Chapter 132: A Time of Sorrow

"If you can't cheer up, then I won't persuade you, Ling Yi'an, just wait, wait for you, wait for me, wait for these people, wait for us to go to hell together, and regret it when we go to Lord Hades. ”

The evil spirit spoke, as if he had made a great deal of determination. That kind of resolute look, Ling Yi'an really has never seen it.

"Are you leaving me?"

He is like a caged bird who does not dare to do anything, he can only sigh at the outside world in his golden wire cage, but if one day, he is really asked to come out of that cage...... Look at the outside world......

Then he won't be able to survive even a month......

But the evil spirit is different, isn't he always by his side? hasn't he lived and died with himself, and shared the same essence with himself...... If this time comes, even your own evil spirit will leave you...... How bad must I be......

"I didn't mean to leave you. ”

The evil spirit's brows furrowed slightly, and he looked at Ling Yi'an's color in his eyes, and couldn't help but feel a layer of distress, "Although you are a person who has already started a family, except for those few battles, you have almost never left the palace, and you live a pampered life all day long, but you don't have to worry about food and clothing as a clean official in Longnan...... People like you shouldn't be in this place......"

This shouldn't have been this place.

It sounds like there is something else hidden in this...... It makes people feel a little bit wrong.

Ling Yi'an looked at the evil spirit, his eyes were facing each other, his eyes were aggressive, and he looked as if he wanted to see through the evil spirit's heart completely.

"You make it clear...... What the hell is going on?"

Ling Yi'an's eyebrows were full of suspicion of evil spirits, "What do you mean...... What is it that shouldn't be here. ”

What should not be, and what does it mean to be in this place?

Don't......

It is said that people can't change their lives against the sky, but now it seems that the situation is a little different. After all, under normal circumstances, how could he say that he shouldn't have come here? Presumably, there must be something here that he didn't know......

"You shouldn't have asked so much," the evil spirit said, his gaze wandering a little, making Ling Yi'an even more sure of his conjecture.

If he had put it before, what would he not dare to tell himself? When did he become so hesitant and hesitant? There must have been something wrong with this.

Although Ling Yi'an is not very clear about what kind of cattiness, he knows one thing, that is, this matter must not be a good thing. Otherwise, he wouldn't have reacted this way.

"Didn't you say that you should always be with me, help me, and not let me be hurt? Then why are you hesitating now? Tell me, what are you hiding? What is there that I can't know? What is there that I shouldn't know?"

Is there no way for you to know anything that has to do with you? What is the truth of this, and on what basis...... Why should I be treated so unfairly...... Why can't you make your own decisions in your own life......

He had had enough of those days before, and he didn't want to go on like that anymore...... Days at the mercy of others...... It's really hard to endure...... It's also very painful...... He is such a living person, but he lives like a puppet...... Like a doll without a soul...... can only be placed under the ideas of others...... Is this the life he wants? Naturally, not...... He wanted more than that...... Much more than ......

"Tell me what to do so that I can be my own master......"

What can I do so that I can take control of my own life...... Don't let your life be so miserable and miserable all the time......

Ling Yi'an's two series of tortures caught the evil spirit a little off guard, and he didn't even know what to say to make Ling Yi'an take off his guard a little...... can make him let go of his heart and truly trust himself.

"I said that I would not give up on you and would not leave you no matter what. But that doesn't mean I'm going to make decisions for you at all times. Things have come to such a point that you have to have a number in your heart, you have to be clear, you have to understand...... You can't rely on me all the time...... Although I can protect you, I can't take your place and blow away your true soul......"

He just wants to be by Ling Yi'an's side, a person who can help him all the time, and he doesn't want to be a person by his side who can only make suggestions in times of crisis and will be abandoned in the end...... That's not what he wanted......

"You said you wanted to protect me, then I tell you, now you don't even want to reveal the truth to me, you are hurting me!"

Every word he said was deeply engraved on the body of the evil spirit.

Isn't it wrong to do this yourself...... Don't...... Is it hurting him by doing it yourself?

The evil spirit began to hesitate...... He didn't know if he was right or wrong to do so...... I don't know if I would have gone too far by doing this, but if he really knew about these things, wouldn't it be a harm......

Ling Yi'an looked at his somewhat hesitant eyes, and couldn't help but feel depressed in his heart, "I think you were sent by God to anger me...... If it weren't for you, maybe I wouldn't have had so many sad things at all, maybe I wouldn't have been so sad at all...... Thinking about so many things...... If you die, then you are dead, and no matter how you don't care, you won't be tormented by such sorrows, isn't this another form of relief!"

Extrication?

He wants to be freed?

Instead, he felt that he had restrained him, didn't he?

The evil spirit couldn't help but sigh, following his thoughts, he couldn't be angry, he couldn't be angry, he couldn't be angry with him, and he couldn't have disagreements or contradictions with Ling Yi'an because of this matter...... That's the real deal......

"You calm down and settle the matter at hand first......

"If you don't tell me, I won't be able to calm down. I couldn't calm down, I felt bad...... It's hard to ......."

Uncomfortable......

The evil spirit's eyes revealed his distress for Ling Yi'an.

Indeed, no one can accept such a thing...... However, by doing so, he is protecting him, because if he knows what is going on, it will definitely be even more unacceptable to him...... In that case, you are really guilty...... Sin......

"I can't tell you, what I say will make you feel more uncomfortable. The evil spirit's tone was full of sadness, "You just have to believe me, believe me, you believe me, I will never harm you, I will protect you, I will help you...... I will do my best to make your life complete...... Even if it is against fate, it will not hesitate. ”

Against fate......

and at all costs......

Can there be a second person in the world who is willing to dedicate himself like this? I'm afraid I can't find it......

Ling Yi'an sighed, and he didn't know what was wrong with him, he always liked to moan like this. It's not what he wants, but because of his personality, he always does this kind of thing that feels very undesirable......

"Then tell me, what kind of fate am I?"

He was curious, but he was also nervous, he was afraid that he knew too many things, and it would really become more painful and desperate as the evil spirit said......

"You're an emperor...... Even if you don't believe it and don't want to admit it, but that's the way it is, and it's useless if you don't want to admit it...... You know what?"

The Emperor's Order.

It sounds ridiculous.

He never thought about fighting for the emperor...... I never thought about what I wanted to do with my brother to turn against each other...... It's not that puts him in a dilemma...... In this case, what kind of attitude should he use towards his brothers, his own country, and his own people......

It's a real headache......

"I really didn't think about ......"

almost blurted out a sentence, but before he could say a few words, Ling Yi'an stopped, as if this sentence, when he said it, there was a slight feeling of going against his heart......

That's not what I thought......

He knew in his heart that he had never thought about the matter of seizing the throne, and even in the ideological struggle of Fang Cai, this idea once had the upper hand.

It's just that maybe this kind of thinking is too contrary to one's own morality and one's original intention...... If he really did this, how would he deal with himself when he sat on the throne...... People in the world, who would not say that he is a villain who has no ability, and can only rely on forcing the palace and killing the king to ascend to the throne......

"Have you ever thought about it, you know it in your own heart. I can't influence your thoughts, I can't influence your actions, I can only give you some advice...... Some tips that will make you less tangled and less uncomfortable. ”

Less tangled, less uncomfortable......

It's a very light thing to say......

"Do you know how sad I am now...... If you know, then tell me what I should do...... What can I do to ease my pain and sorrow......"

Ling Yi'an said, revealing his own despair in every word, he didn't even know whether it was right or wrong for him to agree to the emperor on this trip...... Will your words and deeds make everyone below feel anxious...... Feeling uneasy, feeling that it was a big mistake to come out with yourself......

He doesn't want others to look down on him, he doesn't want others to think that he can't do it, he doesn't want others to think of his own side when they think of themselves......