Our business is booming, but I find that Ye'er has started to change.

When we first got married, we all said "poor and hungry", we were very poor at that time, and even rented a house to live, my little salary income often made our lives stretched, but we lived very happily, Ye'er's temper was also surprisingly good, and we never quarreled.

I remember one time we ate braised hairtail fish at noon, we haven't eaten fish for a long time, Ye'er herself is reluctant to eat, always put the fish in my bowl, no matter what I say, Ye'er is reluctant to eat, for the last piece of hairtail, you push me to let, it is very warm.

Every night when I get off work, Ye'er stuffs the baby into my arms, and carries two buckets to the well not far away to fetch water, every time I rush to go, but every time Ye'er always says, I work hard, come home and take the baby well, and she goes to the well to pick up the water.

Every once in a while, Ye'er always chats with a few of my little wives or something, but since we opened the store and our wallets bulged, Ye'er has changed, and her temper has become surprisingly big, very big, always so loud, always so arrogant and unreasonable. I thought of Ye'er's mother as such a character.

Once in the store, a customer bought a belt at my house the day before yesterday, and today he came to ask us to give his belt two more eyes, this is a very simple thing, Ye Er picked up the punch of the eye and prepared to give this belt an eye, I was also kind, just said, let me come, while talking, I went to get the punch in Ye Er's hand. Unexpectedly, Ye Er immediately became angry with me for no reason: "Just you!" I sell so many belts, can't I beat a single belt eye! Ye'er yelled at me as she slammed the hammer, punch, and customer's belt to the ground。。。。。。 When the customer saw this posture, he picked up the belt on the ground and said, I'm really embarrassed, for the sake of the belt, I actually let your husband and wife quarrel, forget it, I'll go back and figure it out by myself, don't trouble you.

Ye'er always loses her temper like this for no reason and without warning, whether at home or in the store, whether someone is present or no one is present, even the baby is sometimes frightened and crying by her inexplicable anger. Ye'er opens a store in the store, often takes several toys for the baby to entertain himself, the baby is also very sensible, always a person there to play very high, never cry and affect Ye'er's business, but sometimes, Ye'er will walk in front of the baby without warning, while reaching out to grab the toys in the baby's hand, while shouting at the baby: "I know that every day to take out these toys to play, get everywhere." "Babies are often frightened by Ye'er's nervous tantrums and cry, the key is that if I was present at the time, Ye'er's temper would have been even greater, which can be described as overwhelming.

It turned out that the gentle and kind Ye'er was gone, I communicated with Ye'er, Ye'er said that she didn't know what was going on, anyway, she didn't know which tendon was wrong, she always lost her temper like this without warning, and she felt that her temper was over, and she was very comfortable. You base your happiness on my pain and that of my baby, you know? I'm distressed.

At night, when we close the stall and go home, Ye'er will also lose her temper from time to time, arrogant and unreasonable, at this time, I always run away from home alone, I really want to run away from home, or die。。。。。。 Escape from this world!

It's also strange, no matter what happens to Ye'er, I don't have the idea of divorce, I just want to escape, I want to go out and be quiet and quiet.

Ye'er lost her temper again, I don't want to quarrel with her, if I quarrel with her, Ye'er will only get more and more fierce. I pushed open the door and walked out alone, Ye'er didn't stop me, let me run away from home, let the baby sit on the ground and cry, I really wanted to run away from home, but when I just walked out of the house A few steps, I changed my mind, because no matter how Ye'er lost her temper, no matter how unreasonable Ye'er was, I found that I still loved Ye'er. What's more, I have a baby, I love my baby so much, and the baby is the whole of my life!

I walked around the east-west, north-south path of my house over and over again, wanting to go home, but my heart was unwilling, I didn't want to go home, it was impossible, I only walked around the east-west north-south path of my home over and over again。。。。。。 In the dark night, I was the only one walking over and over again, I thought about Ye'er, I missed the baby even more, and I don't know if Ye'er is in a better mood now, and I don't know if the baby is going to bed now, I just walked over and over again.

There is a grape field not far from the north of the house, a cage of grapes, in the dark night seems so quiet and far-reaching, tired, I am tired, I walked into the vineyard, without any fear, a person into the vineyard, sitting on the ridge of the vineyard, just alone, sitting there quietly, wanting to die, really wanting to die! I want to run away from home, I really want to run away from home! I don't know why Ye'er has such a personality! Such a personality trait is enough to suffocate you; Such personality traits are enough to make you crazy! However, after all, I did not have the determination to die, nor did I have the courage to run away from home, not because I was cowardly, but because I had a baby; It's not that I'm cowardly, but I still love Ye'er.

I'm tired, I don't want to quarrel, the key is that you can't quarrel with her at all, you can't find a reason to quarrel, Ye'er is such a rude tantrum without warning and no reason, what can you do? What can you do? I'm tired, I'm really tired sitting alone in the grape field, but I'm not sleepy, I'm going home, I can't rest assured that the baby is not sleeping, I don't know if the baby has kicked the quilt off, and I don't know if Ye'er misses me at home。。。。。。 However, I know that Ye'er won't miss me, and if she misses me, Ye'er may probably restrain her stinky temper; If she misses me, Ye'er may stop me from leaving the house. However, every time I choose to leave the house because of Ye'er's unprovoked tantrum, Ye'er will not stop me.

You should never expect to change a person, a person's cultivation, kindness, etc. are all in the bones, you can only accept, or stay away!

Late at night, I couldn't rest assured that the baby or the leaves could not be relieved, so I got up from the ditch in the grape field, rubbed my red eyes, and walked in the direction of home. When I got home, Ye'er didn't lock the door at all, and with a gentle push, the door opened. Ye'er has fallen asleep, the baby has also fallen asleep, maybe Ye'er is pretending to be asleep, Ye'er saw me enter the room, opened her eyes and looked at me, and didn't say a word, and then turned around and continued to sleep inside, Ye'er didn't pay attention to me, and wouldn't ask me where I had been for so long.

The baby is sleeping soundly, the little feet have stretched out of the quilt, the baby snores evenly, the tip of the nose is a fine bead of sweat, I helped the baby tuck the quilt, and then wash himself to bed, no matter what, no matter how big the temper of Ye'er, we have never slept in separate beds。。。。。。。

Tomorrow's days will continue。。。。。。