Chapter 186 What else deceives me?

Gu Ruxi's requirements for her mother really shouldn't be replaced, because her mother has a lot of concerns about this matter, but this matter really can't be solved because it becomes like this.

If you follow this, wouldn't it be a lot of sorrow that you can't accomplish, so how can you reach this agreement?

The one that should come will come automatically, and the one that should have passed will naturally pass, so why bother with more details, because after all, these things are facing frankness, many things are not necessarily solved by themselves, and some things must be completed by everyone working together, why do you need to treat this thing as a very simple thing, you must treat it as an ostrich, and hope to have those past events?

How can those past events be forgotten if you want to, this kind of thing, never with a retreat of memory, these things will always become a part of yourself, so when this kind of thing appears, it is better to face him than to forget, because one day when he explodes, you will be caught off guard.

So.

Gu Ruxi has always insisted on the mentality of facing one by one, she hopes that even if this thing is a very huge wound, he is willing to face this unpredictable result frankly.

For this matter, she felt that nothing could be predicted, and he hoped that the process could get a final certainty, and there would not be any unforeseen things at all, and it would be better to hope that this thing would be completed according to the entire area.

He finally slid down his tears, and he couldn't control it anymore, seeing his mother, he felt that this thing was so difficult to break through?

"Mother, is this matter very difficult for you, if you have been unable to face him, is it difficult for us as daughters to really help you, I don't believe that the fish can do evil, I don't believe that he has what kind of power to suppress our mother and daughter in all aspects, isn't these 10 years enough? These 10 years are enough, we can't accept her such a mercy during this time, mother, we must be brave, we must get rid of her, we must get rid of her, you believe me, I have this ability, I have grown up now, you must listen to me, okay? Mother can do this......"

Gu's mother was stunned for a while, looking at Gu Ruxi, I don't know where to start with a thousand words outside in my heart, how can I say this thing? How does this daughter understand this matter, do you have to tell her about this matter back then?

Teacher Chen Chen, who has been doing this for so many years, was suddenly revealed, Gu's mother was very painful in her heart, and she didn't know how to tell Gu Ruxi that these things had happened, could it be that if this matter was to suffer one more person, it would be good to suffer her alone, why would it affect her daughter.

Parents hope that their daughter is happy and happy, she doesn't want her daughter to be too involved in this matter in the previous life's grievances, this kind of grievances and grievances are too cruel for her daughter, she doesn't want this, she hopes that her daughter will simply live a happy life she wants to live in this life, this is the best, why involve so much trouble?

That's the case, then my life is really too cruel, I have been hiding in the hospital for so many years in the past 10 years, do I still have to face it, isn't the punishment of these 10 years enough?

But Aunt Xue didn't seem to let herself go.

Aunt Xue has been entangled with herself in this matter, and has been discussing this matter too much, no matter what kind of problems she encounters, once there is any trouble, Aunt Xue will immediately throw out all this matter, does she have to fight with herself to the end on this issue?

What to do, how to deal with it?

Gu's mother looked out of the window with confused and helpless eyes at this time, he didn't know what to do at this time for so many years, and indeed 10 years was not a cloud of soot and smoke.

How many years have you really slept in a serious, serious, and down-to-earth way? No, really, no, for so many years I have been in a state of complete panic, every day in a very frightened state waiting for the dawn to come.

Think about how many days, how many days, how many moons, how many dawns and darkness there are in these 10 years.

According to this calculation method, if a normal person calculates, it will be enough to collapse, and for Gu's mother, she has really reached the verge of collapse.

She tried to avoid the storm in this way, but she couldn't dodge it, because she always played an important role in the story, how could someone else easily let you hide from a starry sky.

That's it, since this is the case, people don't want to let go at all, people don't want to have so many things that make you happy, since that's the case, then what else can you do?

Gu's mother is falling into this deep parasitism.

At this time.

Gu Ruxi couldn't help it anymore, she couldn't stand these indifference, she couldn't stand these terrible processes, she couldn't help but ask her mother for the first time.

"Mother, do you know that a few days ago, I may have really been killed by Aunt Xue, I really can't see you anymore, I may never call you Mother by your side, you know? Do you know what I experienced that day? It's something I'll never forget......"

Gu Ruxi said this to her mother with this kind of unspeakable complaint, and every word and word was ruthlessly whipped on Gu's mother's heart.

It's too painful and sad, isn't my mother indifferent to this? Think you're joking here?

Gu's mother finally came back to her senses in a daze, and looked at her daughter with a pair of very pale eyes, she knew that if she didn't say it at this time, there might really be no way out.

What else can I do? It's a secret, and it's going to be forever......

Gu's mother stretched out her hands and finally hugged her daughter tightly in her arms, there were many places in her arms for so many years, but this time the hug, this feeling seemed to be lost, this is an indescribable sense of hard work and heartbreak.

"Xixi, my precious daughter, my mother knows that you have been wronged, but aren't you alive now? It's better to be alive than anything else, you know? There's nothing more important than this loss of life, trust me......"

Gu's mother is still doing a powerless side, or a powerless struggle, she hopes that her daughter can understand and understand her hardships.

Gu Ruxi couldn't help but feel an irresolvable disappointment in her heart at this time.

Looking at his mother with a very pitiful eye, his heart was completely painful to the extreme.

trembling slightly, he finally couldn't help but speak.

"Mother told me, is it true? My father Gu Youyan never loved me, he didn't get close to me since he was a child, is what they said true......"

She couldn't control the tears in her eyes anymore.

Because.

Gu Ruxi can't tell the truth, even if she says it, it's really too cruel and direct for her, the mood she can't control at all, is all this true?

"Mother, is it true that what they say is true, and I am not his biological child, am I? Isn't that the case, so he went again and again, he wouldn't like me at all, he sent me out of the country far away, and he asked me to marry a so-called fool at all, isn't it the only way he thinks it's enough, he's not my father, only my father won't do such a thing, right? If it was a father, how could he go and whip his own daughter?! ”

Gu Ruxi is completely in a very crazy kind of heartbreaking.

"Yes, I know, my father never loved me, he never hugged me since I was a child, when I was very young, I really didn't feel my father's warmth, at that time I thought that my father didn't like me at all, it was just because you couldn't get my father's like, so I tried my best again and again to please my father, I wanted to prove my excellence, but I found that even if I was excellent, I got the best grades in school, and I couldn't compare to Gu Rumeng......"

"Gu Rumeng, no matter what he does, even if it is to throw away an antique and a ceramic, this thing is the most important thing, if my father really loves me, how can he even be harsh on me with a purple teacup......"

Gu Ruxi said as she left her mother's arms, and retreated backwards towards the wall, the more she retreated, the more she seemed to be able to say that she had fallen to the root of the wall, she was holding herself tightly with both hands at this time, feeling that she was completely helpless a little bird.

"Right? None of this is real, is it? But these are all true, tell me which is true, I have lived for so many years, otherwise how could I be sent abroad alone so easily, I am so young and I am not familiar with the place of life, I don't know how to live at all, I am lonely, I am sad, I am homesick, but I can't go home easily, because we have the right to not get any call from my father and I am not allowed to go home......"

"Mother, you know what? How have I lived abroad for so many years? They called me for living expenses that were not enough at all, I was desperately trying to earn money, I worked in addition to studying every day in these jobs, I still worked part-time, I haven't washed dishes, I still have to go to the supermarket to carry things, have you ever thought about this? Have you ever thought that I am the eldest lady of the Gu family? No, I probably don't even deserve to have Miss Gu's maids......"

Gu Ruxi was crying and desperately talking about these things, it was completely out of control, and she completely felt that the whole world had collapsed.

For so many years, I have imagined a state, but it is really a castle in the air, it is really a mirage, and it looks like its glamorous appearance, but in fact it is just a character of Cinderella.

Yes, not Cinderella Cinderella, at least she has her own father.

By the way, she should be a match seller, she should be shivering in the cold, knocking on a weak match.

Die alone in the cold wind.

Gu Ruxi looked at her mother and wanted to know the answer, these things had been hidden in her heart for too long, too long.

Finally, like a volcanic eruption, it was out of control.

Holding his head and squatting helplessly on the ground, crying silently.

……

Gu's mother stood up, not believing that her daughter would explain to him the pain she had experienced for so many years in such a way, she never expected that her daughter's life abroad was really not as glamorous as she imagined, and this kind of life was completely accepted as a poorer life than normal people.

What the hell is going on, is it possible that my daughter has lived in such a sad state since she was a child? Oh my God, I have given her no warmth in the past 10 years.

Gu's mother shed tears of pain.

More of her, but more of a shock to him!

Gu Mu: "Who told you these messy things, these things are all fake, none of them are real, who told you these things, do you really think so!" ”

Gu Ruxi was completely disappointed at this time, at this time, her mother still didn't tell her a true word, and she was still avoiding this matter, could it be that what she said was not direct enough to understand?

Gu Ruxi raised her head and looked at her mother, and said lightly.

"It's Aunt Xue, Aunt Xue told me everything, do you want to know why? It was when I was kidnapped that day, when my life was lost relatively quickly, and I no longer had any courage to live in life, and she told me all this, and he told me, yes! She told me ......"

Gu's mother looked at her daughter in a daze, and then immediately asked nervously.

"What else does she say, what else does she say, tell me everything, I need to know!"

Gu Ruxi looked at her mother's anxious look, and knew that she must be free, many things are hidden from you, could it be that all your guesses should have been confirmed in all of her mother's expressions.

"What else can be hidden from me, and for how long? Don't you think I should have such a right to know? Am I really at your mercy? ”

Gu Ruxi was a little detached, and she couldn't understand her mother at all, and there was only a strange human fable that she explored with her mother for the first time.