27. What did I go wrong with?

Lin Jiangnan was pulled and stopped by many people, but his not sturdy body seemed to be infinitely strong, with heavy resistance and weight, and still beat Cao Hui on the ground screaming.

It may be that my mind is still chaotic, so I am not surprised to see Lin Jiangnan here and now, as if I knew that he would come. But how would I know? How could he come?

I looked at him until he turned his head too. I wanted to open my mouth to say hello to him, only to realize that my teeth had been clenched tightly, and even my jaw hurt. He shook off the security guard and rushed over, came up to me and looked me up and down carefully, and then pressed his hands on my shoulders as if to comfort a child.

"Do you feel dizzy and want to throw up? Can you hear me? Is seeing things blurry? He asked me nervously.

I wanted to be brave and strong in front of him and say 'I'm fine,' but it didn't work because my voice couldn't make a sound, so I shook my head and nodded again.

Lin Jiangnan asked the waiter for a hot hand towel, sat next to me, and carefully wiped the dirt on my face and hands seriously? Dirty. I was still stiff, but I didn't tremble anymore in the warmth of his palms and towel.

A man dressed like a hotel manager came over and asked me how I was and if I needed to call an ambulance, and I just shook my head. Lin Jiangnan stood up and said to him, "You are the manager, right?" Tell me something. So he went with him.

I took the cold towel to wipe the abrasions on the back of my hands, and my eyes kept flashing back to the dirty corner under the toilet sink, the dust, the hair, and the smell of damp rot. I tried to pull it back into consciousness, but it kept popping up over and over again, making me sick to my stomach.

Someone brought me a glass of warm water, and I held it in my hand, and then I gathered up my sluggish consciousness a little. I looked up to look for Lin Su and Cheng Liren, but I still didn't find them. I don't know where they went, did they leave a long time ago? Or just left? How could you leave me alone here.

Cao Hui made a noise and struggled to get up, but the security guard helped him and helped him to sit in a chair. I looked at him, and anger and disgust began to mingle and boil in my heart, making me feel extremely sick. The feeling of wanting to stab him to death with a knife came back to me, and I couldn't hold back a little bit, and I felt that something should be done to prevent me from impulsively killing him.

I looked at the dining table, slowly stood up and walked over, put down the warm water in my hand, poured all the unfinished liquor on the table into a cup, and then walked towards Cao Hui.

Cao Hui looked very embarrassed now, his hair that had been carefully combed before was a mess, his clothes were full of stains, and his nose had not yet coagulated when he was knocked out by the toilet doorknob, and his face was bleeding all over his face. The security guard next to me didn't know what I was doing, but he didn't stop me, and said that he had called the police, telling me not to be afraid, not to be impulsive. I ignored them, took the half glass of liquor and aimed it at Cao Hui's face, and splashed it.

Cao Hui suddenly screamed like a pig, covered his face and fell from the chair to the ground, and the security guard hurriedly pulled me back, some hurriedly went to find Qing Shui, and some went to get towels. But I looked at Cao Hui who was rolling on the ground, and I was still angry, and I still wanted to give him two knives.

Lin Jiangnan heard the voice and ran over, pulled me to the farthest corner from Cao Hui, and separated my line of sight from Cao Hui with his body. He patted me on the back and said to me, "Okay, okay, it's okay......"

My internal organs were trembling with emotion, and I wanted to cry but couldn't. His hand patted me with a soothing force and frequency, and finally calmed me down. I tried to speak, made a hoarse voice, and asked how he was here.

"Lin Xu sent me a message, saying that you drank in the restaurant downstairs, and Cao Hui is also there, let me come and have a look." Lin Jiangnan stuffed the cup of warm water back into my hand, "She said that your boss drank too much, so she had to take her first." ”

"You're still in the company so late."

"Overtime. I got the message and came down. You drink some water first and don't talk. ”

I looked down at the glass in my hand and whispered thank you.

The police came quite quickly, and after making a brief inquiry in the private room, they asked me and Lin Jiangnan to go to the police station. Cao Hui was taken to the hospital by another police tea. He may still not wake up from the wine, and when he left, he passed by us and scolded Lin Jiangnan and me, saying that he must kill the two of us, and was reprimanded by the police tea next to him before shutting up.

I glanced at Lin Jiangnan with some concern, and Lin Jiangnan's expression was very indifferent.

There were a lot of people gathered at the door of the private room, including idle waiters and idle customers, who craned their necks to watch the 'excitement'. All I heard was whispering. I didn't know any of them, but it sounded like they all knew what was going on in this private room.

It's funny.

Lin Jiangnan helped me put on my coat and take my bag, took my hand like last time in Nanluoguxiang, and led me out of this private room.

In the police car, he called Xu Yijing. So not long after going to the police station to make a record, Xu Yijing blew in like a gust of wind. I was sitting alone in the empty hallway, and when she saw me, she was stunned for a moment, then rushed over and hugged me.

I heard her swear words from the bottom of her heart, scolding Cao Hui. I am sure that if Cao Hui was also at the police station at this time, it is estimated that Xu Yijing would try to beat him again.

"Did you go to the hospital?" Xu Yijing asked me.

I shook my head.

I had no energy or strength, and I really wanted to go home, but Xu Yijing suggested that I should go to the hospital to have a look, otherwise she would not be at ease. Xu Yijing briefly consulted the process and asked about the injury evaluation, and the police officer in charge said that it was not necessary, and my injury should not even be a minor injury, which was not enough for sentencing. Xu Yijing looked at the blue nose and swollen face, I was very unconvinced, could it be that Cao Hui hit someone in vain?

The police officer laughed politely twice, as if he didn't want to talk to Xu Yijing more, "You guys go first, don't leave Beijing recently, and the person's mobile phone will remain unblocked." ”

I went to the hospital for an examination, and my injuries were indeed fine, except for some soft tissue contusions and vocal cord congestion, which made Xu Yijing feel relieved. She settled me in a chair in the emergency room and went to pick up the medicine herself.

I sat there, probably looking so embarrassed that everyone who passed by had to look at me, and within two minutes I couldn't take it anymore, so I got up and went to the bathroom. This hospital is a bit old, and the smell of ammonia in the toilet makes me sick to my stomach.

I came out of the cubicle and walked to the sink, a damp and rotten smell rushed to my nostrils, I turned on the faucet, and a few hairs in the sink were dangling from the water, so I finally couldn't help it, covered my mouth and rushed back to the toilet cubicle, and threw up.

I vomited so much that my stomach seemed to have a consciousness of its own, and I couldn't stop trying to pour everything out. I was shaking, crying, and vomiting until nothing was left, and the spasms still couldn't stop.

Until a napkin was delivered to my mouth and a hand was placed on my back.

I heard Xu Yijing anxiously and anxiously ask me if I was dizzy, if I had a headache, and if I should go for a brain CT again. I waved my hands and straightened up, and hung weakly on her shoulder, and finally cried out with tears from vomiting and the little residual strength of alcohol.

"Cao Hui, this bastard!" Xu Yijing patted me on the back and said hatefully.

When I was about to get home, my phone vibrated with a message from Lin Xu, asking if I had already gone home. At the same time, I also saw another unread message from her, from 8:56.

"Cheng Liren had to take me away, I sent a message to Lin Jiangnan, he happened to be working overtime in the company, and said to go downstairs to pick you up. You stay safe and go home early. ”

I pressed the screen off and didn't reply to her.

From the time they left to the time I came out of the bathroom, it was only a quarter of an hour, but it felt like a long time to me. Fortunately, fortunately, Lin Su sent a message to Lin Jiangnan, and fortunately, Lin Jiangnan happened to be in the company, otherwise I might have died in that bathroom tonight.

When I got home, Xu Yijing brought hot water to wipe my face and hands, carefully and eagerly helped me clean my hair one by one, and then she stuffed me into the warm quilt, and took out her lavender essential oil and lit it, hoping that I could relax and sleep well.

But this night, I slept badly and had nightmares.

I dreamed of that dirty corner, of Cao Hui's hideous face, and that the soft pillow seemed to have turned into a cold floor tile, which made my cheeks tingle, and I screamed, and then woke up. Xu Yijing also woke up, brushed my back with sleepy eyes, and asked me if I was uncomfortable.

I slowed down for a minute before I was able to withdraw from the horror caused by the dream, and Xu Yijing handed me the thermos cup, "Drink some water." Don't be afraid, I'm here, I'll be with you. ”

"It's fine." I forced a smile, "It's just a dream." Let's go back to sleep. I lay down and turned over again, looking at the warm yellow night light, until I heard Xu Yijing's breathing behind me gradually deepen and even, and then I turned over cautiously.

I don't want to sleep anymore, and I don't dare to sleep anymore, I'm afraid of seeing Cao Hui's face in my dreams again, and I'm afraid that Xu Yijing will see my fear again. I got out of bed and quietly left the bedroom and walked into the bathroom, feeling sore all over, and I was startled when I turned my head to see myself in the mirror, like I had seen a ghost.

My lips were half swollen and had clots of blood that had dried up on them; There was a bruise on the right cheek, the whole cheekbone was swollen there, and the gap in the tiles made a criss-cross of purple-red blood on my face, like a brand. I got a haircut, my scalp hurt, and I ran it back through my hair, and the back of my head was swollen.

I think of the word subarachnoid hemorrhage again. Although the doctor has already seen it and there is no major problem, maybe I should listen to Xu Yijing do a CT or something, just in case.

I don't want to die yet, especially at the hands of someone like Cao Hui.

"Why are you up?" Behind her, Xu Yijing suddenly said, I was startled, and asked her, "Why did you wake up?" ”

She pressed her head against the door of the bathroom and sighed, "You scared me to death, I woke up and didn't see anyone, my scalp almost exploded." ”

"What do you think is wrong with me?" I smiled, and my face ached.

"No, nothing." Xu Yijing stood beside me, looked at the mirror with me, and gently touched me with his forehead, "What kind of mirror do you look in at night?" I asked the doctor, it's the bruising, and if the bruising is gone, it will be fine, and it will not be disfigured. ”

"I didn't think about that."

"And what are you thinking?"

I looked in the mirror and was slightly silent for a moment.

"I'm thinking of a phrase that says, 'There must be something hateful about the wretched.'" I pointed to myself in the mirror, "Do you think I'm pitiful now?" How pitiful, beaten like this. Then you say, 'Where is my hatred?' ”

Did I play with Cao Hui's feelings? Do I take possession of his property? Or should I not refuse his pursuit? Should I not quit my job for the sake of what I deserve? Or maybe I shouldn't have attended the dinner with my leaders and colleagues?

I really don't know, what the is wrong with me!

"You didn't do anything wrong, you're a victim." Xu Yijing said, "As the old saying goes, as the saying goes, don't believe those ghosts." If the old saying is true, then society will not progress. With that, she pulled me out of the bathroom.