Chapter 18: One Year Later
Now think about it, "educating unintentional people is one of the great evils of people", it seems that there is a certain truth in this sentence, whether it is for adults or children, this sentence has a certain truth.
After Ye'er left, instead of thinking about the road she had traveled and the mistakes she had made, she blamed me for all this, and always sent me a text message every once in a while, "I was all killed by you, I can't wait to kill you with a knife!" "Don't talk about it every day, sooner or later I will die with you!" "In a few days, I will go to the court to sue you and make you look good!" γγγγγγ
This woman is probably really crazy, she always sends me these boring text messages every now and then, and I don't pay attention to them. I know that it is not that this woman is really crazy, but that her character has created her evil and dark, and this kind of character in her bones cannot be changed through persuasion and education. In her heart, what she did was right, flies never said they were dirty, mosquitoes never thought of themselves as vampires, everything was in her bones. Instead of this, it is better to stay away from such people, and only by staying away from such people will your life become clean and leisurely.
I think of the students I have taught in the past 30 years, yes, I have been racking my brains every day to tutor these poor students, but I have not been able to make any of the poor students finally turn into good students, on the contrary, I have deprived these poor students of the joy they should have in childhood, I have made them lose their self-confidence, I have made them carry a heavy burden at a young age, really, I am also a wicked person, I was wrong.
Maybe my colleague has the right attitude towards poor students, rather than they can't learn, it is better to let them spend their happy childhood without any burden. And I just imposed my own kindness and persistence on these poor children, who ended up being carried to the office every day like a criminal who had made a great mistake, but no matter how hard I tried to teach them, they still wouldn't. I remember that even a small triangular ruler with only three sides was already overwhelmed in their hands, and if you asked them to draw the height of the triangle, they were like a trick, and they could not draw the height of the correct triangle. Sometimes I was so angry that I would even take a triangular ruler and hit the children's little hands, and they learned to draw the height of the triangle for a while under my obscenity, but as long as I turned the angle of the triangle, they immediately couldn'tγγγγγγ In the end, my efforts couldn't catch up with my colleagues, and they didn't care about such a bad student!
Yes, I was wrong. Since these poor students of mine are not so severely criticized by me and clung to by me like this, it is better to let them play happily, because in this way, at least they still have the happiness of childhood; At least they do, and some self-esteem that I don't have to carry to the office every day! I was wrong, now that I think about it, I was really wrong, there should always be all kinds of people in the world, and the world will seem colorful and unique. If everyone goes to study for a doctorate, then who will go to the vegetable market to slaughter fish, kill chickens and sell meat? Who will send you a courier to be a cleaner and a security guard?γγγγγγ
I have my compassion again, and this compassion always hurts me. I don't know what the state of study, work and courtship is like for young people in other cities of mine, but I do know the state of marriage and courtship of young people like my Dabao in my city. One day, my Dabao came home on the weekend, Dabao was 26 years old, and I told Dabao to let her strive to start a family as soon as possible, so that I would complete the biggest thing in my life. However, Dabao said to me, now that you are looking for a partner, who will look at your house? Who still looks at your car? Nowadays, the first condition for people to fall in love is to see if your parents are the original couple! See if your family is the family of origin?
Dizzy, I'm completely dizzy! Yes, many children in our city fall in love, and they really don't look at your house and car, because almost everyone is an only child, who doesn't have a house or a car? The rapid changes in society have made having a house and a car the basic condition for young men and women to marry and fall in love, and the original parents and original family have become a new round of pursuit of young men and women in love and marriage.
My daughter really knows a lot. My daughter said to me, why is it that the first target for people to get married and fall in love is civil servants now? I said I don't understand! The daughter said, you are old and can't see the current social situation clearly, why do people regard civil servants as the first target of marriage and love? That's because if you want to become a civil servant, first of all, you must be qualified for your academic qualifications, and a qualified academic qualification indicates that your IQ is fine; Secondly, you have to pass the political trial, and through the political trial, you must prove that your family has no criminal history, which shows that your character and personality are guaranteed; Again, you have to pass a physical examination, which means that your physical fitness has passed the test, and there are no other diseases or recessive hereditary diseasesγγγγγγ
My daughter knows so much, yes, I won't bury my daughter's lifelong happiness because I am a single divorced father, right? Thinking of this, I thought of Ye'er again, only Ye'er is my daughter's original mother, and only Ye'er and I are my daughter's original parents!
Ye'er has been away from this home for more than a year, Xiaobao has been away from this home for two years, and in a few days it will be the day when my Xiaobao left this home for two whole years, Dad will always remember that two years ago on December 8th, that Friday afternoon, the baby left this home forever, and the baby left this father who loved her foreverγγγγγγ
The worries about my daughter's marriage, the thoughts of Xiaobao leaving home, and the mother's nagging every now and then, in the days after Xiaobao left home for two years, I was drunk, I didn't want to be reluctant, but I thought that I should sacrifice myself to achieve my daughter's happy marriage in the future; So that my mother didn't nag in my ear, I dialed Ye'er's phone again.
When a person is heartbroken, pessimistic and disappointed, the person tends to make bad decisions. At this time, I am such a person, I think of my little treasure, I also think about my big treasure's happy life in the future, I once again lost my direction, and I once again tried to accept Ye'er to go home again with such an attitude to lifeγγγγγγ
Ye'er quickly answered my phone, and after my request to ask her to go home, Ye'er seemed very happy, and Ye'er said on the phone: "I know you don't care about me." However, in order for you to care about me, I will not go home easily, unless you give me 5,000 yuan! β
"Every time you go home, you always think about what you want money for? Is there only money in your heart? I asked rhetorically.
"I don't care, I just want money, except for money, you can't give me any guarantees!" Ye Er insisted on her position on the other end of the phone without any room for negotiation.
"Okay, I'll transfer it to you now!" Today is the day when Xiaobao has been away from home for two years, I was drunk at home alone at noon, and I replied to Ye'er's phone while transferring 5,000 yuan to Ye'er on WeChat.