Twenty-Nine: The worldview is subverted
I suddenly feel like I've been writing so often lately, and there's too much to do...... It's not ...... This week...... Something happened that changed my imagination
This week, the teacher rearranged the seats, I was separated from my original tablemate, and we sat for a long time, you said it was a coincidence, my table was the one I praised her for "dedication standards" before, you said it was a coincidence, our mother used to be a classmate, you said it was a coincidence, we were originally sitting on the left and the right of the classroom, and we couldn't hit the eight poles, but we finally ran into each other
We've been together since the first few weeks of last semester, and we've been in the same class since the second year of junior high school, but we didn't talk much, and I can't remember the scene we just got together, and I had a deep relationship vaguely, I died in front of her every day, and she slapped me every day [laughing and crying]
She's staying out.,I want to just talk to her.,But I don't need anything.,I won't be hungry every morning.,The goods are all to take breakfast to the classroom to eat.,It's all buns.,Bread.,Cakes or something.,I can rub it.,The school news can't be used to let her go back and talk to my mother.,My main contribution is to bring candy when I come to the classroom~.
At least two packs a day, but our teeth are still very strong, and like this day after day, they can't be separated
But I didn't expect it to be separated, in fact, we can also go and talk to the teacher about the transfer, but considering others, it is the same table that was originally arranged for us to disagree, so forget it, accept it, people have joys and sorrows
I didn't expect it!! We think so much about others, they actually treat me like this!! @%##$!
I resigned myself to sitting down where I had been assigned, and suddenly a girl came up to me and said, "I'm going to sit here," and I called her Kim
That girl is my current tablemate's ex-tablemate, and it seems that they don't want to be separated, and they also have a strong relationship
Although her tone made me unhappy, I still had adult beauty, and I asked where she was placed...... In the front row, and on the side of the door, that is, when watching the projection, it is forward and biased, and the eyes are very tired
"It's hard to see there," I refused, but I hesitated
I was thankful to Kim for taking my hesitation out of it, and she said, "Then I can see, aren't you very good eyesight!" ”
Depend on! I have good eyesight, so I'm going to give my eyes a bad look! You can't see what I'm talking about! I'm going to blame you for your bad life! Hehe! Want to change? Don't think about it! Look at me, I can't kill you!
"No change! Don't want to change! "I'll leave after that, I'm afraid I'll be forced to explode
After eating or something, I came to the classroom, and when I saw that the books were still there, I just removed them and put my books there to do my homework
That goods, in the same class as my second year of junior high school, short, with good grades, but obviously the quality is not good, not only from this incident, I am in the same group as her cleaning, go to school and step on the bell, do not sweep in the morning, sometimes come a little early, I let her sweep before sweeping, and then how to sweep it, like a dog following me, I go wherever I go, shaking with a broom, I let her go somewhere else, I felt speechless at the time
Then stand guard, that is, go to the corridor to stand, do not let others mess with the garbage, and two people have to stand after each class, usually me and Juan stand, and the other two men take turns to stand
Once I wanted to go to the bathroom, I asked Kim to stand down...... As a result, she said, "I've already stood "once" last time! "PS: Stand at least 6 times a day
Take out the trash...... Never poured ......
Then my current table mate also came, I told her that I could let Kim's table mate do it with me, in fact, I still like Kim's table mate, one, she is a good friend of Yi [my predecessor's table], we usually play together, we are more familiar, two, she has good grades
My current tablemate "Shuang" also thought it was good, so I went to talk to her, but unfortunately she refused, and the classmates sitting next to her also objected
Shuang came back helplessly, and then they came to force me again, I resolutely refused, not me! It's useful! If you don't sit together, you won't die! It's too dependent on each other!
After the evening reading class, Jin came again, and she said to me, "I have already told the teacher that I am going to do it with Shuang, and the teacher agreed!" ”
It's true! I really don't know how to describe her expression! I really couldn't help but beat her expression, my hands were half raised together, and I almost couldn't hold back at that moment
It's almost a "Humph!" I've already told my teacher! If you don't move, you'll have to move it for me! See what you do! ”
I was really angry at that time, you know!
I also got ruthless and said, "Huh! So what! I have the right to refuse! Go to the teacher whenever you have something, it seems that your mind is the same height as you are still stuck in elementary school! ”
Then she stopped talking and went away again...... I'm going to tell the teacher...... Hehe, maybe this trick was useful to me in the past, put the teacher that day, I don't dare to go back, but I'm sorry, it's different now, I still respect, but I won't be afraid
The teacher didn't come to me either, which was to be expected
After that, we froze, and then another female classmate asked Kim what was wrong, and she said, and then the woman said very inexplicably, "Why don't you want to change!" Her inexplicability was not meant by questioning
For example, if someone gives you something and you don't want it, he will ask why you don't want it inexplicably, but his inexplicable point is: Why don't you want such a good thing! What a weirdo
I think it's inexplicable! I suddenly felt lost! The place that the teacher arranged for me! I have the right to decide! I have the right to decide whether I want to trade with someone else or not! Why should I agree to other people's requests? What's wrong with me! Why should I put a good position and not sit down! Just because I have good eyesight? So if I have money, I have to donate, right, or it's my fault? How does it seem like it's my fault! You've got a hole in your brains! Just because they want to do it together? Sorry, I'm not that great!
Then the woman said, "Behind xx, others can't sit if they want to" xx is the scum I said before, that's right! They got better again, why did they say that he was a scumbag, not because he just broke up and went to find something else, but because after he broke up again, he came back to the woman and said that he went to find another girl because the girl looked like her, and just used her as a substitute............ It's scumbag, okay?
I'm sorry, you're just a treasure, I treat him as, it's disgusting to see! Now I'm going to put you in the same kind!
After that, Kim came to bother me again! I can't help it! directly said, "You have the ability to call you to the same table to sit with me!" Why do you keep targeting me! How! When you see a lot of people, you can't bully me, do you come to force me! If I don't break out, you'll treat me as a soft persimmon! I've put up with you for a long time! Blind or deaf or retarded! Say no change! Do you understand? Trouble me, believe it or not, I've lifted all your things! ”
Afterwards...... There is no after
It's true! People, sometimes it's really tough to not be bullied, and I think I'm getting better and better! In the past, if you encountered this thing, you must have found a friend, no matter what, although I was half angry in my heart, but I just held it back, and spoke in a good voice
She finally accepted the reality, and then my ex tablemate came to ask me, because I was yelling a little louder just now, and most people heard it, and the moment they saw her...... I really burst into tears, that is, I was alone before, and I suddenly felt very aggrieved, as if I saw my relatives at once
Fortunately, the class bell rang very coincidentally, so she had no time to ask more and had to leave, and I quickly calmed down
I'm not used to being separated from her, I try not to go to her, because it will be more uncomfortable when I go, although it is said to be in a classroom, but it is the kind that is obviously very close and far away to make people uncomfortable
I can also go and ask if I can change the next position, and I will say it! These two things are different in nature! I will ask very politely, if others do not agree I will not force others, respect others, and my position is a good position
And that one was unceremoniously, as if she said that I must change, it is what I should do, and it is reasonable that I will not change it and force me
But I held back and didn't go, I felt that this was an opportunity to train myself, and to hone and temper quickly, just like the world is too big to be trapped in one place
I'm also very uncomfortable, but I forced myself to adapt, we changed on Tuesday, and now I'm almost adapted, I think I'm at the same table as well, she will dig into the root of the problem when she encounters problems, and Yi will not not, in short, there are many more
The only thing is ............ We're all English scumbags! [laughing and crying] is all one question and three don't know...... Alright, alright! I hope I can make an appointment with my new table mates!
There may be doubts, I have a falling out with Kim like that, am I not embarrassed with her? Actually, she wanted to sit with Kim too, but she didn't force me, but she didn't stop Kim
At that time, she was also next to me when I met Jin, and then it happened to be the third self-study class, I was still angry, along with her, and then she took the initiative to talk to me, of course I didn't want to make too much trouble, so I went back, and then I was not angry
Alright, okay, that's it! The one that looked at my draft box has to be pushed, and I wonder if anything will happen this week...... Let's hope that's a good thing!! Tired (•̩̩̩̩_•̩̩̩̩)
2018.3.24