Lesson 30 Don't hurt if you don't love

This week it was my dad who took care of us, my grandma was a bit sick and needed to go for an operation, which was only done yesterday, and then my mom has been there for a week, but it seems that she can't come back yet.

My dad cooked last night...... Scorched...... Yes, even when my grandmother was not there and my mother was not there, they were determined not to let me try to see if I could cook by myself, so the job of cooking was taken on by my father.

In fact, to be honest, it's okay, except for the braised pork that is watered on the ground, everything else is okay, and the chicken wings are coke-scorched and grown

Actually, seriously, the fish she cooked was not bad. I also ate a treasure, but my dad thought I wasn't full, so he went to buy KFC for me to eat, there were a lot of bags in it, and then he paved the way for today's event→_→3

When I woke up this morning with nothing to do, I wandered around my room, and when I went to the window and looked down, I saw a cat lying in the middle of the road. At first I thought he was sleeping, but then I stared at it for a while before I realized it wasn't her head that had blood in it.

At first, I thought he had been hit by a car and died, because I had experience! My dogs are often hit by cars, but I haven't dealt with them. It was my parents who dealt with her.

I just looked at it and then I looked there for a while. There is a kind of person who wants to help him collect the body. heart, but I have been hesitating.

And then I was still there and watched, and no one helped him clean up. Oh, I just kept hesitating and then I asked my friends, and my friend's first reaction was to say you can help it collect the body

It's easy to say, but if someone asks me, my first reaction is this. Then, I told them about the difficulties. First, I wanted to bury it, but we all had concrete and no land. Second, there is blood in him and me, although not a lot, but there is ...... emm…… I'm just a kid......

My classmates said I'd at least move it to the side of the road, because he happened to be lying in the middle of the road. A classmate said that there was no way, let those well-wishers help her clean up, after all, we are not good people......

My answer is that I'm waiting to see if anybody does it, and if not, I'll go. Then I just stood there and watched, and then a tricycle passed by, and he thought he was going to push over, but he stopped there for a while, and then he took a detour.

Then another motorcycle also took a direct detour. Then there was a group of people who also walked around directly, and then there was a person, he walked there, paused there, looked at it for a while, I thought he would clean up, but without her, he hesitated for a while and left.

I think it's like a human test. Then when it was time to eat, I usually had to go down to the first floor at noon to see someone and let my dad sleep upstairs, and then I planned that if no one had cleaned up when I went down, then I would go!

It turned out that there was really no one to clean it up, and then. Yesterday my dad bought KFC gloves, and then there happened to be an empty box of mineral water at my house!

Just do it, I'll let it go. But actually I hesitated for a long time, I went to the first floor and then I went to take a look from afar, and then. He came back again, and he was right next to our house.

I really hesitated for a long time, and then I still. He took a deep breath and walked over, carrying the box.

It's already here, and you can't go back! As a result, when I looked closer, I realized that it wasn't said that it was killed by someone stoning to death! It's not that I don't know who the cat is provoking whom, I still understand the dog, the dog may be more fierce, and roar at people. Chase people's chickens, but the cat recruits whoever provokes whom!

His expression was that his eyes were very tightly closed, and then his mouth was open as if he was screaming, and the whole expression was maintaining an expression that was very painful to be beaten

I glanced at it, and then I couldn't bear to look at it again, and I put on my gloves yes. Moved it to the box, but as soon as I touched his foot, he was whole. It's all stiff

Oh, I know dead things are stiff, that's common sense. But it's really ...... to really feel it. I froze instantly

But I held back...... I put it in the box with a sigh of relief, but I didn't expect it. Her body was stiff and couldn't fit in, and her feet and tail were still exposed, so I put it upside down

I tied a rope in the box so I could carry it, and then I didn't care about it, so I tied him up and carried him away.

I carried her all the way to the junkyard and I felt as if everyone was watching me, as if I had killed the cat! I feel like a murderer!

But even though my heart was pounding. But I still calmly finished the whole process and walked to the garbage dump, I found that there was a homeless man lying there, I was more afraid, but I would give people face, that is, I would not show a very frightened expression, no matter how scared I was, I met them, I was very calm, I didn't look at them, walked past them.

I know that there are good and bad people and sometimes they don't want to, but I seem to have seen that homeless number, and it is a little familiar. It was one time when I was walking down the road with my cousin, and he kept an eye on us. Really staring at our hairy hair, my cousin and I tried not to show it, but when Lai approached, my cousin didn't just spread her legs and screamed and ran, although I was very broken in my heart, but I still calmly walked the whole way......

Then I saw him lying there, and I was still very calm, put the cat down and left.

When I came back, I washed the bloodstain by the way, right next to my house, and my family has a long enough house, so I just washed it. My heart really couldn't calm down for a long time.

Well, I'm still glad that I did, because I thought that if I didn't do it, someone would eventually clean it up, but I must have a sense of regret or uneasiness in my heart, and I felt sorry for him, and even though it wasn't what I was supposed to do, I felt like this was what I was going to do.

Yes, I just feel super good about myself now, I feel like my personality has gone up a lot! *٩(๑´∀`๑)ง*

Really, you can't experience that feeling unless you experience it yourself.

Maybe I'm going to clean up in another way, I'm thinking about my dog. Now I don't have any dogs in my house, even the last one is gone. I don't know where he went, if he was eaten or hit by a car.

I used to think of my dog. It's gone, it's these two reasons, but now I suddenly realize that it seems that there is not only this, is it not that he was stoned to death......

I wonder if they're going to be lying on the road like that cat and no one is cleaning them up.

It's okay not to love animals, but at least don't hurt them! The cat didn't know whose owner it was, and their owner should be very anxious when he found out that the cat hadn't come back...... They probably just thought they had been caught or hit by a car. I wouldn't have thought of such a way to die...... It's okay not to know, so as not to feel uncomfortable.

I hope that all animals can be treated well, and when I grow up, I still want to have dogs, and I want to give them better care.

2018.3.31