Chapter 17 Identifying Problems
Yin Nian followed Yuan Yi's advice, took leave to stay at home, and rested for two days.
In the past two days, Yin Nian took the initiative to admit her mistake to her son and took the initiative to explain the situation to her parents, but she was not ready to announce the truth to the public, after all, if she had to tell others that she had amnesia and did not remember the process of hitting people, it was estimated that it would be difficult for others to believe it.
Yang Po's side, Yin Nian is going to make an appointment to meet in two days, try to be private, compensation within a reasonable range, she is acceptable, after all, life must go on, it is impossible to consume it all the time, and it is the best solution for both parties to be private, but if the other party opens her mouth, then she will firmly fight the lawsuit, and will not easily admit defeat, it is one thing to hit someone, but if the other party blackmails her in this way, then she will not agree.
Although Yin Nian and Yang Yang explained, Yang Yang still had some resistance to Yin Nian, Yin Nian tried to communicate with Yang Yang several times, but did not receive positive feedback, Liang Zhicheng told Yin Nian not to worry, some things cannot be done overnight, especially emotional connection, is a long-term process, you need to start from the details, little by little.
In the past two days, Yin Nian has been staying at home except for a trip to the hospital to check her brain, and the results of the examination show that everything is normal in her brain without any damage.
During this period, Han Duoduo came twice to chat with Yin Nian, Yin Nian and Han Duoduo told her about her amnesia, Han Duoduo was a little surprised, but still expressed understanding, after all, this is not something that Yin Nian can decide by himself, it is a psychological passive defense mechanism, Yin Nian is not a victim.
Yin Nian didn't have nightmares anymore, but she still had some strange dreams, one of which she was deeply impressed, she kept running away in her dreams, the fog around her was heavy, and there were monsters chasing behind her, she couldn't see the appearance of the monster clearly, but she could hear the low and muffled roar of the monster......
This dream, revealing Yin Nian's sense of urgency and depression, may be related to her taking leave at home and worrying about things at work, after all, it is not easy for her to climb to today's position, many people below are eyeing her, this matter has a great impact on her reputation, if the board of directors knows that she has selective amnesia, let alone go further in the position, even if it is to keep her current position, it will be more difficult.
On the third day, it was rainy, and the light rain kept falling since the morning, Liang Zhicheng went out with Yangyang, and Yin Nian was alone at home, sitting on the balcony, looking at the gloomy sky in a daze.
After spending the first two days of short peace of mind, today, Yin Nian felt anxious again, she always felt that something was wrong, as if something was missing, she carefully recalled the process of the car accident, but the picture was always fragmented, this matter was still vague, like a movie scene she had seen, not a personal experience.
Yin Nian realized that, in fact, she still had doubts in her heart, and she didn't fully believe the truth that Yuan Yi said.
Although Yuan Yi helped her recall the whole process of the car accident, there were still problems with several of the details, Yin Nian was immersed in sadness in the past few days and didn't care much, and now, when she calmed down and thought about the cause and effect of the whole thing, she found that those details could not be ignored.
Sometimes, a change in a detail can lead to the entire event being turned upside down.
First of all, the issue of blood towels is not really solved; The towel was hers, and she did wipe the body of the car with a towel, but not after hitting Yang Po, but before, she remembered very well that when she was on the road, the car mirror had been foggy, she got out of the car and wiped it with a tissue, wiped it with a towel, and then put the towel on the back seat of the car.
Secondly, whether it was before or after recalling her memory, she remembered that when she crashed into Yang Po, Yang Po fell on the road, and when she got out of the car to check, most of the blood stains on Yang Po's body were dry, which proved that Yang Po had been injured for a while before Yin Nian crashed into Yang Po.
Finally, and most importantly, after Yin Nian tested Yang Po's snort, she was frightened and retreated, tripped over a stone, but she remembered that she didn't hit the back of her head on the ground, she just fell to the ground, and afterwards, she only had a bag on her forehead, which was left by hitting the steering wheel, but the back of her head didn't have any pain and scars, if the back of her head hit the ground, it was impossible not to feel a trace.
These doubts may not seem big, but in fact, each of them is very important.
Through hypnosis, although Yin Nian remembered some things, she didn't have the feeling of suddenly realizing and completely clarifying the truth, she still felt vague, but this ambiguity was diluted by Yuan Yi's analysis, she believed Yuan Yi as a person, and believed his explanation, but after calming down, Yin Nian still felt that there was a problem, and the problem seemed to be more obvious than before.
Obviously, so many doubts have not been solved, why does Yuan Yi think that she has selective amnesia after hitting someone? Was his conclusion a little too hasty?
Yin Nian remembered the disk that Yuan Yi gave her, which contained a video monitoring of the hypnosis process, she hurriedly found it, plugged it into the computer to watch, watched it twice, she did not find the answers to those few doubts in the hypnosis process, but found that every time she touched the core question, she did not respond positively, and Yuan Yi did not continue to ask, so she moved to another topic.
In addition, Yin Nian also found that Yuan Yi's guidance in the hypnosis process is particularly strong, almost suggestive guidance, it is the kind of stereotyped guidance that first has a conclusion and then asks, in the hypnotic mode with limited thinking, in the face of this strong guidance, how should she refute and question it?
And at the end of the hypnosis, Yin Nian suddenly became emotional and slapped Yuan Yi, what does this mean? Why was she so emotional, what did she see in the hypnosis at the time to be so frightened?
Yin Nian closed her eyes and thought about the situation at that time, she vaguely remembered that she seemed to see a vague black shadow, but she couldn't remember the appearance of the black shadow......
Yin Nian recorded all the suspicious points, gathered them together, and prepared to ask Yuan Yi face to face when he went to see him tomorrow. Tomorrow is the fourth day, and it's time for her to go to the consultation.
At half past five in the afternoon, Liang Zhicheng and Yang Yang came back, and the two entered the house talking and laughing, but when Yin Nian came out of the balcony, Yang Yang immediately stopped talking, Yin Nian was already a little anxious, seeing Yang Yang like this, he couldn't help but rise a breath of anger, walked in front of Yang Yang, and grabbed Yang Yang's hand: "Yang Yang, you tell me clearly, what did my mother do wrong, why do you treat your mother like this?" ”
Yang Yang lowered his head and did not speak.
"Mom was really too busy with work in the first two years and didn't have time to spend with you, but Mom knew it was wrong, what do you mean by being like this all the time?" Yin Nian was also angry, and even the way he spoke changed, more like he was talking to an adult than a child.
Yang Yang glanced up at Liang Zhicheng.
Liang Zhicheng half-squatted on the ground and said softly: "Yangyang, if you have any problems, just say it, it's not good to hold it in your heart, mom is right, you are not wrong, there is a problem in your communication, can you tell Dad, why don't you want to talk to your mother?" ”
Yang Yang lowered his head and whispered, "I'm afraid of ......"
Liang Zhicheng asked: "What are you afraid of?" ”
Yang Yang said: "I'm afraid of my mother...... I don't feel like my mom before......"
Yin Nian's brows were furrowed, and he was about to have a seizure, Liang Zhicheng tugged at the corner of Yin Nian's clothes and asked Yangyang: "Why?" ”
Yang Yang closed his mouth and stopped talking.
Liang Zhicheng asked again: "You don't know why, or don't you want to say it?" ”
Yang Yang shook his head: "I don't know ......"
Liang Zhicheng turned his head to look at Yin Nian: "It may be that your mood swings are too big during this time, scaring Yangyang, it will be fine after a while, don't worry too much." ”
Yin Nian opened his mouth and wanted to say more, but Yang Yang had already walked back to the bedroom, Yin Nian sighed lightly, the words came to his mouth, and swallowed back, the anger and anxiety in his heart turned into sadness and melancholy, she didn't know how her relationship with her son became like this, was it because she yelled at her son that time, or was she absent from her son's important festival celebrations several times in the past two years, which made her son feel nostalgic?
"Don't be too anxious." Liang Zhicheng said, "Yangyang's child is not very different from other children, he is not very good at expressing emotions, we need to accompany him more, especially you, in the process of children's growth, maternal love is particularly important." ”
"But I ......" Yin Nian wanted to defend, but she wanted to stop talking, she knew that she was really not good enough in this regard.
Yangyang's silence was like a thorn in Yin Nian's heart, making her feel uncomfortable in her throat.
Yin Nian realized that in fact, she was not only dissatisfied with Yangyang's silence, but also had a grudge against what Yangyang said before, through the analysis in the afternoon, Yin Nian found a number of doubts, these doubts and Yuan Yi's analysis are in conflict, and they also conflict with Yangyang's statement, which means that Yangyang still has the possibility of lying.
In addition, through the observation at home in the past two days, Yin Nian found that when Yang Yang and Liang Zhicheng and her parents were together, they would be more cheerful, and a smile would appear on their faces, and when Han Duoduo came, Yang Yang would also communicate and interact with Han Duoduo and play games, but Yin Nian had been cold and indifferent, as if Yin Nian was an outsider, which made her both sad and puzzled.
Yin Nian really felt the sense of alienation on Yang Yang's body, and this sense of alienation even seemed to be deliberate.
At night, when Yin Nian was sorting out clues in the living room, she encountered a small problem, when she went to the study to ask Liang Zhicheng, outside the study, she heard a voice from inside, the voice was very soft, she vaguely heard a few words, after pushing open the door, Liang Zhicheng just put the mobile phone on the table.
"Who are you talking to?" Yin Nian asked casually.
"The ......editor of the publishing house," said Liang Zhicheng, "my snowman fairy tale series may be collected and published." ”
"Really? That's a big deal. Yin Nian remembered the purpose of coming in, "I want to ask you something, you saw the video on the dashcam at that time, Yang Po was standing on the road and still lying on the road?" ”
"I don't see much of ...... Maybe standing. Liang Zhicheng said, "What's wrong?" Is something wrong? ”
"It's fine." Yin Nian glanced at Liang Zhicheng, didn't say anything more, and turned to leave.
Before going out, Yin Nian saw a black coat on the soft chair next to him, Yin Nian didn't think much about it and walked out.
At eleven o'clock in the evening, Yin Nian went to bed, while Liang Zhicheng was still writing a novel in the study.
At twelve o'clock in the evening, Liang Zhicheng went to bed, Yin Nian did not fall asleep, lying on his side, motionless.
Yin Nian opened his eyes slightly, and saw that Liang Zhicheng was typing with his mobile phone, as if he was sending a message, who was he sending a message to in the middle of the night, could it be an editor? Don't editors sleep?
Yin Nian is not a suspicious person, at least not before, but since the collision incident, she has become suspicious and has become less trusting of others, because others don't trust her either.
Trust is mutual.
It didn't take long for Liang Zhicheng to turn off his mobile phone, lie down to sleep, and soon there was a slight snoring sound.
Yin Nian didn't fall asleep until the second half of the night.
She dreamed again, but this time it wasn't a nightmare, not a dream of being chased by a wild beast, but a dream of the scene of a car accident.
She found the black shadow hidden in the dark in her dream, vague and unclear, when she drove away, the black shadow came out of the bushes and stood in the middle of the road, Yin Nian glanced through the rearview mirror, just this glance, let her see the figure and clothes of the black shadow clearly.
The clothes worn by that black shadow were the black coat in Liang Zhicheng's study!
And the figure of the black shadow is the same as the black shadow in the underground garage of the hospital who deleted the video!
Yin Nian woke up suddenly, his eyes wide in the dark.