This instinct of human beings runs through our entire adult life, this primitive desire makes you likely to attack every moment, and never has a fixed time like animals, this instinctive desire that can attack at any time is always tormenting you, devouring you, and even able to destroy you!

A colleague has a male German shepherd, very tall and mighty, usually tied with a thicker iron chain, one morning just arrived at work, he saw me very sad and said to me, his German shepherd lost, when he got up in the morning, found that the dog was gone, not like it was stolen by a dog thief, as if he broke free from the chain and ran away. But he couldn't understand, how did Demu break free with such a thick iron chain and run away? The point is why did it run away?

I said to him, you don't have to be sad, as long as you can be sure that your family's Demu was not stolen by a dog thief, then I dare to guarantee that in less than three days, your Demu will automatically go home.

Sure enough, three days later, that is, the next morning, this colleague hurriedly told me that his family's Demu came back in the morning, and he returned home automatically. This colleague admired my judgment very much, and repeatedly praised me that I could go to be a half-immortal fortune-teller for people to earn a few taels of silver, and finally asked me again and again how I dared to judge that his family's moral pastor would automatically go home in less than three days.

I said to him, you are not worthy of raising a dog, since you have a dog you must understand the habits of the dog, that day you said that your family's German herd broke free from the chain and ran, that means that your family's German herd to the time of estrus, if you can not meet it, then its estrus period for it, is simply more uncomfortable than death, it is like and estrus boys and girls will choose to elope, choose martyrdom is a truth. The men and women described and praised in the literati shackles in order to break free from the shackles of the old times and pursue beautiful and free love in order to fight against feudal etiquette and religion, to put it bluntly, are just like your dogs, they are just a kind of desperate pursuit of their own pleasure.

Finally, I also said that your family's Demu is so tall and handsome, I believe that within three days, it will definitely find its own courtship, and when it is satisfied, it will be satisfied and go home obediently.

Since then, my colleague has been worshipping and admiring me.

Yes, it may take tens of thousands of years to transform from an animal to a human, but from a human to an animal, it often takes only a bottle of wine. At that time, I was under the influence of this alcohol, and it was so smooth to please the girl next door.

I walked drunk and came home, the girl next door also followed me into the house, I led her to a small room in the house behind my house, everything was just beginning, and before any further steps were made, Ye'er actually went home for the first time.

Maybe everything is providential, when you are racking your brains for your life, in fact, a Skynet has already arranged everything for you. Since Ye'er went out to play mahjong all day, Ye'er never went home at four or five o'clock in the afternoon, Ye'er almost always went home at about eleven or twelve o'clock at night, and sometimes even went home in the second half of the night.

I heard Ye'er's knock on the door, opened the door in a panic, Ye'er looked at me suspiciously, my panic had actually betrayed me, I saw Ye'er go straight to the small guest room, and suddenly saw the girl next door who was sitting on the edge of the bed in the small guest room. I saw that Ye Er was so calm at that time, and said to the girl next door, what are you hiding in my room? At that time, the girl next door was also hesitant and couldn't say why, Ye Er generously said to the girl next door, you go!

Then, Ye'er didn't say anything to me, and when she returned to the bedroom, I didn't know what she was looking for, and said to me while rummaging, you go to bed, I'll go out and continue mahjong immediately, I'll just go home and see.

In this way, Ye'er went out to gamble again, and Ye'er's calmness made me feel incredible. In fact, I later learned that Ye'er's performance was not calm at all, her performance was that she didn't care about me for a long time, and she might be even more colorful, colorful and commonplace in the outside casino world.

After Ye'er left, I couldn't sleep in bed, and I was annoyed that the ugly thing I had done was discovered by Ye'er. After a while, the mother came with the baby, and the mother said, don't be confused in such a thing, as a person with a family and a job, if you are confused in this matter, it will make the neighbors see the joke, and at that time, not only the mother can't hold her own face, but the child will be pointed at when he goes out.

Yes, I'm maddening what I've done, and if it weren't for alcohol, if it weren't for "drunken sex", I would never have made such a lowly mistake. First of all, this mistake is definitely a kind of "drunken disorder", if it weren't for drunken misconduct, no one would have been able to take people home at four o'clock in the afternoon, right? If I really want to do that, I should at least choose a reasonable time and place, and not make such a low-level mistake on the fly, right? However, a mistake is a mistake, and it can only be said that my lower body defeated my upper body under the influence of alcohol at that time, which is just an instinct and really has nothing to do with character.

I hate that kind of cheating and betraying person very much, however, what I did this time made the future Ye'er catch my handle, and in the next few years, Ye'er always used this matter to corrupt me everywhere, in fact, Ye'er knew that I was not that kind of person, otherwise she would not have thought about going home five or three times after our divorce many years later.

I never admit that my behavior this time is a cheating behavior, I think that the cheating person is first of all emotional betrayal, manifested in actual actions, inevitably accompanied by emotional exchanges, physical contact, all kinds of concealment of various invitations, and then it is to abandon the husband and children (abandon the wife and daughter), betray the family, and choose to divorce and end up. However, this kind of behavior of mine is just an animal instinct, to put it bluntly, it is just a "lust" under the influence of alcohol, I have never had any emotional communication with others, I have never had any vows and guarantees, and I do not have the idea of betraying my family, abandoning my wife and daughter, and choosing to divorce.

My behavior is only an instinctive behavior that occurs because of a long-term depression, crankiness, and lonely conjecture, which is not what I want in my heart, and I have not made such a low-level mistake once in my later married life.

Actually, Ye'er also knows that I am not that kind of person, and I also know that I am not that kind of person.