I hid behind the palace gate and watched her carriage drift away, and felt my eyes warm.

She is Helan Jiuli, the saint daughter of Liangzhou, and the concubine of her father, but in my heart, she will always be the Jiu'er who will be scared by me and cry and call me Brother Qi Hao behind me all day long.

Ever since she woke up, she was a stranger to me, often confronting me and arguing with me over that nemesis. I couldn't yell at her, why didn't she know me when she woke up, she could forget me, and go close to that nemesis, I was unwilling.

Although he was mean in his mouth, he said that he would ignore her anymore, but he couldn't help but get close to her in his heart, wanting to be good to her, and he didn't know whether to make up for his mistakes or something else.

Jiu'er doesn't like to drink milk tea, and I don't think anyone knows about it except me. When she went to the queen mother for the first time, I was in the morning class in the imperial study, and I heard Xiao Guizi say that she went to the Yilan Palace, afraid that she would be embarrassed by the queen mother, so I hurried to skip class and rushed over, she was a little surprised to see me, but the queen mother was surprised when she saw me.

After all, I only came to say hello before the morning class, but I still saluted properly. The queen mother's palace has always liked to use the horse ** as morning tea, seeing that she was holding the cup of horse ** difficult to swallow, I blurted out, "Concubine An, let's change, exchange my pomelo tea for yours, okay?" Without waiting for her to answer, she asked the palace maid to replace her.

The queen mother was a little displeased and blamed me, but I didn't care. Seeing that she was about to leave, I also hurriedly retired, and ran to the imperial study when I got out of the palace gate, and sneaked away today, for fear that I would be punished.

Sure enough, as soon as I entered the imperial study with my front foot, I saw my father sitting there, and hurriedly stepped forward to ask for peace.

After the Yilan Hall was separated, I didn't see her come to me, and I didn't ask someone to greet me, didn't she know about my punishment? I complained for a long time, but I still went to her with a thick face, and as soon as I walked into the Yilan Palace, I smelled a strange fragrance, and followed the taste, only to see her and the nemesis talking and laughing in shabu-shabu.

When she saw me coming, she invited me to join her, and wondered how she could do such a strange thing, and she actually asked me if I had given the nemesis a birthday gift. She has been here for a short time, so naturally she doesn't know that that day is the sacrifice day of Concubine Hua, and her father loves Concubine Hua so much, who dares to congratulate him.

Later, that nemesis was actually crowned the prince, I felt uncomfortable, I went to her every day, she finally stopped treating me coldly, always quietly made a cup of tea, sat next to me embroidery, and read books. There were no words of comfort, but they were sufficient.

At that moment, I suddenly saw the scene of my father and mother Qin Se and Ming, raising their eyebrows, and I and her now, will it be like this in the future.

Jiu'er always doesn't have me in her heart, she says again and again that we are friends, but she always rejects me outside her heart, I don't know Ziqing's nemesis, how she treats her, I always feel that Jiu'er treats him better than me.

On my birthday, instead of making me a hot pot, she gave me a purse. It's funny to look at the crappy needlework, but this is a gift from Jiu'er, and I wear it around my waist every day. The queen mother always blames me when she sees it, saying that if she likes purses, she will let those girls in the palace sew me a delicate one, such an ugly purse is still on her every day, and she is not afraid of being laughed at.

obviously wanted to be good to her, but she couldn't open her mouth, just like she helped her teach Concubine Xia a lesson that day, and she still pretended to be cold and said to her, "Don't be sentimental." ”

Time passed day by day, we are all growing, when I was fifteen years old, my father made me the king of the south, gave me a mansion, I moved out of the palace with that group of minions, that year, she was only eleven years old, and teased me that I had set up my own door so early. But how did she know that there was a moment when I wanted to take her with me, just like when I was a child.

But now I don't have the courage to be afraid of heaven and earth when I was a child, her bloody face has been lingering in my mind, I no longer have the courage to fight, and I no longer have the courage to say those words. I'm not qualified, she's a concubine, I'm a prince, and we're separated by a long river that can't be crossed after all.

Later, she really lived up to expectations and grew into a beauty, I knew she was beautiful since I was a child, but I didn't want her to be so coquettish, a smile and a smile have entered people's hearts, although in those years the father and the emperor were also concubines every year, but no one can compare with her, but she always lives in a simple place, but few people have seen it, but it is rumored in the palace that Yilan Hall lives a fairy-like mother, just like Lord Chu Mo back then, who is legendary.

She never cares, and she won't be happy because of these words, she always has a faint expression when she grows up, her joy and anger are invisible, and her smile can't enter her eyes, such a she, it makes me feel distressed, but I can't do anything to help her change anything, and I don't know what she wants.

I have fewer and fewer opportunities to see her, so I can only send those delicious and fun things into the palace, the palace is in the suburbs of the city, thinking that she must have never seen folk things, so she often sends people to buy them to give her.

Once she said that she liked ceramic dolls, sent someone to find them, and found all the grizzled dolls, and she remembered that she liked it, so she drew a pattern and let the housekeeper take it to the official kiln to burn, all of which were porcelain white dolls, and they all moved her into the palace.

In the Xuanzheng Palace, she interceded for me, and she accompanied me when she was frustrated, but I knew that Jiu'er only had that nemesis in her heart. Otherwise, she wouldn't have been a matchmaker for me.

Sang Ma is a good girl and a capable girl, it can be seen from her life and daily life that she serves Jiu'er, and it is not impossible to accept her as a concubine, after all, she is a woman in the palace, and it is still more expensive than the women of ordinary people's families. If someone else said it, I might have allowed it, but she couldn't, how could she push me out.

Losing her temper without saying anything, she spoke coldly to her, she saw Sang Ma running out, and she was angry at me again, how did she know that I had always had her in my heart.

From the first moment I saw her, it was only her.

Now, the carriage carrying Jiu'er is far away from this palace, away from me, away from these disputes, and wants to return to Liangzhou. If I had agreed to my father's dispatch of troops, wouldn't she have to clean up this mess for me?

Jiu'er, don't worry, when you come back next time, everything will be different, what about the prince, what belongs to me, I will get it back after all, the prince, the throne, and you, I will not give up any of them.