Of the three couples who did IVF with us in the hospital, only we did not succeed, while the other two couples got their wish, the doctor successfully cultivated qualified and healthy embryos for them in the IVF and successfully transplanted them into their respective mothers, they went home one after another to protect the fetus and prepare to be mothers, and Yanzi also went home from the hospital, but Yanzi's home was full of pain and disappointment.

The swallow who came home was very lost, and no longer saw the lofty look on her face, instead of a kind of loss and decadence, I couldn't say anything about her, and I couldn't say anything about her, even if it was a word of comfort, I felt that it was superfluous, but I was afraid of hurting her heart, and the only way to heal it was on my own. I still go to work during the day and go home at night, cooking and taking care of the hygiene of the house, and Yanzi no longer goes out to play mahjong, lying in bed all day watching TV and playing with her mobile phone, her mother finally lost her little hope for her, and even ignored Yanzi, let alone came to my house to comfort and enlighten her daughter.

In this way, Swallow lay at home for about a week, and one night, Swallow told me that she was going to go out for a few days to play at the house of the young military couple in the outer city and relax. I said, "That's fine, just go out for a walk, sort out your mood, maybe we'll be successful in a few years." Swallow listened to my answer, and smiled noncommittally bitterly, and the corners of her mouth that were mechanically raised showed the sourness and helplessness in Swallow's heart.

The next day, Yanzi took a bus to the house of a young soldier and his wife in this foreign city, which was five or six hundred kilometers away from us, and after about three or four days, Yanzi returned. I didn't dare to ask Yanzi about the specific situation of going to the house this time, for fear of arousing her sadness. I just heard Yanzi say that the home of this young military couple is easy to find, and it is only a few minutes to take a taxi out of the station and the address, and their home is under a bridge, a beautiful bridge. Yanzi also said that when she went, the husband of the military couple had already gone back to the army, and only her mother-in-law quit her job to take care of her daily life at home, and she herself took a year's sick leave to take care of the fetus at home to recuperate. Alas, how important it is for a woman to have a child of her own, it is simply the whole of a woman's life.

I took advantage of the situation and said to Yanzi, you rest early, and in a few days you will go to the provincial couple who live in our city to work, anyway, his family lives in the city, it is very convenient, both of them are from other places, they are not familiar with the place, see if there is anything that people need help, as long as we can help, we will strive to help others. My kind reminder immediately aroused the strong disgust of the woman Yanzi, who only heard Yanzi say, "Who's home? I don't know! ”

"Why don't you know each other? It's the old couple and young wife who did IVF with us. I replied instinctively.

"I don't know, I don't know anyway! Are you thinking about other people's women? Go yourself! Swallow said angrily.

At that time, I didn't understand Yanzi's approach, I felt very incredible at the time, obviously the three couples who had been in the hospital for a long time together and received IVF, why did Yanzi only know the military couple, but said that he didn't know the couple who came to work in the city from other provinces? At the time, I just didn't understand, I just thought that maybe Swallow had made the mistake of discriminating against others from above, but I didn't think about it deeply. At that time, I really wanted to have a big fight with her to find out, why did you open your eyes and talk nonsense about the two couples who were hospitalized with us for IVF, one couple knew and went to someone's house to live for a few days, but the other couple you said you didn't know? After thinking about it later, forget it, after all, in this IVF operation, Yanzi was the biggest injured.

A beggar will never be jealous of a millionaire, but a beggar will be jealous of another beggar next to him who has begged for ten or eight dollars more than he has in a day! This is one of the evils of human nature, people tend to worship people who are much stronger than themselves, but those powerful people you can't climb, although you can't climb high, people are happy to talk about their gossip news after tea and dinner. People always like to talk about these people who are much stronger than them with a bowful mood, but forget that they should work hard in a down-to-earth manner, such people are destined to be poor forever, and those who have dreams are just silently struggling and striving to surpass, they can't, they don't have time to talk about these marginal lace news.

This is a kind of evil of human nature, and this evil is most vividly manifested in social life is those so-called star chasers, that is, fans of stars. If these so-called "stars" catch a cold, their fans will not think about eating, eating, sleeping or sleeping, they care about the "stars" in their hearts so much, but they point fingers at their own parents who give birth to them and raise them, don't ask, and even scold. You know everything about these "stars", and even know exactly what brand of underwear they like to wear, but you have forgotten all about the birthday of your parents! Are these so-called "stars" who gave birth to you, raised you, grew up with you, and gave you money to spend? Or are your parents giving birth to you, raising you, accompanying you to grow up, and giving you money to spend? The parents who gave birth to you and raised you can remember your birthday, but these so-called "stars" will not know that there will be you on the earth! This is the sorrow of these fans, the sorrow of society, and the evil of human nature!

People don't cherish and care for the people around them, but they are happy to talk about those who are unattainable and much stronger than them, but in turn, they are jealous of the people around them who are better than them, making things difficult in every way, and even playing with knives and guns behind their backs, and all kinds of conspiracies and bad words are endless, so when the poor become rich, he will often turn back and redouble his efforts to deal with those who were poor like him back then.

The psychology of the swallow at that time is actually the same as the psychology of one of the evils of human nature that I described above. She looked up and envied the young military couple who were better than her, and even took a car of five or six hundred kilometers to live in someone's house for a few days, but she sneered and resented the poor couple from other provinces who had also successfully cultivated test-tube babies and came to work in the city, and even directly said cruel words like "I don't know", alas, the ugliness of the swallow is really not ordinary ugliness.