Chapter 131: Confusion
"Now that you know it in your heart, I don't think you need to say more. ”
The evil spirit said, and then moved his body, facing his face at Ling Yi'an, looking at each other, hoping that this would give him a little sense of security.
Even if it can't make him feel completely at ease, it can give him some comfort in his heart and make him know that in this world, there are still people who care about him. At least he won't be left alone to bear the pain.
"Will you stay with me all the time?"
Ling Yi'an said, on the one hand, it is his own question, and on the other hand, it is also his question about the evil spirit.
He can't guarantee that in this world, there are really people who care about him, and he can't guarantee that in this world, there are really people who are willing to accompany him...... He remembered that when the queen mother was around, he used to like to say a word. She always chatted with herself on a sunny afternoon, in a fragrant place, and said, Yi'an, you have to learn to cherish the moment. People, don't be too greedy, you must know how to be content. If it's not yours, don't fight, don't rob it. Lest you get the end, the head of the fight is bloody, and the defeat is lost. In that case, it is really unworthy, and it is a real failure.
Maybe it's because the queen mother often puts this sentence on her lips, or maybe it's because she misses her too much...... These days, the queen mother's face has become more and more affectionate in her mind, as if she had never left...... It's as if she's always by her side.
However, Ling Yi'an is also clear in his heart...... In any case, he is a child who has lost his father and mother, and the closest person is the brother who sits on the throne...... That's not it, it's just that he has been influenced by his mother too much since he was a child, and he thinks that it's okay to live a contented life, and there's no need to grab so many things, isn't it? No matter how much glory and wealth you have, living is just this time, and how much money and wealth will eventually be dispersed.
Receiving such a teaching since he was a child, Ling Yi'an knew in his heart that he would not be the kind of competitive person, so when he set up the crown prince and seized the throne, he seemed depressed, voluntarily applied for a fief, and retired to Longnan, not wanting to be with his only relative in the world, his only brother...... The head of the fight is broken and the blood flows......
But now, he suddenly has a new perspective on these things, and he suddenly has a new idea...... He suddenly had a lot of doubts about his mother's teachings......
I have to say that there are too many things in this world that make people feel uncertain...... Even a human life can easily be lost...... It doesn't matter if you're in a high position or just an ordinary person...... can be said to disappear when it disappears, let alone ...... like them People whose lives are not in their own hands......
Speaking of which, I also know in my heart that the emperor can sit on the throne now, not because he had the help of his uncle, but because he himself can endure humiliation and burden...... I grew up with him since I was a child, so I naturally know what kind of person the imperial brother is, know his true talents, know the ink in his stomach, and know his ability to lead troops into battle...... is definitely not the kind of emperor who will become crazy and stupid because of the oppression of power, and he is at the mercy of others.
This point, when the imperial uncle was knocked down that night, Ling Yi'an was even more certain in his heart. The emperor's clever pacification of the Suiye Rebellion was able to snatch back the military power in a short period of time...... This kind of ability is not something that ordinary people can handle......
Come to think of it, Uncle Huang was also careless and careless...... If he had known that he would be tricked by his nephew, I am afraid that he would not be able to bear this humiliation......
I don't know what the emperor is planning to do with the imperial uncle now. Kill him, or let him stay in prison and be punished with death...... You can't escape the jurisdiction of the palace in your life.
to avenge the blood vengeance of the murderer of his father.
The two brothers, one was brought up by his father, and the other was brought up by his mother, although their abilities are first-class, but their hearts are very different, one was taught by his father to become an emperor's talent, and the other is like himself, doing nothing, just thinking about living well and living a life idle. With such an idea, even if you tell others that you are a prince, you can't believe it even if you are afraid that others.
But if you think about it the other way around, it's different.
If the person who sits on the throne now is himself, and the person who fights bloodily outside, the person who completes these difficult tasks is the emperor's brother......
Isn't that just that you can manipulate other people's lives at will?
It is said that it is difficult to change one's life against the sky, and it is even more difficult to change one's life against the sky in a place like the royal family. There are too many places to have to ...... So much so that now, I am already so old, from starting a family to having a career...... None of them can be chosen...... There is nothing that you can be willing to.
Could it be that he made Yi'an deserve it, and he has been at the mercy of others all his life?
Obviously, he is also the child of his father, and he is also qualified to inherit the unification, so why should he be here, in this place where pigs and dogs don't come, to do such entanglement with these unclear and unclear things?
With a soft sigh, Ling Yi'an turned to look at the evil spirit, and wanted to open his mouth several times, but he didn't say his thoughts properly.
Xu is thinking about it, but there is still a touch of climate...... I always feel weird, and I'm still doing unbearable entanglements in my heart.
I don't know whether my decision is right or wrong.
"Whatever decision you make, I will be there for you. I promise, never to leave, okay?"
Forever...... Don't leave......
We are one, and even if you want me to leave, I can't help it...... No matter what, it will follow you, if you lose your life and lose your body, I will never see such yellow sand, such a sky, such a land, and such a sunshine again......
The evil spirit thought in his heart, but did not say it. After all, Ling Yi'an is still a glass-hearted, broken person...... It's impossible to be comforted by his own words, but he has to say some good things, and if he doesn't leave him, he should be a little better.
"Why...... Why are you being so nice to me......"
He was jubilant, but also skeptical.
He didn't know who he could trust or who he could confide in...... Although evil spirits should be good for themselves...... But in reality, they have only known each other for a few days...... It's just a few words here...... On weekdays, even if they are old friends who have been together for decades, even if they are compatriots of the same mother, brothers who have fallen to the ground together...... When faced with things that involve their own interests, they will also have some selfish side...... In that case, who can guarantee that the evil spirits are sincere to themselves and do not have the slightest false feelings?
Ling Yi'an also wants to regard the people around him as his confidants, as people he can trust and rely on...... But in fact, such a thing can rarely happen, and there is no great possibility of it happening...... But he still wants to believe in this one in 10,000 possibility, and wants to believe in the smallest beauty in this world......
The most beautiful thing in human nature is nothing else, that is, mutual trust between people......
"You don't have to think about what you have and don't have, you know, you have to know that there are many, many tricky things in front of you right now, and you have to do them right away...... If you're still here talking and talking, and nothing else, we don't know when we'll be able to reach our destination. ”
"Say, can we really get to the Rose, and if we can't, what should we do...... If you can't get there, will you really go to the underworld? In that case, will you disappoint everyone......
Now, at this time, Ling Yi'an is still thinking about these things that he has and does not have. When will he be able to make it clear that what he needs now is action, not the current one, one sentence on the left and one sentence on the right, one sentence on the east and one sentence on the west...... There is never a time to stop, and it really makes people feel bald.
"You have to cheer up, Ling Yi'an. ”
Perhaps, he didn't have the ability to arouse his spirit and cheer him up again. The evil spirit thought and couldn't help but sigh, and even had a slight desire to give up......
He thought that he was here, in Lethe, since he had been transformed into a huge entity, and moreover, he had also absorbed Ling Yi'an's righteous qi...... Well, it should be a very powerful one...... But who knows, Ling Yi'an's expression was haggard, and his mood was also very low...... Such a person really feels that he is powerless, helpless, and has no way to recover......
"I ......"
He hesitated, as if he wanted to say something, but after thinking about it, he still didn't say it.
The evil spirit could feel it, and Ling Yi'an's mind was very chaotic now, and he changed his thoughts for a while...... That kind of complicated thought made me feel a little helpless. He had already started, and he couldn't read Ling Yi'an's thoughts.
I don't know if this is a good thing or a bad thing. If you can't read the thoughts in his heart, it means that you have begun to deviate from the ontology, and in this way, in the long run, one day, you will be completely separated from Ling Yi'an.
When that time comes, he will have to be abandoned by Ling Yi'an. At that time, at that time, no matter how much ambition you have, you will not have the opportunity to play it! If you don't want your own body, who else can you borrow......