful lives in that place in Shanghai, so that I have some envy, from childhood to adulthood, I've never left my hometown, I've never been to another place, I don't know if Shanghai is really attractive, if it's really good, I hope that one day my children can also take root in this place, my children should not follow a father like me to buy in our small place

Finally, one day, after eating breakfast, I found that my stomach hurt terribly? Mother carefully found that it was only about to give birth but earlier than we thought about the day to find almost a month, my mother smiled and said to me, boys will always be born a little prematurely, so don't worry, sure enough, after we sent Dandan to the delivery room, in less than two hours, just gave birth to a boy, the boy is very healthy, there is no genetic anything bad at all, father-in-law and mother-in-law also rarely come to the hospital to visit us, see the moment the child is born, I almost want to endure desperately, But I can't help but tears come out quickly, I still have my own flesh and blood in this life? It can be miscarried

Because it is a natural birth, it is only possible to get out of bed quickly, and after a few hours? We are a family of three in the ward, looking at this child who was born nearly eight pounds, I can hardly believe that he is my child, I can't believe that I can have such a healthy child, the doctor repeatedly told me that the child is very healthy, polio is not a genetic disease, the child looks very much like her aunt, the eyes are big, the skin is also very white, I believe that if my sister sees my child at this time, she will like it very much.

Just look at me and talk about the white wolf, now I have given birth to a son for you, even if it is not for me, but also for the sake of the son, I hope you live well, and stop thinking about all that mess, okay? I agreed, from then on the child will be the center of all my life, at night I don't even dare to sleep, as long as I hear the child move all afternoon, I will immediately go over to have a look, just always say that I am too divided into He Yu, should not put the child in our room, but how can I be willing to put the child in the parents' room?

I don't know how much time I have left in my life, but I hope that in the struggle time of my life, I can try to be by his side, this child's name, I have not come up, I think that one day his aunt will give him a nice name, or someone else will give him this name, so we have always called the child baby baby

At that time, I never thought that one day the person with the most fate for this child would be Zhao Kaixuan? It turns out that our family has the most fate with Zhao Kaixuan, and it is actually my son? Of course, that's all for later, and I haven't had a chance to see it