Chapter 16 Relationships of Trust
When Yin Nian opened her eyes, she felt cool droplets of water slipping down from the corners of her eyes, she touched them with her hand and found that they were a line of tears.
First there were tears, then there was sorrow.
Subsequently, Yin Nian's heart was covered with sadness, and the silent tears quickly turned into a voiceless chok, and the tears flowed more and more, connecting into a string, as if he wanted to shed more than ten tears that had not been shed in the past ten years together.
Yuan Yi handed over the tissue and nodded silently at Yin Nian, with a smile of encouragement and understanding on his face.
At this moment, silent support is worth a thousand words.
Yin Nian remembered the scene she saw in the hypnosis realm, remembered what she had said, remembered that she wiped the body of the car with a towel, and remembered that her forehead hit the steering wheel and knocked out a large bag......
She remembered them all.
That is to say, she did hit Yang Po, and Yang Po did not slander anyone, but she wanted to hit and run.
How ironic is that?
In order to avoid the responsibility of hitting people, Yin Nian selectively lost his memory of the experience of hitting people.
Yin Nian was ashamed of her behavior, she believed that Yang Po must have seen her and knew that she hit her, but Yin Nian refused to admit it, how sad did this make the innocently injured Yang Po?
Yang Po is not a wicked person, and her children are not wicked people, the real wicked person is Yin Nian herself.
Yin Nian ignored some details in great sadness and guilt, and these details had a slight conflict with the logic of the event itself, however, it didn't matter, the event itself had been connected from the timeline to form a whole.
It seems that her husband is not lying, and what Yangyang sees is also the truth, it is she who has been deceiving herself, but she still swears that everyone is framing her.
"I ...... Is it really amnesia? Yin Nian looked at Yuan Yi with watery eyes, although she already knew the answer, she still wanted to hear Yuan Yi say it herself.
"Judging from the current signs, it is indeed selective amnesia." Yuan Yi said, "First of all, in the car accident, your head hit the steering wheel, this is the first impact, I suspect that this impact may have caused you to have symptoms of a slight concussion, paving the way for subsequent syncope; Then, you get out of the car, find that Yang Po is dead, and stare at you, this situation makes you feel so frightened, your mind is instantly blank, and you lose your ability to think; Finally, in the process of stumbling backwards, you accidentally fall to the ground, most likely the back of your head hits the ground, and the body tries to protect you, thus putting you into a passive syncope. ”
After a slight pause, Yuan Yi continued: "Since you fainted in a huge shock, and you can't believe the fact that you hit and killed someone, so when you wake up, in order to protect your psychological state, the psychological defense mechanism is activated, and you selectively lose your memory of the terrifying collision process. ”
Yuan Yi said clearly and easily understood, with clear hierarchies, Yin Nian completely figured out how he selectively lost his memory step by step, from the cause, to the process, and then to the result, this is a series of coincidences caused by mistakes.
If she first tested Yang Po's snort and realized that Yang Po was not dead, then there would be no follow-up, and if she hadn't accidentally tripped and hit the back of her head, she wouldn't have fainted, and she wouldn't have lost her memory.
Everything is as if it is predestined.
Yin Nian let out a long sigh, feeling incredible that the truth was like this, and he was also very surprised that consciousness could completely deceive himself, but after all, things happened, no matter how he deceived and hidden, he would leave clues, the terrifying situation in the nightmare, the collision picture in his mind, and the anxious state of panic all showed that things were not so simple, and there must be deeper secrets.
Now, she finally figured out what the secret was.
Yin Nian lowered her head, sad, she knew that she not only bumped into someone, but also had weird amnesia, and the most terrifying thing was that she didn't know if she had other amnesia besides this incident.
She used to be such a confident person, and she has always been very firm in her words and deeds, but now, after suffering from this amnesia, will she still be as confident as before? When others question what she has never said or done, can she still deny it and believe in herself?
This incident obviously hit her confidence even more, and it was to subvert the confidence she had cultivated little by little over the past 30 years, forcing her to re-understand herself and establish a new pattern of behavior and cognition.
It doesn't matter if you hit someone or not, as long as Yang Po doesn't die, losing money can always solve the problem.
The mental damage that can be inflicted on the heart is immeasurable.
It was difficult for Yin Nian to accept this result, to be precise, she couldn't accept it at all.
"How do I know if I've lost my memory or something else?" Yin Nian asked Yuan Yi, his voice sad.
"If it's not a big deal, there's no need to know, after all, amnesia is a small probability event."
"Will this ever happen again?" Yin Nian is a little worried, if she often loses her memory, then how should she face the reality and how to work and live?
"From a psychological point of view, under normal circumstances, this does not happen, only if there are sudden mood swings and there is a problem with the brain itself. Looking at the whole process, I speculate that your selective amnesia has a lot to do with your head bump after tripping, and if it weren't for two brain bumps in a row, you shouldn't have had this situation. So, I recommend that you get your brain checked to see if there is a minor concussion or other forced injury. ”
"I understand......" Yin Nian glanced at Yuan Yi and showed gratitude.
"You can take a break and regulate your emotions for a while. Also, don't take this matter too seriously, and don't take other people's judgments too seriously, just be yourself and enjoy the moment. Yuan Yi smiled slightly, which was both encouragement and comfort.
"You're a good doctor...... Yin Nian said sincerely.
"Thank you." Yuan Yi smiled happily, but then, as if he remembered something, he turned his head to look at the vermilion wardrobe in the corner of the wall, and a trace of solemnity passed over his face.
When Yuan Yi turned around, his face had returned to normal, and he coughed lightly and said, "Are there any other questions?" ”
Although Yin Nian still has a few doubts, they are only some small details, which cannot affect the whole, compared to the process of hitting people, she cares more about the amnesia itself: "It's gone for the time being......
Yuan Yi closed the notepad: "In view of the fact that your current state is not stable, I suggest that you come again in three days, we will see the specific recovery situation, if it is stable after three days, then you can consolidate it again in a week, if there is no problem, after half a month, the consultation cycle can be over, what do you think?" ”
Yin Nian agreed.
Through these two consultations, Yin Nian has developed a strong sense of trust in Yuan Yi, Yuan Yi's peaceful and calm temperament makes her feel at ease, Yuan Yi's kind smile and encouraging eyes make her feel cordial, making her feel that even if she says the most shameful and humiliating thing to Yuan Yi, the other party will not mind and will not judge her.
She can really feel the compassion and compassion of Yuan Yi, Yuan Yi really cares about her, not perfunctory, not for the treatment itself, which is really commendable.
However, Yin Nian could still vaguely feel that there was some kind of shallow sorrow and pain in Yuan Yi's body, which would be revealed inadvertently, but perhaps it was precisely because of this deep pain that he and the patient resonated and established a good relationship of trust faster.
When Yin Nian got up from the soft collapse, his legs were weak and weak, and he almost fell to the ground, Yuan Yi stretched out his hand and held Yin Nian, Yin Nian looked at Yuan Yi up close, and found that in front of Yuan Yi's left forehead, there was a small pinch of white hair, covering the black hair, if it was not close and from the bottom up, it would be difficult to find.
"Thank you." Yin Nian said softly.
"No, this is what I should do, and you should be more grateful to yourself for giving you the courage to face the pain." Yuan Yi smiled slightly and let go of his hand.
"See you next time." Yin Nian felt that his sadness had disappeared a lot, and he felt a little more calm in his heart.
After going out, Liang Zhicheng waited outside, and when he saw Yin Nian coming out, he didn't look at Yin Nian at first glance, but looked at Yuan Yi behind him, Liang Zhicheng's eyes were exploring, and Yuan Yi nodded silently and didn't say anything.
After sending Yin Nian and Liang Zhicheng away, Yuan Yi returned to the consultation room, sat in the armchair, and silently looked at the sofa in front of him, motionless, as if petrified.
I don't know how long later, the mobile phone vibrated and rang, he woke up like a dream, took out his mobile phone, and answered the call.
"How?" A man's voice came from the other side, very low.
"She already believes it, but her mental state is not very good, she needs to pay close attention, if there is a problem, don't act rashly, come to me at any time." Yuan Yi said.
"Okay." The other side hung up the phone.
Yuan Yi picked up the mobile phone and looked ahead in a daze, at this time, there was a "crunch" sound from nowhere, he slowly turned his head and looked at the vermilion wardrobe in the corner, the crunch sound came intermittently, from inside the wardrobe.
Yuan Yi stood up and walked slowly to the wardrobe.