I still remember that when I first saw Jiu'er, she hid behind a grandmother, and heard the big palace maid who was traveling with her say that it was her nurse.

This girl is always submissive, looking at the people around her timidly, which makes people feel pity in their hearts.

I didn't know that she was the saint of Liangzhou, but she was the daughter of the king of the county, until she said that her surname was Helan, and I didn't know that she was from Liangzhou. She has a nice name, called Jiuli, but she doesn't like it, saying that the name sounds sad, so let's call her Jiu'er.

Because of her young age, my brother and I often went to play with her, and we were naturally happy to have a child of the same age in the palace. At that time, we didn't know that she was the future concubine and the woman of her father.

The royal brother always likes to tease her, scare her, and catching a little caterpillar can also scare her into crying.

I never knew that a girl could have so many tears, her tears were like a faucet, and she cried until the end of her voice was hoarse, and no one would listen to her.

Her nurse, the grandmother surnamed Luo, doesn't like Jiu'er to play with us, saying that her identity is different, every time she is sent back to Yilan Palace, Mama Luo will always glared at the royal brother viciously and said, the princess is weak and sick, please don't take the princess out to play in the future.

Jiu'er doesn't listen, even if she is scared by us to cry this time, next time she will sneak out to play with us, fly kites with us, and steal snacks from the imperial dining room, she always likes to chase the royal brother, but I always follow her, help her wipe her sweat, and help her get pastries.

Follow her like a little minion, but I like it, I like her satisfied face when she eats snacks, I like her crooked eyes when she laughs, I like her soft saying Ziqing, you eat too, I just feel that when she is quiet, my whole world is bright.

Later, my father decreed that the wedding ceremony was set and I chose a day to marry her, I was shocked when I heard it, and I asked my close grandmother to know that she was a saint, and she must marry her father.

Such a lovely Jiu'er, she is just a child, how can she marry someone as majestic as her father, at that moment, I hate my father a little.

I don't hate being isolated in the palace since I was a child, I don't hate being scolded by my father, I don't hate being treated differently from my brother, and I don't hate spending my birthday alone, because I know that my father loves my mother, and listening to those rumors in the palace, I know that although I have complained, I don't hate.

But now, I hate him a little, I hate him for forgetting his mother, I hate him for not letting go of such a young child, and I hate him for snatching Jiu'er.

I can't do anything, I'm just a child, I can only run to Yilan Hall all day long, look at her, accompany her, but I don't dare to tell her that she is younger than me and doesn't know what it means to be married. Only by making her happy can my heart feel better.

The royal brother is much braver than me, he took Jiu'er to the horse farm secretly, he said to take her away, I watched them riding on the horse from a distance, for a moment, I hoped that person was me, but I didn't dare, the royal brother made a mistake and the queen mother interceded for him, I didn't have a queen mother, I didn't dare to make a mistake.

But after all, they were all children, the horse was already fierce, and the two of them kept jolting, and the imperial brother Xu didn't catch it, so Jiu'er fell off the horse. I hurriedly ran over and saw that Jiu'er's forehead began to bleed, so I ran back with Jiu'er in my arms, leaving the imperial brother sitting on the ground alone.

Mama Luo looked at Jiu'er's wound and complained a little, but I am the prince, she is not good to blame, it happened that the father went to the Yilan Palace that day, and saw that Jiu'er was injured and unconscious, so he killed the servants of the entire Yilan Hall in a fit of rage, as well as Jiu'er's nurse. I was shocked, but I didn't dare to plead, maybe my father's intention was not just to serve poorly.

When my father saw me standing aside, it was rare to look at this lovingly, and when Jiu'er woke up and told him in time, I nodded obediently, and he left, leaving him to bring a room of minions.

Jiu'er slept for a long time, for a long time, and slept without eating or drinking, and I was worried that it was broken, thinking that she would never wake up again. The imperial brother was also scolded for this incident, and as I expected, with the queen under his protection, his father never punished him after all.

The royal brother felt guilty, and guarded her every day, the father sent a palace maid named Sang Ma to serve her, very clever, so that I don't have to worry a lot, finally one day, Sang Ma shouted that the princess woke up, the royal brother rushed to her side and hugged her, kept apologizing, I could only watch from afar, just wake up.

I don't want her to lose her memory, I can't remember the imperial brother and I can't remember me, I can't remember all the people, and I can't forget the nurse named Mama Luo, she struggled to come out of the imperial brother's arms, and said viciously You hurt me, such Helan Jiuli, I really see it for the first time.

When I saw her in the past, she was always delicate when she spoke, she was so temperamental, it was really unusual, the royal brother didn't believe that she had amnesia, and rushed out angrily, she turned her head to me and said my first words were, "I didn't lie, I really don't remember." She looked at me and smiled like a flower.

I touched her head and whispered her name, Helan Jiuli. Apparently she didn't have an impression of the name either, and it was undeniable that she was cuter this way.

Later, when she woke up, she always loved to look at me and laugh, sometimes pestered me to listen to me, and asked me to sleep in the same bed with her, telling me many, many strange stories.

She always quarrels with the royal brother for me, looking at her little face flushed because of anger, I feel a little lucky, in her eyes, she finally saw me, not only the imperial brother.

I can't see her being wronged, I can't see her crying, so that time when I saw her holding a hairpin and wanted to commit suicide, I rushed to her like crazy, she actually looked at me and laughed, lying to me that it was just playing, I don't know what she went to the temple of the gods to experience, so she can't think about it like this, but I can't lose her, my Jiu'er, how can I be willing to lose her.

Maybe I have to be comforted, or maybe I have tears, she finally compromised, I didn't fight or fight since I was a child, but she, I wanted. I've lost my mother, and I don't want to lose her again, Jiu'er.

From that moment, I made up my mind to be the strongest person and be the emperor, so that I could protect her and let her stay by my side forever. In this way, I can give her everything she wants. In this way, I can take her back from my father's hands. In this way, I will no longer have anyone to fight for her.

Jiu'er, Jiu'er, you'll be mine after all, right? I will cherish you, protect you, and be your most intimate son.