Chapter 171: Promise
Time to leave......
Ling Yi'an didn't know how to adjust his mood...... He only knew that he was categorically unable to accept such a fact now...... That is, his own mother, the image of his own mother, is about to leave him like this......
At least I haven't really understood the whole story of this matter, and I haven't really understood the ins and outs of this matter...... It's been arranged like this, and I have to go through this and that thing every day...... Don't you think the world is too unfair to him......
If I could, I really wanted to keep her...... The previous things may have been her own fault, or maybe it was because of her own problems, which pushed her to the brink of sadness...... But that was not my intention in any case...... All I want is a time to accept all this...... If you can't do it, maybe you should disappear in this place......
Even so, he is not unacceptable...... To be honest, what fate gave him, he didn't think about fighting it, he only knew that in the face of all this, maybe someone would wipe his ass, or maybe not...... When there is no one around you, it may be time for you to really stand up and find a way to solve all these things...... Like, now.
"I don't want you to leave me...... Didn't you say I could control everything here......"
Ling Yi'an said, with a very pleading tone in her tone, so that the woman listened, and she was inevitably a little reluctant in her heart...... However, she can't help it...... All she can do now is to explain all this to Ling Yi'an's hands as soon as possible...... Even if you can't, do your best...... Otherwise, what's the point of waiting for so long here......
"But I told you before...... You are now in control of everything in this realm of imagery...... But in fact, you still can't help it in the face of me...... I don't want to leave you either...... But the mother couldn't help it...... This is fate, this is the predetermined doom of your fate...... Promise me that after you leave here, you will not be as confused as you are now...... You need to find your niche...... At all times, you must calm your mind...... Otherwise, we will inevitably repeat the same mistakes again......"
Repeat......
This is really not what I wanted...... Ling Yi'an nodded, no matter what, he listened to this sentence...... In any case, I hope to do this well and complete my mission...... If he can't do it, then he is really going against his mother's wishes...... He is not worthy to be a son of man......
Come to think of it, a person whose mother is so strong should also want to see the moment when he can really sit on the throne......
"You can rest assured...... If you want me to do it, I will definitely do it......"
Ling Yi'an said, and put his hand on the wooden scroll, with some intention of opening it.
"Don't!"
The woman suddenly screamed loudly, which really startled Ling Yi'an.
"What's the matter......" He was too frightened to move, and threw the scroll down. No, what's going on...... She shoved this thing into her hand, didn't she want herself to open this thing and read it...... If not, then what is she talking about here......
He knew that he might be a little unreliable a lot of the time...... However, in the face of this matter, although he has no full evidence, or 100% courage, he really wants to figure these things out...... After all, this is my mother's last wish for me, and it is also a sign of my own growth......
In the final analysis, at this point, he is somewhat stronger than Ling Huanyu...... After all, Ling Huanyu is a proud son of heaven who has been raised in the deep palace...... Occasionally, when I go out to parade, I also put on a look of sympathy for the people, which time is not a big fanfare, extravagance and waste...... Speaking of which, I really don't like this, but to be honest, I can't help it...... There was not a single person in such a court who was willing to risk dismissal to persuade the emperor...... They all said that it would be good if they could have a peaceful place to live and survive in peace above this officialdom......
"I gave you this thing...... That's my mission here...... But once you open it here, it means that I have accomplished such a mission...... In this case, it will hasten my disappearance. ”
The woman said, with tears in the corners of her eyes, which made Ling Yi'an really sad. After all, in such a world, it seems that the only person who is close to him is also leaving him...... Isn't it......
"But you have to open it...... When you leave here...... I hope you'll read it all in earnest...... Perhaps, there are things here that you don't want to see, or that you don't want to know...... However, if you really want to know about the relationship between me and your father before, reading this is the best choice...... Did you know......"
The best choice......
Ling Yi'an listened, laughed helplessly, and then looked at her, her eyes were stunned, and there was a slight fishy smell in her red eyes, "Why do you all have to leave me one after another...... Why, you don't have anyone to really be by my side......"
Ling Yi'an said, the sad emotion in his heart couldn't be held back anymore...... But there is no way but to completely bury his past in such a situation...... In this place, start your own, new life......
Perhaps, this does sound ridiculous...... But there is no way, when facing this matter, I can only choose such an attitude. If you can't, if you can't do it, then you can only play the role of a confessor forever in such a situation......
This is not what he wants, nor is it acceptable to him...... Perhaps, there are still many depressed people like yourself around you...... However, since God has arranged his fate in this way, and since he has allowed the people around him to treat him like this, then he has no reason to shirk this responsibility...... Isn't it?
"You have to be clear. That's how you have to grow...... If you can't accept my departure, it means that you haven't fully grown up...... Child, there are many things in life that you need to do and understand by yourself...... If you can't, perhaps, it's time for you to be clear about your future plans, and it's time for you to know if you're really fit to do it. ”
The woman said, sweating profusely, which made Ling Yi'an feel very nervous, but because she had just been reprimanded, she didn't know what role she should play. Indeed, many things are what he wants, and many things he needs to work hard to get, but what he needs now is not the courage that cannot be felt, but the kind of support from the bottom of his heart from the people he loves the most.
If you can't do it, then you'll be a little disappointed...... He is not afraid of others, but he is afraid that his disappointment will be magnified by himself indefinitely...... In this way, I will continue to be dominated by this disappointment for the rest of my life...... One day, in such a situation, I will live this life depressed......
Indeed, he is not a person who can keep his sanity all the time, but he is not a person who is unwilling to do anything...... This is not only what his mother expects of himself, but also what he expects of himself......
In many cases, people need to be experienced...... If you can't experience it properly, then you will indeed lack a lot of qualities in this world...... What he needs now is the courage to take a desperate gamble.
"I ......"
He had no way to answer her directly, because he knew in his heart that this matter could not be done by saying that it would be done...... In the final analysis, there are still many factors lacking in this matter, which are necessary for success...... Now, he has not fully accepted his new situation...... There are so many problems to face......
It really made the woman sweat hard for Ling Yi'an.
"What are you thinking? We don't have time for you to hesitate. ”
We?
Although Ling Yi'an was very wavering, he still caught the word keenly and quickly.
"What are we?"
Ling Yi'an said, and then began to approach the woman aggressively, "You tell me...... What are we...... Who else ...... but you?"
Except for me...... Who else......
The woman shook her head helplessly, and smiled bitterly at Ling Yi'an, "Don't you know?"
Pretending to be stupid?
It's absolutely nothing, but he really doesn't know who else is here. He looked around, except for the false Chu Ning who was fabricated by his own image realm, there was indeed no one else...... Could it be ...... Is there anything else here that you haven't discovered......
Ling Yi'an thought, and then couldn't help but feel a chill run behind him...... What's this like...... He didn't dare to think about it, and he didn't dare to ask...... can only be here, only in a hurry.