I really can't believe it's all true. The woman I was determined to marry turned out to be the best of all the poisons, and her appearance completely subverted all my perceptions. At the beginning, I always naively thought that a girl in her twenties should not have so many stories, I always naively thought that her childhood hardships and family poverty, as well as the subsequent marriage difficulties, should make her choose to cherish this hard-won and full of criticism marriage with me, but all this with her best friend's denunciation made her ugly behavior completely exposed to the world and completely exposed to the sun.

This is a woman who is extremely good at disguise, and how many secrets are hidden under her seemingly innocent and harmless appearance! When we started dating, she told me that she hated the smell of cigarettes and that I never smoked in front of her since, and at home, I always went outside to smoke, and never indoors, but you know what? Behind me she was an old smoker, always smoking behind my back.

Her love life seems simple, only a short marriage, but her love life is extremely flooded, not only that, but also extremely chaotic, before and after marriage, she has many of them in contact, and even brought them directly to my home when I was not at home at work, but all this I was kept in the dark, sometimes I will find a little clue, when I ask her, she is always silent, always so calm without any answer and explanation, no matter how I force to ask, She will never give you any answers or explanations.

Her vices kept her in a state of extreme euphoria, and she couldn't sleep at all, and had to move a few tables upstairs from her workshop over and over again, and disassemble and disassemble the old sewing machine over and over again, but I didn't know anything about what was going on behind my pillow man's back. Her bad habits make several of them always have dry mouths, so a large bucket of pure water can often be drunk by them in less than two days.

This woman is about fifteen years younger than Ye'er, and the age difference has made her not choose to go into the field every day to play mahjong and push pai gow to gamble like Ye'er. This woman chose to gamble online at home, her extreme good at disguise deceived her father, her father since the divorce from her mother, has lived his miserable life alone, no job and no income, he only relies on temporary work for a living, thrifty with seventy or eighty thousand hard-earned money on his daughter who thinks is the most reliable, I thought that this money could be used to support the elderly in the future, but I didn't expect that this money had already been lost by his daughter online gambling, and she even took out tens of thousands of online loans behind my back! Dizzy, a rotten person is gone, and an even worse person is coming, maybe I lost my conscience in my previous life, and God will send them one after another to punish me!

And just like that, we got divorced. No matter how heart-rending life is, or how bruised it is, we should regain the courage to live, and we must not be reluctant, but at that time, I faced a series of blows that life gave me, and I chose to reluctantly.

She always peeps at my leaves in the dark, and every time there is any disturbance in my marriage, she can always send a text message in time, asking me to let me accept her home. Actually, I also know that Ye'er chose to go home and be with me not because she loves me at all. Your woman who can leave easily is not your woman at all, in the eyes of a woman like Ye'er, she has long had no feelings for you, her return is just because she can't get along outside, her return is just a temporary refuge, and her return is just for my money. Maybe it means that her return is only because after she went around a few times outside, she found that the only person in this world who can really be good to her is me, a fool!

I knew that Ye'er's homecoming was not sincere to me, but I was still so naïve to think that time could change everything, maybe after nearly ten years of wandering outside, she had learned her lesson and had begun to become a good person. My stupidity and naivety always hurt me, always make me suffer and be deceived, a good person can never empathize with the evil of the wicked!

The tribulations of life and the unhappiness of my marriage have made me lose my high fighting spirit, not that I don't have the ability to love anymore, but that I am tired, I don't want to, I chose to live secretly, maybe accept Ye'er home like this for the rest of my life. Coupled with my mother's constant nagging in my ear, "You are a milk marriage, less husband and wife and old companions", I was shaken, although I knew that a woman who cheated and betrayed her marriage and family, her heart would never come back, but I still reluctantly thought that maybe Ye'er was the one I would be with for the rest of my life.

Ye'er's return is just a period of time with me, my big treasure and small treasure are the whole of my life, I have been both a father and a mother to bring up my big treasure, big treasure has graduated from college and found a good job, I believe that I will be able to bring my little treasure to grow up and train an adult. Every night when I go to bed, I look at the sleeping little Bao's red little face next to me, and I always feel an inexplicable sense of pride and accomplishment in my heart. Yes, my big treasure and little treasure are the whole of my father's life, and as for the women around me who ushered in the past, they are just passers-by in life.

Ye'er went home, I was used to her disguised sincere, hypocritical and ugly face, we were just reluctant, it was my reluctance that made me choose to promise to let Ye'er go home. However, love is long gone, and from the day she cheated and betrayed, our love for each other can never be recovered.

Although Ye'er has been away from home for nearly ten years, the high gambling debts she owed when she left have not been repaid for so many years, and those who collect debts often block me on the road, or block my eldest daughter to inquire about Ye'er's whereabouts. But I really don't know Ye'er's whereabouts, maybe the eldest daughter knows her mother's whereabouts, but the eldest daughter can't tell those debt collectors her mother's whereabouts anyway.

Ye'er would always take a taxi home late at night, and often after a day or two, she would take a taxi to the casino before dawn. For my persuasion, she always seemed so reasonable: "I don't go out to gamble, how can I pay off those debts?" Unless you pay back my gambling debts, I will be at home to do laundry, cook and take care of the children. ”

There's no way I'm going to pay back her gamble! I was almost ruined by her, and finally after a few years of hard work, a little bit of improvement, and the old house of the family was demolished and rebuilt, no matter what, I can't help her pay off a penny! Since you have chosen to be reluctant, don't expect any true feelings.