That day, after my baby and I finished collecting samples from this formal paternity testing agency, I took my baby to play in the largest supermarket in our city, and the baby had a lot of fun, and I was very happy because my baby was my baby. As agreed, I will be able to get my and my baby's paternity test reports back in two weeks, and I will tell everyone in the world: my baby is my baby!

My baby is my baby! How can my baby not be my baby? In the days when I got home, my baby and I were still happy and happy, I still sent my baby to and from kindergarten every day, and I still had to tell my baby bedtime stories at night. This winter is coming, after this winter, after the New Year, and when the school season starts in September, my baby will be a child in the kindergarten class. After another winter, after the New Year, and by the next school season, my baby will be a first-year college student. The baby is looking forward to growing up soon, and I am also looking forward to the baby growing up soon, so that in the near future, the baby will be the same as his sister when he was a child, and the baby can go to and from school with his father.

In this hope and beauty, the two-week waiting time came quickly, and that day I went to this official paternity testing agency in the city alone to get our paternity test report. I'm in a good mood, I'm not nervous at all, and I'm not nervous, because my baby is my baby, and the reason why I want to spend money on this paternity test is because I want the whole world to know: my baby is my baby!

Dizzy! I don't believe in this fact! The paternity test report issued by the best paternity testing agency in the city also showed that my baby and I were not paternally related! I'm dizzy, I'm really blinded at this time, I'm 10,000 don't believe this fact, but the fact is the fact, this is the fact, it's science, it can't allow me not to believe in its authenticity! At that time, I didn't have time to be angry and other expressions, I was dumbfounded, completely blinded, I asked the staff who issued the test report to me over and over again like Xianglin's sister-in-law, even if there was even the slightest faint to still have any glimmer of hope, I didn't let go, I was wooden and sluggish to ask people over and over again, so humble and so pitiful, but no matter how I asked others over and over again, the answer was yes: I and the baby do not have a parent-child relationship!

This is one of the best formal paternity testing agencies in our city, and the paternity test reports it issues do not allow me to have the slightest doubt. After getting an affirmative answer over and over again, I was like a person who fell into the water and was about to sink to the bottom and drowned, suddenly a straw floated in the distance, I hurriedly grabbed it tightly, and I asked the doctor who gave me the appraisal report as if pleading: "What should I do with my child in this situation?" You're a doctor, and you know how dads in the same situation as me treat their children in all the paternity tests you've done. ”

"What else can I do? Is that your child? It's not your kids who give it to others! The doctor said to me coldly and solemnly.

"Is that how they treat their children? But I raised my child alone! "I was so humble that I almost cried.

"Yes, there are four or five thousand cases of this in our country every year, but they all give away their children without exception. What's the use of you saying that you brought it up alone, no matter how old you bring it, it's not your child! You can also keep your child with you if you want, but you have to be clear that this is not your child! There are too many things that are worse than you here, some people's grandparents and grandchildren have three generations of a single seedling, and after identification, they found that it is not their own child, their grandparents cried to death in our place, until they passed out and were sent to the emergency room next door, and when they calmed down, they still had to accept this cruel fact and sent the child away。。。。。。 "This is a paternity doctor, and I feel like he's more of a psychiatrist at this point. He is enlightening me: if it is not your child, it is not your child, and what does not belong to you is not your thing!

Later, someone asked me how I felt at the time, and asked me if I had the anger and urge to rush in front of this woman immediately, beat her up, or kill her with a knife. I said, "No! They don't believe it, because they don't have personal experience, and if they don't have personal experience, they don't empathize!

When you encounter a human tragedy that pierces your heart, you don't have time to be angry, let alone impulsive! Yes, at that time, I encountered such a human tragedy that pierced my heart, such a thing is definitely one of the human tragedy, it completely threw me and the baby into a bottomless endless abyss, it can't help you to be angry, you can't be impulsive.

At that time, all I had was dazed, humble, wooden, lonely, and lost。。。。。。 At that time, I had completely lost my human dignity and human will, I was just so dazed and lost and lonely walked out of the door of this paternity testing agency, looking at the bustling vehicles and crowds on the street, as if all this had nothing to do with me, my mechanical dazed demeanor made my face unable to see any expression, I felt that I was lonely, I felt that I was walking in a desolate and full of all kinds of people, and all kinds of animal corpses, everything was dead, Everything no longer exists, I am the only one who walks between heaven and earth, I have lost my human will, even human consciousness, I just move my legs forward in a dazed and wooden way。。。。。。

I wanted to cry, but I couldn't; I want to hate, but I don't hate anymore. Who do I hate? Do I hate this woman who has lost her conscience and tears my heart? She doesn't deserve it, she doesn't deserve my hatred!

When I got home, I still went to the kindergarten at 4 o'clock in the afternoon to pick up my baby home. The moment I saw the baby, I wanted to cry, I really wanted to cry, but I held back, and the tears that were tightly wrapped in my eyes were so strong that I didn't let it roll down, and I took out a tissue to wipe it clean. When the baby saw that my eyes were red, he asked curiously and sensibly, "Dad, what's wrong with your eyes?" Did you meet the big bad wolf today? ”

"Yes, Dad met five big bad wolves on the road today, and Dad finally beat them all away!" I forced a few smiles in answer to my baby.

Baby, you know what? You are not Daddy's baby, this is a pain that Daddy and you will never be able to heal in this life, and this pain will accompany you and Dad for the rest of your life, and it will never be healed!

Ten thousand arrows pierce the heart? Wrong! This heart-rending pain is more painful and hurtful than ten thousand arrows piercing my heart, it is like a thousand knives stabbing into my heart, and I don't pull it out, these thousands of knives piercing into my heart, stirring and stirring in it。。。。。。