It's what drives me.

It's my hope.

Ling Yi'an's eyes were full of tears, and then he choked up a little, looked at her, and muttered, "I always thought ...... You don't want me to live in this world...... I always thought you wanted me to disappear......"

Even Ling Yi'an himself thinks so...... If it weren't for her own existence, maybe her mother would have lived a good life in a certain place, looking for someone who could love her, love her, and understand her...... It's not that in this world, there are always people like this and that, who want to murder her, who want to put her to death.

Maybe this matter is a trivial matter for me. Because from the beginning to the end, I can't participate in this matter, and there is no way to refuse or prevent this thing from happening...... He has been born and has come out of his mother's womb...... So no matter what, in such a situation, I can only be a bystander, even if I am annoyed, sad, and unacceptable...... can only be on the side, hand her mother some papers, and fragment her sad emotions, which is good for her after all.

Perhaps, people are like this, no matter what happens, they have to go through some of these things in order to fully mature their minds...... If you can't do it, then you can only face yourself well and admit that you are a child who can't grow up...... You will always need the guidance of others, and only then will you survive...... Isn't it?

If a person can't rely on himself and has been relying on others, then he can only be someone else's lackey...... Instead of being someone else's master......

After hesitating for so long, Ling Yi'an finally saw his mind clearly, saw his goal clearly, and knew what he should do, what he could do, and what he had to do...... There are many things that he can decide before, but they must be something he can grasp in the future...... Because he has learned some things about himself before, and has decided that he needs to be someone else's master, not a lackey.

"I don't know what you're thinking, I don't have the magical power to read other people's minds like you...... So in short, this is a foolish speculation on your mind...... Sorry ......"

Ling Yi'an said, and said a very sincere apology. He knew that although he was now facing an imaginary person, he was not the essence of his true mother...... But seeing his mother's true face already made him feel very relieved and happy......

If you can, maybe what you want is not such a life, but a life that you can choose and can change.

However, since things have come to such a point, then you should also learn to accept it calmly, instead of feeling sorry for yourself here, and always not doing some practical things to change your life.

No one is a saint, no one can guarantee that there will be no accidents in their future, and no one can guarantee that there is no mistake in their past...... Therefore, as a person, as a person living in the present, what we should do is to completely grasp our present...... Otherwise, we will regret it sooner or later in our lives...... Isn't it?

He didn't want to live his life with regrets. He knew himself, he knew he was someone who needed to make a little change...... But he didn't know exactly what kind of changes he should make...... Therefore, I now exist in this world, so I am facing so many people and so many things, and I should grasp it well, only in this way can I really change my destiny. If you can't do it, maybe you should reflect on yourself, is you losing your way in the non-stop running...... Perhaps, he should indeed stop himself, take a good look at himself, and think about what kind of things he should do......

"It's okay...... the woman said, walked over, and then wanted to hug Ling Yi'an's body, but unfortunately found that she couldn't do such a thing at this time......

"What's wrong with you?!"

Ling Yi'an looked at her, and then little by little, watched her body gradually become transparent...... It was a situation that I had never seen before...... He couldn't help but feel a little nervous and uncomfortable...... Some can't believe it, some don't know what to do......

If he could, he really wanted to explain the ins and outs of all this...... But now it seems that he probably has no chance......

"Don't leave me......"

Ling Yi'an said, with a pleading tone, and then tears couldn't help but drip from his eyes, he looked at his mother, to be precise, at the image of his mother, wanted to touch, but didn't dare to touch it...... can only use your own look and facial expressions to express your reluctance in that situation.

"I won't leave you," the woman said, squeezing a very ugly smile out of her face, "I'm dead, and now you see me...... It's just an image that doesn't really exist...... If you want me, close your eyes...... I promise, if you want to, you will be able to ...... I'm sure you'll see me......"

You'll definitely see me......

"But you haven't made it clear what happened in the past...... You can't go, I won't allow you to go!"

Ling Yi'an said, and then closed his eyes nervously, he knew that he had a special power here...... He knew he could control a lot of things here...... So he doesn't care so much, he can't care so much, he only has one thought in his heart now, that is, let this person, let this image, stop leaving his side again......

Is this also a difficult thing for me to accomplish...... But he can't help it...... After all, under such circumstances, he really didn't know what he could do to organize this terrible thing to happen......

"It's useless...... I am a wisp of soul that she secretly placed here, and it is the sustenance of her thoughts about you...... It's also the only thing in this place that is out of your control and can read your mind. ”

The woman said, I don't know when, there was an extra thing similar to a scroll in her hand, which made Yi'an look at it, and then swallowed her saliva, feeling that this thing was really very surprising.

Why, can you conjure things up all the time under your nose...... How did she do it?

However, in reality, I don't seem to have given myself such a chance to think...... He could only keep running in such a situation, trying to fill all his regrets before the woman disappeared......

If you can't do it, then come to this place yourself, and the evil spirit will let yourself come to this place...... What's the point......

He thought, and then, with some sadness, raised his arm and slowly took the thing.

It was a wooden scroll...... It looks very historical...... But it's not too badly damaged, it seems that it's a thing that has been carefully protected......

In that case, then you must be careful to protect yourself...... Otherwise, I'm really sorry for the person who wants to put this thing in his hands...... Isn't it?

All in all, in the eyes of these people, I am more or less a person with an important mission...... In the face of their entrustment, I really can't just give up, or let them down...... He had to pick himself up and make all of this clear...... Only if that's it...... Only then can they live well in this world, with their hope for themselves, and live wonderfully.

In the past, he always felt that he was facing a life that was not angry at all, a life without any future...... Except for that little royal mansion...... He really didn't know what else in this world he could face clearly...... However, now it is clear to him that these people have a mission to accomplish on their own, so for their sake, he must work hard to accomplish these things...... Otherwise, he would be ashamed to face these people...... Isn't it?

"I'll be relieved to hand over this thing to you. ”

I was relieved.

This sounds like a very regrettable conclusion......

Ling Yi'an listened, somehow, he always felt very uncomfortable in his heart, but he really didn't know what he could say, and removed these things from his head.

"And then...... Where are you going......"

Ling Yi'an said, and then rubbed his hands a little nervously, he was very nervous, he was very nervous, and he didn't know what he should do now...... It seems that only by asking these things clearly can he completely settle down......

He also wanted to know what kind of thing was contained in this heavy wooden scroll...... I want to know, what kind of impact will this thing have on me......

If you can't ask clearly, you will have another knot in your heart......

"You already know what you're going to do, what you're going to be aiming for. You're already eligible to leave here...... And I'm not the one who has to exist here...... So, now, that's the time for me to leave. ”

What the......

Time to leave...... What does that mean......