Chapter 187: Please don't push me again

This time.

Seeing her daughter's loneliness, Gu's mother lowered her head helplessly, and carefully looked at her daughter with a pleading eye.

A whispered pleading.

"Xixi, for so many years, I know that I have never fulfilled the responsibility that I should have as a mother, and my mother has not been worthy of you at all for so many years, and I know that it is all my fault. I caused everything, but you have to know that this is not really what I want to do......"

"How much my mother wants to grow up happily with you when I was a child, and I want to accompany you to have a happy childhood in the process, whenever Children's Day comes, doesn't my mother want you to go to the amusement park to play happily with the merry-go-round?"

"I don't ask for your forgiveness, and I'm not disappointed to get your forgiveness, but I tell you that my mother is in trouble, my mother is in trouble, Sun Wukong, I don't know how to tell you, when you grow bigger one day, when this thing will be more mature, does your mother really beg you again?"

"You know how much this thing hurts you, don't I know to pity my daughter? I know that tiger poison does not eat children. But in fact, this matter is too important, can we compromise a little bit on this matter, can we no longer pursue it? ”

"Xixi, you can say that I am very cold, you can say that I am ruthless Yes, I admit that I am ruthless and ruthless, I have been in the hospital for 10 years, so with these 10 years of youth, I will do a very good request to you, can you just forget this matter, is it okay? Just beg you, don't go on with this, okay? If you continue, I really don't know if there is any way back, just beg your mother, ruthless has never begged you, can you promise me? ”

Gu's mother desperately used all the ways of pleading to explain these things to her.

Gu's mother seemed to have aged a lot all of a sudden, she was sitting on the sofa decadently at this time, looking out of the window with confused and helpless eyes, she didn't even know what she was thinking, she was just muttering to herself.

How helpless, how lonely, Gu Ruxi couldn't help but open her eyes, she didn't want to see her mother in such a situation at all, but she really didn't know why her mother compromised again and again to endure and be afraid.

Gu Ruxi looked at his mother like this, he really felt that all these worlds were too ridiculous, why did this world become such a problem? Obviously, the other party has made a huge mistake, why should he forgive the other party, even if the other party has grabbed his own handle, do you have to sacrifice the happiness of her daughter again and again to fulfill this person?

Gu Ruxi felt that the world was really chaotic at this time.

The world order has been disorganized, and the so-called values and so-called ethics have completely gone out of their original order.

I want to laugh out loud and get drunk.

Is this my dear mother? Is this the mother who really gave birth to herself?

Why is her life so ridiculous, why is it so tragic, how is it so worthless.

She even had the illusion of who she really was. Where did you come from?

Whether she is their biological daughter or not, and even suspects that she is not even her own biological mother.

Gu Ruxi said softly.

I feel that I can't be loved.

"And then in the future, if someone abuses me again, if he kidnaps me again, even threatens me, or even kills me, do you still have to pray for her forgiveness as you do now, pray for me to forgive her again and again, pray for her to hurt me again and again, and even use her way to carry out the most cruel destruction of my life, do you have to feel relieved!"

"Do you think that my life is not worth anything at all, I am just a superfluous individual who exists, my life is just like weeds outside, you can toss it, you think I am not worthy of your love at all, right? So, you think I'm just a kind of trump card in your hand, don't you? Do you think so, and if you do, I really think so! ”

Gu Ruxi slid down directly in the direction of the wall.

"Why can you be so selfish, and why do you have to treat me in a selfish way?"

looked at his mother coldly.

"I'm not worth a penny in your minds, I'm just arguing with my daughter, then let me ask Xiao Liu, Qiao Lin has taken care of you for so many years, he has taken care of you seriously for so many years, he takes care of you as a half of his mother, and he has now become a vegetative person, do you think you have to forgive him for this matter, and forgive who did all this to him!"

"Tell you, Qiao Lin is lying in the hospital now, he is now in a vegetative state, he doesn't understand what has changed in this world at all, maybe he will never wake up again, he will never see this brilliant world in front of him again, in his world has become a black piece, but he is not dead, he endures this cold world in silence!"

"You can be ruthless, you can be so indifferent that you turn a blind eye to other people's lives, but I can't do it, I can't do it, I really can't do it, if it wasn't for Qiao Lin who rescued me this time, how could I have been standing in front of you from here, he is being tortured now, I don't think I should rescue him? Am I a brute? I'm not a brute, so I'm going to rescue him no matter what, because the culprit of this person is Aunt Xue! ”

"Do you think you should ask with your inner conscience, should I let Aunt Xue go? Can I let her go? ”

"Well, he's breaking the law, do you want to condone him in sinning? No, I really can't do it, mother, I really can't do it, I beg you not to force me like this, okay? ”

Looking at her mother with a very painful look, she knew that she was already begging her mother, hoping that her mother would come to her senses in this regard, could it be that the whole world of these things was so simply smoothed out?

There was a line of tears in his eyes, and he closed his tears helplessly, really unwilling to confront his mother like this.

"Let me compromise, you guys are so selfish......"

After Gu Ruxi broke out, he sat on the wall weakly.

At this time, the room was silent, no one was lying, the mother and daughter had their own thoughts, and they both had their own sources of pain.

What can you say at this time? I can't say anything.

Perhaps everything that is said is superfluous.

But at this time.

Gu Muran stood up from the sofa lightly and took a few steps with some difficulty.

Step by step.

Staggered.

Facing Gu Ruxi.

Kneel straight down......

Gu Ruxi's brain was blank, she couldn't believe that her mother would do this, she couldn't react at all, it was all too sudden.

At this time, Gu Mu had already said tremblingly.

"Xixi, I have done one thing in my life, I feel very, very guilty, I want to make up for it, I really want to see him, Xixi, please promise your mother, okay? It's really not a pity to die in my life, I know that I've lived a very poor life in this life, and it's very thick, and there is no way to live it, and you know that my mother's time in this world is really running out, it's really not much...... Mother can now kneel down and beg you, I hope to spare Aunt Xue because I need her help......"

Gu's mother knelt on the ground with tears on her face, she was completely helpless and miserable, and her whole body was completely like a very humble figure, paralyzed on the ground.

It can be seen that she is completely on the verge of a kind of collapse, and the collapse has reached the extreme of home.

"Mother, please, really don't worry about Aunt Xue anymore, please let him go, okay?"

Gu Ruxi quickly stood up at this time.

quickly ran up and hugged his mother, and the two finally cried vigorously in tears.

Is this harder than everything? The mother had already knelt down and begged herself, she had already knelt down, and she had broken her entire spine.

Is there no way to think about what happened to the story since he was a child he felt that his mother was very proud and very reserved, so he didn't expect his mother to behave like this, and recently you have completely exceeded your personal imagination.

It was she who didn't know how to answer her mother, she didn't know how to face her, and when she lifted her up from the ground, she helped her to the couch to rest.

At this time, she could no longer control a nervous panic in her heart and ran away.

Leaving her mother alone in the ward.

It's happening so fast, it's all out of reach.

Gu Ruxi's words in his head were all his mother's pleas for him, and the world had really changed in black and white.

When she staggered out of the door, Miyaji was waiting for her at the door, and she was a little surprised to see her expression, which was completely like seeing a ghost.

Gong Er quickly helped him up, looking at him as completely crazy, unkempt, of course, he didn't know what was happening inside and thought it was just a kind of quarrel between mother and daughter in his imagination, but he didn't expect an earth-shattering change to happen in an hour just now.

"Ran in for an hour, and now I have changed my appearance and come out, how did I become unkempt like a ghost, did something happen just now? Are you so miserable that you are now like this? ”

Gu Ruxi was very helpless, quickly entered his car, and spoke to him directly and weakly.

"It's to take me out of here, it's good anywhere, I don't need to leave here, I don't want to stay here, drive quickly!"

Seeing her like this, Gong Er knew that the state should be worse than he imagined, maybe they had reached some kind of agreement in it, or that the whole thing had reached a reversal, and it was impossible to be like this.

Gong Er couldn't help but ask with annoyance: "What happened when he said it, did he wait for things to change again?" I don't believe you can endure these things, what is going on, tell me directly! ”

Gu Ruoxi replied to him coldly.

"I don't need you to meddle in this matter, I don't need you to meddle in this matter anymore...... Please don't push me again, don't push me again, okay? I'm crazy, I'm going crazy......"

Gong Er looked at her in surprise.

"You won't tell me, you let Aunt Xue go, right?!"

Gu Ruxi covered her head with her hands and kept shaking her head.

"Don't push me ...... again"