Chapter 654: Each Other's Thoughts
Chu Yan couldn't continue to express his inner dissatisfaction.
Because Ruobing quickly stopped him with his eyes.
Ruo Bing glared at him, then glanced at Hu Yu, and said meaningfully: "Don't play so much, it's in the way of other people's affairs." ”
Chu Yan: ...... His face was even more pitiful, and there was a bag of tears in his bewitching eyes, as if they would fall down at any time, shining and moist, and people couldn't help but soften their hearts when they saw it.
But Ruobing, who was obviously very familiar with Chu Yan's methods, looked at Chu Yan calmly without too much expression. Chu Yan was obviously used to Ruobing's indifference, he sniffed, but still didn't attract any attention from Ruobing.
"Bing'er, I hurt." The bewitching man opened his mouth pitifully.
Ruobing raised her eyebrows slightly.
"Where does it hurt?"
"It's distressing."
All:...... Gaw, can you be a little more disgusting?
Ruo Bing glanced at Chu Yan, he was clutching his chest, his face was full of pain, as if he had been greatly hurt. Seeing Ruo Bing's eyes, the pain between his eyebrows was even worse.
Ruobing ignored Chu Yan, but looked at Ling'er, who seemed to have stayed in place for a long time, and slowly spoke, his voice was rare and gentle.
"Miss Ling'er, huh? Hu Yu asked you to marry him, what do you think? ”
Ling'er, who originally thought that this stubble had passed, suddenly stiffened slightly at this moment, and a suspicious flush appeared on his face.
She didn't expect this matter to be brought up by Ruo Bing, she looked like such a cold iceberg beauty, and she would actually talk to herself, which was even more incredible!
If Ruobing knew Ling'er's inner thoughts, I am afraid that she would silently add: Girl, is your focus a little crooked......
However, Ling'er's focus has always been crooked, and it is very peculiar. This Qingqi painting style is worthy of being a fan of Su Wanqing. I'm afraid that only people who like Su Wanqing will have such thoughts.
It's also a funny girl.
"I, I, I, I've got to think about it." Ling'er stammered.
As soon as these words came out, everyone present was a little surprised. They can naturally see that Ling'er's liking for Hu Yu can't be concealed at all.
Why didn't she immediately agree at this point? It stands to reason that you should at least jump with excitement.
The gazes of Su Wanqing and the others on Hu Yu were a little meaningful.
Hu Yu: ...... A crack appeared in his indifferent handsome face, and there seemed to be a black aura spreading under his eyes.
It's not good, the iceberg is going to blacken!
Chu Yan glanced at Hu Yu, and always felt that there was a hint of wind and rain coming. His temperament, speaking of which, is somewhat similar to Ruo Bing. However, their Bing'er was born cold and cold, and there was nothing else mixed with it. But Hu Yu's temperament is indifferent, and there is a touch of gloom in it, which must be related to his previous growth environment.
But in the end, his nature is not bad. Otherwise, with Ling'er's temperament, he wouldn't have liked him for so many years.
Although Ling'er looks like a very simple and innocent girl, her heart is like Mingjing'er, and she understands it very well.
Just liking someone for more than ten years is a thing that requires a lot of courage in itself. And with her contact with Hu Yu, she naturally understands his temperament.
A young girl, when she knows the darkest side of this man, can still treat him with the warmest and most sincere feelings and hug him, which is a little incredible in Chu Yan's eyes.
Although they haven't known each other for a long time, Chu Yan feels that Ling'er is a very courageous girl.
Although Hu Yu is a little similar to Bing'er, in the end, it is still their Bing'er who is the best.
Hu Yu felt a mess in his heart at the moment, and the courage that had just sprung up suddenly disappeared without a trace. Even if he thought about it, Ling'er wouldn't agree to him immediately, but at least he wouldn't show a hesitant expression.
After all, although Fang Cai Ling'er did have a very shy look on her face, a trace of hesitation really flashed in her eyes, which was accurately captured by Hu Yu.
Ling'er ...... Why do you have such an expression? Could it be that in the bottom of her heart, she is not satisfied with herself?
Or has she waited for too many years, but she has actually given up?
What is the past?
One idea after another came flooding up, obviously Hu Yu knew that some ideas were even a little ridiculous, but he couldn't hold up his heart that had nowhere to put at the moment.
Ling'er said that she had to think about it...... So, will she reject herself after thinking about it carefully?
His background is indeed a little embarrassing, but he is already working hard to become stronger, and those who once pointed at him dare not provoke him anymore, nor dare to look down on him, these are the results of his efforts.
Or does Ling'er not believe that she can give her happiness?
Or is she usually too cold to Ling'er, so much so that she feels that she can't like him at all?
Just thinking of this, Hu Yu felt a little big. He suddenly felt very regretful at this moment, why did he treat Ling'er like this in the first place, obviously he also liked her in his heart, but on the surface, he always put on a look of rejecting people thousands of miles away.
At first, he was indeed waiting for Ling'er to "get tired of playing", and then threw him aside. Therefore, he has always guarded his heart firmly and did not let it be easily discarded, lest in the end, it would end up tragically.
He didn't want to experience it at all, he had expectations for people and the feeling of being abandoned.
Since he was a child, he knew that expecting from others was the most stupid thing to do. Because he knows what kind of result such expectations will bring. And that kind of result, even he felt unbearable.
If he can get through it, he will naturally become stronger. But if he can't get through it, maybe he will have to live in such a shadow for the rest of his life.
But Ling'er has been staying for more than ten years.
For more than ten years, she has been the same to herself, and she has never changed anything. He never looked down on her because of his background, nor did he alienate him because others pointed fingers at him.
She always protects him in her own way, occasionally trying to get close to him, but in the end she still doesn't dare to get close, just silently accompanies him.
Hu Yu has always believed that this is how the two of them get along with each other. But if it weren't for Ling'er's attitude today, he would never have thought that he might not understand Ling'er's thoughts at all.
Does he know what Ling'er is thinking? Does he know what Ling'er really wants? Does he know what Ling'er's favorite thing is on weekdays? What does she like to do when she's not around?
These questions popped up one by one, and Hu Yu only felt that his mouth was becoming more and more bitter.
Because...... He didn't seem to know that much. If he really wants to say it, it seems that when he is by his side, he can notice a little bit of Ling'er's small details.
But in front of herself, Ling'er has always been lively and cheerful, and she seems to have never seen her unhappy.
But can a person really be so happy every day without the slightest sadness?
Ling'er is not a god.
But she really didn't seem to expose her unhappiness in front of her, even vulnerable.
When Hu Yu thought of this, he felt a little more frustrated in his heart. This feeling made his heart like a knife, and he suddenly found that he was too selfish, he had always lived in his own world, always subconsciously pushing away the people around him, and blaming all the faults on others.
He is indeed a victim, yes, but Ling'er is innocent. What reason did he have to push all this onto Ling'er?
She obviously didn't do anything, and even helped herself so much.
Hu Yu felt that he was like a bastard, and it was no wonder that Ling'er was hesitant now.
At first, he was still annoyed in his heart, because he never thought that Ling'er would reject him. But now, after he figured it out, he suddenly became a little uncertain. A heart also floats and sinks, like seaweed, swaying.
If Ling'er rejects him, what should he do?
When Hu Yu thought of this, he was even more panicked in his heart.
He had just figured everything out and seen his heart, why did God suddenly let him fall back to the bottom?
Ling'er's heart is indeed full of entanglements at the moment, but what she is entangled with is not whether to marry Hu Yu, what she is worried about is that if she really marries Hu Yu, will Hu Yu be looked down upon by the people around her, thinking that he has taken a fancy to something about himself to be with her?
After all, as the eldest lady in the family, their family is also one of the strongest in the royal family. Although Ling'er has never cared about the things around her, she also knows very well what it means for others to marry her family.
Ling'er is simple-minded, but she is not stupid. On the contrary, she is also very smart, and she can see a lot of things that others overlook, but she rarely shows them.
But that doesn't mean she doesn't understand.
The family has always pampered her, and she is afraid of melting in the palm of her hand. If it weren't for her temperament, otherwise, how could she be by a man's side all the time, and saying it would be very harmful to her reputation.
If someone with a heart catches the handle, it is even more disadvantageous.
But the elders in the family never said half a word about her, and when something happened, they only silently helped her deal with it, and never told her what she should do.
Because they just want to be happy.
Ling'er, who grew up in such a happy environment, has a kind heart. She has a very happy family, so she hopes that she can also bring a little happiness to Hu Yu.
She felt that Hu Yu would need such warmth.
But now, Hu Yu is really with him because he likes himself...... Or was it because she had always been by his side that he had no other choice, so he chose her?
Thinking of this, a trace of sorrow flashed in Ling'er's eyes.
What worries her really is, in fact, here.
Yes, she was afraid that Hu Yu was willing to be with him because he was good to him, not because he liked it......