In the distant mountains, the smell of chickens and dogs seems to be muddy after the first rain, and the earth is recovering, and in the fields, there are the shouts of rough men, the sound of children playing, the barking of big yellow dogs who don't know where, and the cooing of hens laying eggs.

Shen Qingci woke up suddenly, and also slammed his head on the ground.

She instinctively touched her head, but she was stunned, and then looked at her hand in surprise, her hand ......

Small and short, and soft and meaty.

This is......

Her eyes widened, she tried to look around, then she also stood up and ran forward.

She was four years old, her hands were four years old, and her mother was lost when she was four years old.

Pushed open the dilapidated door, vaguely in her memory, it is this broken wooden door that can no longer be broken, and it will leak, she sat in front of the door that year, she was starved too hard, she was also hungry and cried, crying heartbreakingly, if she cried before, her mother would definitely come out, but that day her mother did not wake up to coax her, nor did she hug her.

The door opened, and inside was a musty smell, as well as the precipitation of medicinal stones, and her nose was naturally sensitive, and she could recognize a hundred kinds of smells and a thousand kinds of incense, so sometimes she could distinguish a lot from the smell, and what she smelled just now was the smell of her mother.

This is the taste of her mother in her memory, no matter what her mother becomes in the end, what she remembers in her heart all her life is the taste of her mother's fragrance.

"Ah Ning...... Pander to...... ...... Gaze"

On a tattered wooden bed, only a bed of black cotton wool was piled up, and there was a withered woman, her face was like gold paper, and the corners of her lips were also cracked with blood, and she stretched out her withered hand to the door with difficulty.

"Ah Ning, come here, come here."

Shen Qingci stood in place, a pair of small hands were also tightly gripping the door frame, there are not many people in this world who call her A Ning, her name is Shen Qingci, A Ning is the name given to her by her mother, her mother hopes that she will grow up in the future, and she will be as gorgeous as a pear blossom.

But the current mother made her afraid, so she ran out in her last life, she was afraid of her mother, and she didn't dare to see her mother, which was also the thing she regretted the most in her life, she didn't see the last side of her mother.

Since then, every time she dreams back at midnight, she thinks, if she can step forward, if she can hold her mother's hand, if she can still let her mother hug her, is it possible for her mother to go with peace of mind, and her mother will not die without turning a blind eye, and she will remember her mother's appearance, will remember the taste of her mother, she can recognize all kinds of flavors, but the only thing is to lose the taste of her mother.

Although she still knew what it all was, whether she was dreaming or a new reincarnation, she had already stepped forward with her feet and ran over.

"A Ning ......" The thin woman is her mother, her mother's name is Lou Xuefei, the daughter of the Lou family, and the only daughter of her grandfather...... And she is also her mother's only daughter, her name is Shen Qingci, her milk name, A Ning.

"Ah Ning, come here......"

Lou Xuefei coughed again, her throat was fishy sweet, and she swallowed the fishy sweetness hard, she just didn't want to scare her four-year-old daughter, she knew that her time was running out, but how could she die, how dare she die, her little A Ning was only four years old, she didn't understand anything, how could she be such a mother, leaving her little daughter alone in this world, alone, and I don't know how to be trampled to death in the end.

Shen Qingci ran over, also holding the woman's thin hand.

"Ah Ning, mother's little Ah Ning."

When Lou Xuefei saw her daughter's small but dusty appearance, she was not only sad, but also coughed again, almost unable to stop.

Finally, she stopped coughing, and saw that her daughter was still obediently in front of her.

"Mother's little A Ning, don't be afraid of Mother, Mother won't hurt you," she gently held her daughter's little hand, and she couldn't hold it tightly.

Everyone in this world may hurt you, but my mother won't, in this life, my mother loves you the most, and I am most sorry for you.

Shen Qingci's nose was sour, she put her little face on Lou Xuefei's thin hand, at that moment, she felt her mother's body temperature, remembered the fragrance on her mother's body, and also remembered her mother's face.

She lifted her face, then extended her little arms.

"Mother, hug."

Lou Xuefei's tears suddenly rolled down, and her eyes were blurred, her little A Ning, how long has she not been so close to her, she knows that this child's sense of smell is extremely sensitive, and she can also recognize all kinds of flavors, I am afraid that because she is sick now, her body smells bad, so she will no longer be close to her very early.

Now that her little Ah Ning actually let her hug, she struggled to sit up, but she couldn't even lift up the slightest strength.

Shen Qingci kicked off his little shoes and climbed onto the simple bed where Lou Xuefei was lying, who would have thought that Lou Xuefei, the daughter of the Lou family who was rich and rivaled the country back then, and Lou Xuefei, the first beauty in Beijing back then, was now lying here half-dead, and even her bright face was withered.

Lou Xuefei was uncomfortable and hugged her daughter's small body, pitiful, her little A Ning had already lost weight into a handful of small bones, she exchanged her bracelet for three meals a day for a family, and I don't know if they sent it over, her little A Ning didn't eat, whether she was hungry.

Shen Qingci pasted her little face on Lou Xuefei's face, her mother's face was warm, her mother's body was fragrant, she pinched her little fingers, and her little hands also tightly grasped Lou Xuefei's clothes.

This is the smell of her mother, but she is about to lose the smell, she knows that her mother is about to die, even the doctor said that there is no way to go back, and she is about to lose her mother.

Lou Xuefei just choked her voice, she gently stroked her daughter's soft but dusty hair, Ah Ning, not afraid, she carefully held her daughter, in her lifetime, she protected her daughter with everything she had, she didn't regret it, but in the end she still had to take the first step.

"Ah Ning, don't be afraid, my mother will watch you from the sky."

Shen Qingci suddenly burst into tears, and even the tears that had not fallen in her previous life fell together, she wanted her mother, she didn't want her mother to die, she didn't want to be a child without a mother, if she had a mother, she wouldn't have suffered so much, and she wouldn't have been beaten to death with a stick in the end, because she didn't have her mother's protection, because she didn't have a mother's education, no one taught her how to live and how to behave.

So she went the wrong way, she hurt too many people, and even she herself died.

She wants a mother, she wants a mother.

"Ah Ning, don't be afraid," Lou Xuefei still said like this, "Daddy will find our Ah Ning, my brother and sister also love Ah Ning, Ah Ning has to be well-behaved, you have to listen to Daddy, do you know?" ”