Today, when I saw an illustration work from that volunteer project, I thought the illustrator was so cool, so I began to yell at a partner to learn illustration together, find a bunch of materials and courses, and start learning illustration for two or three hours.

I want to be an advertising person and get a very high level of advertising creative awards;

I want to be the most conscientious in-depth reporter in the country;

I want to use my voice to do public welfare, spread what I know, and spread positive energy;

I want to be a social scientist;

I wanted to write a film that was both acclaimed and acclaimed;

I want to be a music conductor;

I want to win the best in the whole course in the provincial debate competition;

I want to get a great place in the national speech competition;

I want to learn the best part of making Internet products, and I will let everyone use the products I make in the future;

I want to be an inventor, and my family is full of small black technology invented by myself, and I can have a work that can be popularized in thousands of households······

And then these I think finally became "I think" on paper, as well as a bunch of data that has been eaten for a long time in the favorites of station B, MOOC courses to be learned, and network disk resources.

No wonder I didn't achieve anything, I never loved anything. Well, in this way, for the rest of my life, I will choose one thing to do, and then stick to it for the rest of my life. If you count the work, there are two things at most. After all, my twenties are not the age to be more than one to choose. Otherwise, I would have predicted that at the age of thirty, I would still be able to achieve nothing.

Today's Xiao Lai: I plan to change the "Haikou Delivery Law" I invented. The "Haikou Delivery Law" is a method of boasting about Haikou when the task is issued, and taking the promises made by oneself in front of the leaders at that time as one's own motivation, so as to motivate oneself to work hard to hand over normal results and force oneself to accomplish something. It is said, "Take what is above, and take what is in it; To take it, get it below", they work hard towards the higher the goal, the higher the return they will get, the goal is "up", then the result is a "middle", but if the goal is "in", then according to the implementation of the plan to "in", if there is no 100% effort in the implementation, then the result can only be "in the bottom" or even "down".

The reason for correcting the "Haikou Delivery Law" is not because Haikou has no use in motivating me to raise the delivery standard of things, but because I always set my goals too high and too full, so I always can't do it, and because I can't do it, I feel that I have a tendency to do things without doing my best. I can't do it anyway, so why bother?

It's not okay to think like that. Xiao Lai wants to become a professional person in the future.

2020.2.3