Chapter 123: Kissed?
Li Lin thought for a while.
After all these years, she was finally willing to tell the truth.
"No, I don't want to."
She had never revealed the answer to anyone.
In her own dreams, she simply could not imagine who would be with her in the future. She doesn't want anyone to pity her, she just wants to be free alone.
Yuan Shu looked at the bonfire, "You are a woman after all, and you must always have someone to rely on in this life." ”
Li Lin withdrew his arm and put his hand on his forehead.
"It's not early, I'll rest for a while."
After speaking, she buried her face in her hands and closed her eyes.
Yuanshu knew that she was avoiding the topic, so he stopped talking with interest.
The night breeze blew gusts of money, but Yuan Shu became more and more energetic, he looked at Li Lin beside him, and then looked at the dark environment around him.
I couldn't help but think to myself: there won't be any beasts here at night......
In this regard, Li Lin must know better than him, and if there is, Li Lin will remind him early in the morning.
Now she can still bury her head and rest, which shows that she is safe in this regard.
Li Lin kept his face buried in his arms, seemingly calm, but his thoughts were flying wildly.
accidentally told the truth in front of Yuanshu again, hoping that he wouldn't tell others his secrets.
For some reason, I'm really a little sleepy at this moment, but the temperature is so low that it will only get colder when I fall asleep.
Li Lin closed his eyes, his consciousness was groggy, and Yuan Shu beside him moved his body to her side while tidying up the bonfire, and Yuan Shu stretched out an arm to wrap his arm around Li Lin's shoulder.
Li Lin suddenly felt that most of the cold wind had been blocked, and Yuan Shu was wearing a very thin clothes, and the two of them snuggled together really meant huddling together to keep warm.
Li Lin felt that this was inappropriate, and just wanted to sit up and remind him that there was a difference between men and women, and there was also a difference in identity.
But on second thought: forget it, there is no one else here, and it is safer to lean together.
Besides, it's really warm.
Li Lin became more and more sleepy, his eyes became more and more tired, and the whole person gradually fell asleep.
Yuan Shu had been sitting there and turned his head to look at Li Lin.
"Sister Li Lin?"
"Sister Li Lin......"
When I found out that she was really asleep, I was relieved.
Yuan Shu put his arm around Li Lin's shoulders and increased his strength by two points, he leaned his head over and stared at Li Lin's nose and eyelashes.
It's really beautiful.
He had never observed Li Lin at such a close distance, Li Lin hugged his shoulders, only revealing a small half of his face, breathing evenly, it was rare to sleep peacefully in such a position.
Yuan Shu sat up straight, and at this moment a sense of pride arose in his heart, because Li Lin was leaning on him.
He felt like a man at the moment.
Yuan Shu said in a very soft voice: "Sister Lin, my shoulder can make you rely on ......it for a lifetime."
Li Lin couldn't hear such a sentence at all in his sleep.
Yuanshu said again: "The first half of your life was too hard, let me take care of you in the future, I will take what you didn't have before...... All doubled to you. ”
He only dared to say these words when she was asleep.
Yuan Shu tilted his head slightly, and carefully rested his head against the side of Li Lin's forehead, and he felt the temperature on her cheeks.
It was a satisfying feeling.
This night, Yuanshu felt very happy.
He can be so close to the sister Lin he likes, and he can still get together and hear her breathing.
What words can you use to describe this feeling?
Probably "peace of mind".
Time passed quickly, and a few hours passed, and the sky showed signs of turning white.
Yuanshu looked at the sky faintly white in the distance, and knew that it would be dawn soon.
Yuan Shu was a little reluctant to this scene, and he was about to return to the city as soon as it was dawn, he gently turned his face to look at Li Lin, who had not yet woken up, and was very reluctant in his heart.
Yuan Shu took his arm away from his shoulder, looking at his eyelashes, the black eyelashes trembled slightly, and Yuan Shu slowly moved his gaze to Li Lin's lips.
“…… Sister Lin? ”
He called out in a very soft voice.
Li Lin did not react.
Yuan Shu looked at his vermilion lips and suddenly had a strong urge.
He mustered up the courage to lean his face over and held his breath to bring his lips above hers.
Yuan Shu could clearly feel that Li Lin's breath hit his face, and the slight heat made his palms sweat with nervousness.
Just kiss it, it should be fine.
She shouldn't wake up, right?
While cheering himself up, Yuanshu was looking for various reasons in his mind to convince himself.
Kiss is kiss, what are men afraid of?
It's a big deal to marry her responsibly!
Can...... What if she doesn't agree?
Yuanshu's mind flashed through countless tangles in just 2 seconds.
At this moment, his lips had already touched Li Lin's lips, and when he felt that warm and lubricated touch, all the problems in his mind disappeared in an instant, and his mind was blank.
Good...... Soft lips.
Yuan Shu froze where he was, using his lips to feel her lips, this was the first time he had kissed a girl like this.
It's a pity that before he had time to feel it, Li Lin opened his eyes.
From just now, she felt weird, her breathing became difficult, and when she opened her eyes, she realized that Yuanshu was actually kissing herself.
Yuanshu found that she woke up and moved away in a frightened instant!
The whole body retreated half a meter, "Sister Lin...... Are you awake? ”
Li Lin sat up straight, and had been sleeping with his hands on his pillow last night, and his whole arm was a little sore.
She looked at Yuanshu: "What are you doing?" ”
Yuanshu's face was as red and hot as if it had been cooked for a moment, but he still deceived himself and looked for an excuse: "Just now...... Look there's something on your face...... Help you get rid of it. ”
Li Lin listened to his clumsy excuse, "Use your mouth?" ”
Yuanshu didn't dare to look her eyes at all, "I accidentally touched it." ”
Li Lin still didn't believe it, and he wasn't a fool, "Do you think of me as a peony?" ”??????????
"It's not!"
Yuanshu didn't know why she would suddenly say such a thing.
If you change to another woman and find that someone is secretly kissing you, you will either be ashamed, frightened, angry, or afraid, but Li Lin is surprisingly calm, looking for the reason like a bystander.
She said to Yuan Shu: "Don't contact the women of the Qinglou, you really think that the women in the world are casual." ”
"I didn't think so." Yuanshu's tone was a little aggrieved.
Li Lin asked, "Then what were you doing just now?" ”
Yuanshu gritted his teeth: "I said that I accidentally touched it!" ”
He stood up as he spoke.
He shouted into the distance: "Someone! ”
More than a dozen guards quickly gathered together, "Your Highness! ”
Yuan Shu said: "Prepare and go back to the city." ”
Li Lin looked at his calm appearance.
suddenly doubted his own judgment, "Did you really wronged him?" ”
Li Lin gently touched his lips with his fingers, he was absolutely not wrong just now, he was kissing himself.
But Yuanshu's later appearance couldn't be seen at all.
Li Lin began to doubt his own judgment, the two of them were several years apart, and it was impossible for Yuan Shu to like him no matter what!
Is it really self-inflicted and overthinking?