Ling'er raised her head and met Hu Yu's eyes, still familiar indifference, which seemed to be mixed with a trace of inexplicable things, which made her unable to understand it for a while.

Brother Yu, what do you think of her?

Ling'er wanted to ask this question, but she was very scared.

She was worried that the answer was the answer she didn't want to know, the answer she didn't want to face, and at that time, how should she deal with herself?

All along, although Brother Yu knows what he thinks about him, but in fact, Ling'er has never expressed her thoughts about Brother Yu directly, she doesn't want to express it, she is just afraid that once she says it, some things may change accordingly.

If Brother Yu has always treated her only as a sister, instead of treating the person he likes, then what should she do?

Maybe it's to protect her face, so I didn't refuse directly. After all, she is so good to Brother Yu, maybe he does have feelings for herself, but this kind of feelings is not what she imagined.

If he really said it, Brother Yu might be ...... Reject yourself.

She didn't want Brother Yu to be embarrassed, and she didn't want Brother Yu to treat herself, only guilt and gratitude.

None of these things are what I want.

Therefore, for so long, Ling'er has never taken the initiative to express her liking to Brother Yu, not that she is shy, but simply afraid and worried, afraid that her emotions will eventually be put into flowing water and will not get anything.

In this case, it is better to bury it in the bottom of your heart, even if Brother Yu sees it? He didn't say anything, did he?

It is precisely because of Hu Yu's attitude that De Ling'er has no sense of security at all in her heart. He knew he liked him so much, but he never expressed anything.

Although Ling'er also knew that it was not Hu Yu's fault, after all, the person who made her place her emotions on him was not Hu Yu. Ling'er just doesn't want that, in the end, everything is her own wishful thinking.

Even if it really is, she doesn't want this emotion to be broken, torn apart, and exposed under everyone's noses.

She was indeed cowardly.

Maybe only when facing Hu Yu will she be cautious and at a loss.

Ling'er's heart was fluttering uncontrollably, and her mind was full of chaotic thoughts, she looked at Hu Yu looking at her eyes deeply, and there was a little more panic in her eyes.

She looked away.

"Brother Yu, I ......"

Hu Yu's expression at the moment was a little gloomy, Ling'er didn't know what was wrong with him, could it be that he was worried that he said this, in front of everyone, if he didn't respond, would he feel very faceless? But Brother Yu is not such a person.

Hu Yu's heart is actually too chaotic.

He thought of a lot of previous things, but he didn't expect that in the blink of an eye, so much time had passed, and he had never given Ling'er any response, and Ling'er now had a trace of evasion, which deeply pierced Hu Yu's heart.

What if it's too late?

But if this matter made Ling'er so embarrassed, how could he bear to continue?

Originally, Hu Yu hadn't thought about this matter before, but after some recent experiences, coupled with the stimulation of Su Wanqing and a group of people, Hu Yu suddenly felt that it seemed that it was time for him to give Ling'er an explanation.

She has always been silently by her side, even if she has never said anything, how could Hu Yu not know her thoughts? If a woman doesn't like you, how can she grow from a little girl to a fluttering girl and still stay by his side?

What's more, he has never been a prominent aristocratic son, but an illegitimate son who has been spurned by all kinds of people since he was a child. In this way, he has a cold and low personality, dark and silent, like an animal living in the dark, unable to leave the darkness at all, and can only stay quietly in it, feeling the taste of being swallowed by the darkness.

But Ling'er prefers to stay by his side like this, and has never left, if he is an animal licking his wounds in the dark, then Ling'er is the most dazzling sunshine in the sky, in his past 20 years, has been willing to release his warm light, just to illuminate him.

He thought she was so dazzling, how could she be willing to do such a thing. But it turns out that Ling'er is not at all what he imagined, she is simple and kind, but she is also strong and brave.

Such a woman has long been unconsciously imprinted in her heart, unable to extricate herself.

When he came to his senses, he found that Ling'er's figure had been firmly remembered in his mind, lingering, as if leaving a mark on his soul, which could never be erased.

And he once tried to pull her out of his life, but unexpectedly, the distance between the two people became closer and closer.

Now, he didn't want to get rid of such a mark for a long time. He willingly let that mark get deeper and deeper until it melts into his body, his blood and bones.

Hu Yu was silent for a long time, a pair of deep eyes stared at Ling'er firmly, and suddenly realized that her momentum seemed to scare her.

Hu Yu withdrew the gloomy aura that emanated from his unconscious body, and returned to his usual appearance of being light and breezy, but only he knew what kind of struggle and entanglement were behind this light and breeze.

"Ling'er, this matter ...... You don't have to answer me for a while, I'll give you time to think about it, you don't have to rush to ...... "Reject me."

Ling'er didn't expect that one day, Hu Yu would actually talk to herself in such a tone, it seemed to be a little indifferent, but there was a hint of caution in it.

Could it be that she is thinking too much?

Brother Yu, how can he be as cautious as himself, he was originally arrogant, arrogant, and confident, and he would not be so cringe.

I must be thinking too much about myself.

Ling'er told herself this in her heart.

At the same time, it was inevitable that there was a trace of sadness in my heart, and I couldn't help but think wildly in my head.

Why did Brother Yu say this to himself? Could it be because after he said that sentence, he already regretted it in his heart, but the words he said were like water spilled, and he couldn't get it back. That's why Brother Yu calmed himself down and thought about it again? In fact, in his heart, he doesn't want to marry him, right?

Otherwise, he wouldn't have said such a thing. He knew that his feelings for him, how could he reject him? But he said that let himself think about it again, and there was no need to answer him in a hurry.

Brother Yu really ...... Do you regret it?

Ling'er was originally in a little depressed because of the mess in her mind, but at this moment she still tried to raise the corners of her mouth and squeezed out a smile at Hu Yu. It's just that this smile fell in Hu Yu's eyes, no matter how you look at it, it's ugly.

I don't want to laugh, so why do I force myself to laugh?

Hu Yu can only think of one explanation, that is, Ling'er actually doesn't want to marry him, but it is difficult to refuse him for the sake of face, after she said such a thing, she still felt very uncomfortable in her heart, but there was no other way. In order not to worry about himself, he will show such an expression.

Hu Yu's eyes became even more gloomy.

Since when did Ling'er's heart and eyes no longer be all of him? But I didn't find out.

Isn't her attitude obvious now?

Hu Yu felt uncomfortable in his heart, and with it, there was a strong sense of frustration.

Perhaps, it was really his problem, he had never expressed his heart to Ling'er, and Ling'er didn't know what his attitude was towards her, so how could he believe him?

He didn't give Ling'er any sense of security at all.

Now that she said these words so abruptly, it was no wonder that she was entangled. Would she think that she would say this for some purpose?

This thought crossed Hu Yu's mind, and his eyes widened slightly.

Quite possibly.

Ling'er's feelings for him, how could he doubt it?

Maybe...... It was something else that made her look like this.

Although Ling'er is simple-minded, she is not stupid, many times, she still chooses to face it with forgiveness and a serious attitude in the face of bad things, and is not like those aristocratic ladies in the boudoir, except that she is not familiar with the world, she is not familiar with the world.

But giving up is definitely not his Hu Yu's style, and now Ling'er is a little hesitant, but he believes that as long as he is willing to pay and redeem, let her know that everything she has done for so long is worth it, and he will not let her leave him.

After figuring out this, Hu Yu suddenly threw aside all the messy thoughts in his mind.

Now, he needs to let Ling'er know his mind!

"Ling'er, I'm ......" Hu Yu's Adam's apple rolled up and down, his voice was a little low, and there was a hint of nervousness in his eyes.

He is not good at words, let alone showing his heart. Therefore, it takes a great deal of courage to say that.

Ling'er looked at Hu Yu suspiciously, not understanding why he was suddenly so ...... Nervous.

Could it be that he was worried that he really agreed to him?

Thinking of this, a wry smile appeared in Ling'er's heart.

"Brother Yu, you don't have to say it, Ling'er understands what you mean."

Hu Yu: ......? He glanced at Ling'er with some suspicion, she really knew?

"You really ...... See what I mean? "Then why didn't you say yes to me?

Ling'er looked at Hu Yu's obviously unbelieving gaze, and her heart was even more blocked, rising, hot, and uncomfortable.

She hung her head, her voice small.

"I understand what Brother Yu means, Brother Yu has always treated me as a sister, and he wants to marry Ling'er just to make up for Ling'er. But Brother Yu, Ling'er really doesn't need you to be like this...... You don't have to...... Wronged yourself. ”

With a "click", a soft sword in Hu Yu's hand was broken without warning.

He looked at Ling'er with gloomy eyes, as if there was a hint of disbelief.

"You mean, when I ask you for a kiss, I am actually wronged, aggrieved, self, and self?"

Hu Yu said word by word.