Hint: This article is depressing...... Caution ......

During the New Year, my brother asked me if I had 300 yuan, he wanted to buy a mobile phone, if I gave him 300, then give me his current mobile phone, I was hesitating

My parents said that I would buy a new one during the summer vacation, and my brother's one was not bad, I wanted to use my brother's directly, so as not to spend money again, but after thinking about it, I have been using other people's leftover mobile phones since I was a child, the first one, PHS, my mother used the leftovers, the second one, my father used it for my brother, my brother used it for me, and used the leftovers...... The third part, which was sent with phone bills, is now this one, and the rest of my brother is not more than eight hundred

I'm a little unbalanced inside, in fact, the phone is the same brand for me, I don't care, as long as it can be used

I thought about it for a week, and this week my brother asked me again, and I refused again, and he finally bought it, two thousand, which is the kind that specializes in playing games, and I also knew, so I told my mother

My mom said she didn't object, and said he was so good...... When she knew that the mobile phone was 2,000 yuan, she just wondered if she had been deceived

It's nothing sour, people bought it with a thousand and a half scholarship and five hundred New Year's money, and people have the ability

In the evening, my brother confessed that he bought a mobile phone, but his parents didn't react much, and said that he bought it with his own money, and then pulled up his grades, saying that I was going to take the high school entrance examination, and I don't know if I can get a scholarship back............ I thought I was nothing worse than him except studying...... Some things really aren't something you can do if you want to......

Mom asked him to give me his phone, and my mom laughed and said that I had always used the broken phone used by others, and it turned out that she knew it...... My brother said I wouldn't want it

I didn't say I didn't want that phone from beginning to end, and at the moment I don't understand whether he is for it or me, or if he doesn't want to give it? Or do you want my parents to buy me a new one? I really can't guess

Then my mom came and asked me if I said I didn't want it, and I didn't speak, and I didn't want to say anything or ...... I don't want to talk to them anymore, I don't want to explain anything, love thinks what she wants

Well, my mother took it as my acquiescence, and she told me that my brother's mobile phone is actually quite good, and it costs money to buy it again, and now you don't use this mobile phone, and now our family ............

Heh, I'm talking to me about crying at home again, but it seems to work, and I feel a deep sense of guilt for every penny I spend

The living expenses of going to school, she doesn't take the initiative to give, and I won't ask for it, the material fee, I can't open my mouth, the money left over every week and the New Year's money, go out with friends, try to avoid it, what I want, just think about it, I save money to buy it myself

Brother, four hundred every Wednesday, as long as he speaks, the card is swiped casually, and what he wants is said directly, and it will be realized anyway

Ah! I accidentally took everything seriously.,Fortunately, there is a fact that woke me up*٩(๑ ́∀'๑)ง* almost forgot what kind of people they are, and their talk is always just talk!

I have been deceived too much before, and my promises to them are all laughed at, in fact, it is indeed just talking, and it has only been a while, so I forgot about it and was disappointed! Have a long memory! This slap is enough to be engraved in my heart! Don't be stupid in the future!

Too sensible seems to ...... It's tiring...... But I can't change it...... Anyway, it's not once or twice, there will be a limit, so for a long time I refused to communicate with them, and when I saw them, I couldn't suppress them

Ah! Speaking of which, I forgot that I suffered a lot like this! Usually they are good mothers! I'm so inexplicable that I will see me as an unfilial daughter in the eyes of outsiders!

Oh, sure enough, when the days are comfortable, my heart is fragile, I have cried for so long for a little thing, and I can become a rabbit eye while crying! Pretty good

There is no anger, only sorrow......

I don't know what the hell I'm sour...... Maybe it's the long-awaited expectation, which turns into a bubble, or maybe it's the sadness of the difference between the two...... Or is it ...... Deceived again...... I'm still stupidly expecting it

2018.3.17