Chapter 11: The Loss of Humanity

That night, when Ye Er talked to me, I asked Ye Er curiously: "Since you took 20,000 yuan from me last time, you have been able to hold on for so long, what money have you relied on to mix in the casino for so long?" ”

Ye Er listened to my words and said lightly: "I almost don't gamble now, I always follow others to eat some happy noodles every day." ”

At that time, I believed what Ye'er said, maybe the casino is really like what Ye'er said, as long as you stay in the casino every day, even if you don't gamble, you will earn 8,000 yuan a month.

Later, I knew that I was wrong, and I always believed what Ye'er said again and again so easily. The purpose of the casino owner is to let you participate in gambling, if you don't go to gamble, then what does the casino owner let you enter the casino for! With such a person, it is impossible for a casino owner to let you stay in a casino for a long time. Ye'er was able to stay in the casino for so long, so she naturally had her way of survival.

"Eating, drinking, prostituting and gambling", it turns out that I always naively think that this is just a juxtaposition, I just naively think that Ye'er is just a good gamble, I was wrong. Now I know that "eating, drinking, prostituting and gambling" is a progressive relationship, and they are not a juxtaposition as I thought. Gamblers, both men and women, must "eat, drink, and prostitute"; A good prostitute must be good at "eating and drinking." The so-called "men are good at eating fart, women are good at eating and raising men", since Ye'er is good at gambling, Ye'er must "eat, drink and prostitute". It's just that I don't want to face reality like that.

People who are addicted to gambling are already the inferior people in society, and they still talk about personality and dignity, let alone morality, character, and sense of responsibility. Those men and women who are addicted to the casino all day long, the casino is a gambler, and the casino has long evolved into a money transaction, Ye Er is relying on her appearance to trade offline with those gamblers, so as to obtain more gambling funds, so that she can continue to have money to fight in the casino.

Ye'er's reputation has long been an open secret among those gamblers in the casino, not only Ye'er, but also the other men and women involved in gambling are almost in this state, they are scumbags, but I am still so naïve to regard her as my favorite wife.

Ye Er is in the casino, and she can't get the gambling money she needs every day, because these gamblers have already lost their minds, and a gamble can often win or lose as much as three or four hundred thousand. Ye Er sometimes acts as a hunter outside the casino with the friend who is a sister who pulls her into the water, and women from good families who are suitable everywhere participate in gambling, pulling people into the water, and harming people's money, until you go bankrupt, your wife is separated, and even your family is ruined.

Ye'er was originally a victim, but now she has become a victim like them.

However, I don't know all this, I'm just so naïve to think that Ye'er may just like gambling so much, and I don't have time to care about her, I do laundry and cook every day, take the baby to work and school, get off work, help the baby with homework, besides, those secrets that have been made public in the casino, for us ordinary people, it is even more difficult to get their secrets than ascending to the sky. They're already dirty, guarding their dirty dealings and shady secrets together.

In this way, Ye'er is addicted to the casino all day long, and after a long time, those male gamblers are tired of these female gamblers who are with them all day long, it is impossible for gamblers to become husband and wife, they look down on each other, and the relationship between them is just calculating and playing with each other. Ye Er has been like this for a long time, and after all, he can't compete with such a person who gambles and loses money every day. "Nine out of ten bets", enter the casino, and you will embark on a road of no return.

In the past few days, Ye'er still goes home at two or three o'clock at night, but when he goes home these nights, Ye'er always says: "Today's cards are really back!" I asked her how much money she lost, but Ye'er always wouldn't tell me.

A few days later, when Ye'er came home at night, she asked me to give her the only 30,000 yuan at home, Ye'er said that she would fight hard this time, and if she lost, she would not enter the casino at all in the future and would no longer gamble. I don't believe what Ye'er said at all. I said, last time you took away 20,000 yuan from your family, you also promised it at that time, and I don't believe your words. Ye'er saw me say this, and didn't argue anything, we just broke up unhappily and slept separately.

For several days in a row, when Ye'er came home at night, she asked me for money, but I never agreed. At that time, 30,000 yuan was really a huge wealth for me, because at that time, a commercial house in the city was worth 50,000 or 60,000 yuan at most, which was the money I had worked hard to accumulate over the years, and I couldn't let this money be lost by Ye'er.

Ye'er saw that I always refused to give her money, and a few days later gave me an ultimatum: let me give her the only 30,000 yuan in the family, no matter whether I win or lose, I will never open my mouth to ask me for money in the future, if I don't give her money, she will continue to borrow usury, anyway, at that time, usury still needs me to repay.

In the face of Ye'er's ultimatum and coercion, I am still unmoved, a gambler who has lost her humanity, your little concession is a matter of course for her, and it is a kind of inch, and in the end, you can only be dragged into the abyss.

Ye Er said to me viciously, you think it through yourself, I will go to your school tomorrow morning to get money, 30,000 yuan, a lot, if you don't give me money tomorrow morning, I will go to borrow usury, the relationship between this, which is more important, you weigh it yourself!

I said, "Who is afraid of whom!" It's a big deal, if you don't want to live a good life, then no one wants to live!

After listening to what I said, Ye'er smiled strangely and contemptuously, and no longer paid attention to me, and I covered my head and slew, in fact, I couldn't sleep at all. I'm thinking about what I just said, yes, what should I do if Ye'er continues to borrow usury? Of course I can break the boat, if I don't repay the loan sharks owed by Ye'er, there is no way for these loan sharks to take me, after all, they are people who live in the dark, and they can't see the sun. But what about my baby? I was lucky to think that Ye'er wouldn't really come to this point, she had already lost a lot of money in the game, so she wouldn't be so obsessed! I was lucky enough to think that Ye'er might just be talking, and Ye'er wouldn't really come to the school where I work tomorrow morning to ask me for money!