Chapter 13 One Thought Becomes a Buddha, One Thought Becomes a Demon
When I knew that Ye'er actually cheated on her second sister's neighbor man, my tangled and unwilling heart finally let go, since Ye'er's second sister didn't believe what I said, I had to come to the door in person to show them the real reason for our divorce.
That morning, I got up early in the morning, I got up when it was just dawn, I had arranged my daughter in advance, I put a kitchen knife in the trunk of the motorcycle, today I am going to the second sister Ye'er's house to tell the second sister Ye'er the real reason for our divorce, and then go to this "second dog" house, I want to slaughter this vicious dog with a knife.
When I rode a motorcycle to the second sister Ye'er's house, her family had not yet gotten up, and when I looked at the second sister Ye'er who got up in a hurry and looked bloated, I thought that the daughter at home may not have gotten up yet, maybe the daughter of the family is sleeping soundly on the bed at this moment, and the idea and ruthlessness of slaughtering this vicious dog when I walked out of the house suddenly collapsed in this thought. Ye'er's second sister is pregnant and is preparing to give birth to a second child, and now she has obviously felt the changes in her body, maybe the baby in Ye'er's second sister's womb is waking up his good dream at the moment because of my sudden visit. If I slaughtered this vicious dog with a knife this morning, then when my daughter wakes up in the morning, my daughter will immediately become a person without a father, I can lose everything, but I can't lose my child, this strong fatherly love made me want to slaughter this vicious dog, suddenly collapsed in a thought.
"One thought becomes a Buddha, one thought becomes a demon", people's wrong choices are often just a thought.
I took out the copy of the phone call and text message records between Ye'er and this cheating man for nearly six months that I had prepared and handed it to Second Sister Ye'er, who believed that all this was true. After the second sister Ye'er and the second brother-in-law read the copy, they just kept repeating themselves, "I really don't know, it's been so long, I really don't know how this happened!" ”
When I walked out of the door of the second sister Ye'er's house, the second sister Ye'er repeatedly told me "you must take your own children, don't think nonsense" and other comforting words, the original idea of slaughtering the vicious dog suddenly collapsed in my heart, I can only ride a motorcycle home quickly, I want to take my children well. As for Ye'er and this man called "Ergouzi", it is like a gust of wind, everything goes with it, I can't be blinded by this gust of wind in my life, so as to make a wrong decision, because "people do things, and the sky is watching", I believe that this pair of filthy men and women will definitely be punished. I have a baby, I can't put my life on these sluts, that would be an insult to me.
As it turned out, I was right. After this man was cheated out of all his money by Ye'er, he finally ended up in a situation where his personal wealth was empty, and Ye'er seamlessly connected and quickly found another home, but in the end he did not continue with this "second dog". Because I said that Ye'er was born to harm people, don't want to hurt people like this, stay in the world and let her continue to harm people.
I want to tell Ye'er's brother about this, I have to let Ye'er's brother know the real reason for our divorce, I think that everything must have a good beginning and a good end, and life can only be a full stop, not a comma. At noon that day, when I took advantage of the lunch break to ride a motorcycle to Ye'er's brother's house, Ye'er's brother had just returned home from work, and after seeing the copy of the call and text message records I handed him about Ye'er's cheating and betrayal, he smoked two cigarettes and sat there with his head down without saying a word. I didn't say anything, in the face of strong evidence, any sentence would seem redundant, I said goodbye to Ye'er's brother, I didn't eat, and I didn't have the heart to stay to eat, so I rode back on a motorcycle without looking back.
Now I am so lonely and helpless, I can only cross by myself! In the days after this happened, I always walked to a remote corner of the school playground alone after teaching the students, and squatted there stupidly, without any expression, not even any thoughts, just squatting there stupidly, not moving, until the bell rang for work, I would get up and go home to cook and cook, because I had to take my children well. No matter how the ground falls or how the sky falls, Dad will always be a strong pillar to protect his children!
For several days on end, my unusual behavior caused gossip among my colleagues. Then one day at the end of the day, one of my best colleagues stopped me and asked me what had happened to make me so depressed. I smiled and pretended to be casual and said to him, "Nothing, really nothing!" ”
This colleague said to me, there is nothing best, and lately colleagues have been talking about you the most behind your back, and there are several versions. One version says that you may have done something wrong, and that the education department above is going to transfer you out of your current job; There is also a version that says that you borrowed hundreds of thousands of loan sharks to gamble with your wife, and now you are in a mess of money lenders forcing debts every day。。。。。。
Just live yourself, you will always have many different versions in the hearts of others. People always like to tailor different versions for you according to their likes and dislikes, so as to satisfy their dark, mean, or twisted psychology. Therefore, people, you should always burn a heart lamp in your heart, and live a good life, because you will never know which version you belong to in other people's hearts! Among the ** people around you all day long, almost all of them are acting, but some people have better acting skills, and some people have worse acting skills. Only a small part of them belong to men, and a large part do not belong to men, they are just bipeds, they are more ruthless than wolves, and more poisonous than snakes.
People can only be hurt by love, but they must not be trapped by love, but anyone who is trapped by love is waste! Since ancient times, every conquest and crusade of human beings has never been for the word "love", including the present and the future. If you are strong, love will come; If you are humble, your relatives will be far away from you, this is the human heart, but also human nature!
I only have to live my own life and take care of my own children, and the success of a person lies in raising his own children, and he should not be a waste trapped by love!