27. I want to kill him
There was a strange smell wafting in the toilet, sour and rotten mixed with alcohol, it should have been vomited by Cheng Liren just now, it smelled very bad. But even so, I feel better than staying by Cao Hui's side.
After I went to the toilet, I washed my hands carefully, and I even wanted to take off the pants that Cao Hui had touched. There was an indescribable fire in my heart, which, combined with the catalysis of alcohol, made me particularly angry at the moment.
I washed my face a few times to detain and looked at myself in the mirror. The light in this bathroom is dim, the mirror lamp is very bright, and a light goes straight from the roof to the Tianling cover, a bit like the one on Lin Jiangnan's head in the bar that day, but I don't have a good bone statue like Lin Jiangnan, so I can't cope with this tricky angle.
My face was pale by the lamp, and the shadow of my bangs fell on my forehead like a forehead wrinkle, and the shadows of my cheeks were carved on both sides of my nose like deep nasolabial folds, looking decayed and vicious, reminding me of the witch in Snow White.
How can it be like a witch? When I was a kid, I thought I was a princess! How did I become like this when time passed? Is it just because of age?
I was not afraid of getting old, I used to think that my thirty years old would be very energetic, I imagined myself wearing professional clothes and high heels, leading a young team in high spirits, creating one wonderful work after another, without having to be in a lot of money, but respected, valuable, and full of a sense of achievement.
But what about reality? Except that there is really no pocket, nothing else has been realized.
What am I doing when I'm really 30? I was hiding in the sour toilet and looking at myself, looking at the gap between my dreams and reality. Xu Yijing once said that witches are not necessarily little witches when they are young, and Snow White is not necessarily old Snow White when she is old, and the stories that the years give them will not be written in fairy tales.
Maybe it's because of the drinking, my thoughts are flying all over the sky, and I can't take it back.
I suddenly began to miss Yao Feng again, not because I missed him as a person, but because I missed the days I spent with him, and to be more precise, I missed myself when I was with him.
There is youth, a future, love, and courage.
I turned on the faucet and washed my face a few times, the cold water stirred up some of my spirits, I moved my body to find a suitable angle to make myself look more pleasing to the eye, and then straightened my back.
I've decided I'm leaving this meal. What company contracts, what deserved salary, fuck it! Fuck Cao Hui! Fuck it!
I turned the handle and slammed the door open, and was frightened by Cao Hui's face and retreated. He stood in the doorway, as close as he had been sticking to the door. It's the toilet, I'm in it and he's sticking to the door, and it's really disgusting.
"Drinking too much?" Cao Hui asked me. His face was flushed, his hair was wet with sweat, and he was steaming with the smell of alcohol, and he walked into the toilet.
The toilet area of this private room is not large, it is L-shaped, which is equivalent to two narrow small spaces diagonally together. When he came in, I had to wait until he turned the corner before I could leave the bathroom at a certain distance from him.
"Get out." I waved my hand and motioned for him to stand back.
"Sumi, really, we need to have a good talk." He said with a big tongue: "Happiness is enjoyed together, and money is earned together." Don't do that all the time. ”
Cao Hui danced with his hands, using his body to assist his own language, as if he was pouring out his heart and lungs to me.
"I don't want to make money with you, and it doesn't matter to me whether you are blessed or not! You let me out! I said with a cold face, and turned sideways to squeeze out of him, when he suddenly reached out and hugged me, and I broke free like an electric shock, backed back, and leaned against the wall.
"Don't touch me, go out and talk about something." I said again.
Cao Hui glanced at his empty hands, his eyebrows and eyes were bitter, "Su Mi, do you know, college, it was the best years of my life, and I didn't even talk about a girlfriend!" At that time, I really had no reservations about you, and I poured out my heart and lungs. He approached as he spoke, and as he walked up to me, I gave me a strong push.
He staggered back, stunned for a moment, and then seemed annoyed, "Why can't you give me a chance?!" Why not! I used to like you so much! The whole school knows that I chase you, don't I want to lose face?! ”
"I want to get out now, can you let me out?"
A waiter at the door poked his head, I looked up, Cao Hui saw that my vision had changed, he also turned around, and when he saw the waiter, he yelled: "Get out!" Look what the look! ”
The waiter was immediately gone.
Cao Hui returned his hand and scooped the door over, slamming it on. I blew up at once, and retreated vigilantly, but there was already a wall behind me, and there was no way to retreat.
He leaned against the door, his eyes bloodshot, and he looked at me with a little irritation and resentment, "What are you proud of?" Look at the way you are now, what do you have to be proud of? ”
He approached again, and I rubbed to the side, trying to wait for him to rush past him when he came to the corner, but I underestimated this fat man with a fat brain, and although he had drunk, it was still easy to catch me within arm's length, and I felt the difference in strength between men and women.
My wrists were clutched tightly by him, and I trembled with nervousness and fear, and my arms struggled in vain.
"What are you afraid of? You're weak-hearted, aren't you?! Cao Hui said viciously.
My shouts sharpened and I lifted my foot to kick his bottom three, and he pouted his back to dodge my attack, but his hand didn't let go, and even tightened his grip. My actions annoyed him, and his voice suddenly became irritable, and he yelled at me: "The college boy has chased you for three years, I confess once you refuse once, I confess once you refuse once, I confess once you refuse once, what I send you you back to me!" Now that I have fucking resources and power, I'm in a hurry to give you a chance and make you money, what fucking right do you have to dislike it?! ”
I struggled hopelessly, fear turned to anger, and I yelled back, "If you like me, do I have to like you?!" What does it matter to me that you like me?! I'm proud! I hate you! Then why do you have to come to me?! ”
"If you don't believe what Lao Tzu wants, you can't get it, and Lao Tzu doesn't believe in this evil anymore!" He let go of one of my hands and dragged me into his arms, and I opened my mouth like crazy and bit him on the arm. Cao Hui screamed in pain, and gave me a slap on the back hand. I didn't care about the pain on my face, and rushed to the door with all the strength to break my arm, but I still failed.
Cao Hui retreated to the door first, and the lock was twisted with a click. Then I stumbled backwards and hit my back against the wall.
"I'll you! You fucking shame on you! Cao Hui rushed at me again, I put my back against the wall, raised my leg and kicked him, but he grabbed my foot. I lost my center of gravity off the wall, trying to grab something with both hands, but I couldn't catch anything, I tilted my body, my head hit the edge of the sink hard, and I fell to the ground.
My eyes were dark and my ears were buzzing, but I didn't have time to feel pain or not, I just struggled to get up quickly, but Cao Hui rushed over and pressed my head to the ground.
The hard cracks in the floor tiles crept into my cheeks, and I couldn't turn my head but look straight into the corner below the sink. The corner of this clean-looking restroom was dark and dirty, with dust, hair, paper scraps, and the smell of damp and moldy smelling there.
I tried to shout for help, but I couldn't even open my mouth.
I had never experienced this kind of fear, the fear of helplessness, the feeling of the screams being suppressed in my throat, blocked in my heart, the heart-rending feeling, the sound pierced back into my throat like a steel needle, a sharp pain.
What about Cheng Liren? What about Lin Xun? What about waiters? Why didn't anyone come and take a look?
"Still a little boyfriend? It's up to you? You don't look at your current virtue! I can't get married at the age of thirty, Yao Feng plays with the rest of the rags, I look for you and I can afford you! Cao Hui scolded, "Give you the project!" Send you your wallet! Send you flowers! You've also put me on the shelf! You deserve it too! ”
I picked at his hand on my mouth, and my nails were digging into my face, and it didn't hurt. But I couldn't pick at him, and the more I pulled him, the harder I pressed him, as if I was going to break my bones.
I cried. If someone hands me a knife in my hand at this moment, I will not hesitate to stab him, without hesitation! If I can't, I'll bucket myself! Anyway, I just want this to be over right now, no matter what way it takes.
The smell of rot in the sewer next to me kept getting into my nose, and I felt my soul float up, as if looking at everything in front of me from another angle.
I asked myself, am I going to die? It's not worth dying like that.
Despair spread, and just as I had given up struggling, the toilet door suddenly exploded like a bomb and made a loud noise. Cao Hui turned around, and the door lock collapsed from the door, and the metal doorknob hit Cao Hui right in the face.
He covered his nose with a scream, and before the swear words could come out, he was grabbed by the collar and picked up.
The weight on me was gone, and it was as if my soul was sucked back into my body all at once, and all the feelings came back to me, humiliation, anger, fear, and pain swept over me. I lay stiff on the ground, shaking uncontrollably, unable to move, just shivering unstoppable.
A little waitress girl came and tried to pick me up, and I wanted to, but the body didn't listen to herself, and she worked hard for a long time to succeed. When I was helped out of the bathroom by her, there was a clock hanging on the wall opposite, and I glanced at it, and it was 9:12.
At this moment, the private room is already a mess, and there are a bunch of people in the corner, including security guards and waiters, who all look panicked. There was a wailing sound, accompanied by the shouts of the people around them, shouting: Stop fighting.
Who's being beaten? It's Cao Hui. Through the messy cracks, I saw someone punching Cao Hui in the face, and his face was covered in blood, dripping on the dark red carpet of the private room, and there was no trace.
So, who's beating people?
I didn't know that I couldn't see it until the mess was finally dismantled and a muscular security guard pulled a man out of the crowd.
It's Lin Jiangnan.