Chapter 1 The heart is scattered
After this incident, Ye Er also knew that my fault was partly because she went out to gamble all day and did not return home, but Ye Er had no intention of completely changing this bad situation, and still went out to gamble all day and night, however, you can't blame others for everything, your own practice is not enough, it can only be your own fault, and I also live my life in this kind of self-blame.
Since Ye'er stopped opening a store to gamble money, it has been nearly two years since this kind of day was made. One day, Ye'er came home and said to me that gambling every day is really enough, and now I don't want to gamble anymore, and I don't want to continue to open a store, I just want to find a job and go to work hard, laundry and cook at home to live.
Ye'er's words moved me, but my move was only for a short time, Ye'er said that I don't believe that I don't believe that people with the vice of gambling want to give up gambling easily, it is simply impossible. Ye'er couldn't stand my doubts, so she had to tell the truth. Ye Er said that after two years of gambling, he lost tens of thousands, and at that time tens of thousands of dollars were able to buy a house in the city, and he lost the private money he had accumulated for several years, and also lost the money from selling goods in the store.
Yes, this may be the real reason why Ye'er said to quit gambling, Ye'er was finally able to self-awaken and decided not to gamble anymore, I am looking forward to and believing that our lives are back on track. On the weekend, a family of three is a rare day together, there has been no such day for a long time, I decided to take the baby family of three to the city to play, the baby has not been to the park for a long time, by the way to take the baby to the park to see the animals, play with the train and the like.
When we arrived in the city by bus, we only had to walk a short distance to reach the park, but Ye'er only walked less than 50 meters, and said that he was tired and couldn't walk, so he had to go home early and let me go to the park alone with the baby. I was very angry, but after all, it was on the street where people came and went, and the baby did not come to the zoo for a long time to play, and I couldn't let the baby down because of this incident, so I had to suppress the anger in my heart, and took the baby to the park to play alone, that day, the baby was very happy, and we also took a lot of photos.
I don't know what kind of ghost Ye'er is hiding in her heart, anyway, it belongs to that abnormal state, in the days to come, I still take the baby to and from work, to and from school, Ye'er is relatively normal, I and the baby come home, and we can always eat the meals made by Ye'er.
It's another weekend, Ye'er said that she wants to take the baby to a scenic spot where we go to climb the mountain to play, but she wants me to do laundry, cooking, and cleaning at home.
After four or five days, when I took my baby off work and passed by the temporary distribution point of newspapers and periodicals in our community, the old man who was in charge of the temporary sending and receiving of newspapers and periodicals called me and said, here is a letter from your family, Ye'er is your family member, right? I asked several people to find out that this letter belonged to yours.
I hurriedly got out of the car to get the letter, yes, this letter was sent to Ye'er, it was very strange, the mailing address of this letter was from the outside, I was not familiar with this out-of-town address, and I had never heard Ye'er say that this unfamiliar address and the people she knew.
When I took the letter home and handed it to Ye'er, and asked her who sent the letter, the expression on Ye'er's face was so obviously nervous and unnatural, she had to open the letter in front of me. It turned out that this letter contained a photo taken by Ye'er and the baby when she was playing in the scenic spot last weekend, and there was a letter in it, the content of the letter was written by this strange man from other places to Ye'er, the main content was that he was very happy to know Ye'er, and he missed it very much after returning homeγγγγγγ
It's really "delicious and dogs don't leave the toilet", this is a copy of the incident that happened before Ye'er and I got married, it's exactly the same, really, this is a water-based poplar woman. A person takes the baby to the scenic spot to play, I don't know how Ye'er did it, Ye'er can always quickly talk to a strange man, and tell others the address of the home or other situations, and quickly do the correspondence, I guess Ye'er would never have thought that this letter would fall into my hands.
Ye Er quibbled that she couldn't take pictures with the baby herself, so she asked a stranger to help. At that time, there were no digital cameras, and mobile phones did not have the ability to take pictures, and people used the kind of camera with film when they went out to play and take pictures, and I had two of these cameras at home at that time. I said, you can ask a stranger to take a picture of you and your baby, but why don't you use your own camera and agree to let someone else take a picture of you with someone else's camera? I know they don't just take pictures!
Later, I asked the baby, the baby said, the mother and this man talked and laughed all the way that day, and did not care about the baby, only let the baby walk alone in front, and then the baby also fell, if it were not for the bamboo blocking on the side of the road, the baby that day was likely to fall down the mountain.
Women are always so self-righteous that they can deceive men with just three or two lies of their own, they are always self-righteous and playing with men's feelings, they think that men in the world are fools, especially easy to play! As everyone knows, they are wrong, not because men are stupid, but because men often regard marriage and family as more important, so they are so unwilling to believe the facts, not because they don't believe it, but because they don't want to believe it!
Once upon a time, there was a scorpion that wanted to cross the river, but it couldn't swim. So he found the frog and asked the frog to help him carry him across the river, and the frog said, "It's your nature to sting, and if you sting me in the middle of the river, we'll all die." The scorpion said, "No, I promise not to sting you, or we will all die."
The frog saw that the scorpion said so sincerely, so he believed what the scorpion said and crossed the river with the scorpion on his back, and when the frog reached the middle of the river with the scorpion on his back, the scorpion still couldn't hold back, and finally stung the frog. The frog was startled and said, "You said you wouldn't sting me, why don't you speak?"
The scorpion said, "I didn't hold back myself, can you blame me?" β
Yes, people are different, a person who has no good thoughts in her bones, she herself will not be able to help but do evil things. So, don't believe in trying to change a person, all you can do is stay away from such people, but for the entanglement of life and bowing my head let me go to the abyss step by stepγγγγγγ