Li Lin has always respected his teacher.

This kind of question not only seems intimate, but also does not snoop on privacy.

Even if Li Lin is reluctant to answer other questions, he will definitely relax a little in the face of questions related to the teacher.

Li Lin thought of his teacher Sun Chengxian, and his guard really let go of it a lot.

It's been so long since I knew it......

"I wrote some time ago."

She subconsciously looked up at the stars in the night sky, "I haven't seen you for so long, and I don't know how the teacher is now.....

In the past, when I was at the border gate, I often watched the night sky from my tent.

At that time, the stars were always unusually bright, and the teacher and brother would occasionally tell her about the symbolism of each star.

"I've never seen him when I'm so old." Yuan Shu said.

From childhood to adulthood, he had only heard of this person from his father's mouth, and only knew that he had a good relationship with the emperor's grandfather, and he was quite capable and a Confucian general.

Li Lin thought of the past, and his expression softened a lot.

Of course, Yuanshu will seize the opportunity and hurry up and say, "Sister, tell me your story at the border pass!" ”

Li Lin smiled faintly: "What is there to talk about, it's all trivial......"

"It's definitely very different from Jingshi, say something I don't know."

Li Lin looked at the bonfire and thought for a while: "It's really nothing, every day is either training or preparing for war......

"You're a girl, isn't it inconvenient to live there?" Yuan Shu asked.

He had heard Mulan's story and knew the inconvenience of a woman in the army.

Li Lin said calmly: "It's not inconvenient....the gender is indeed different, but I have always treated myself as a boy and got along with them, besides, with teachers and senior brothers, many times it is not so embarrassing." ”

Thinking back carefully about the life in the military camp, fortunately there is a teacher, the teacher looks strict, but in fact, he takes special care and love for her, and the senior brother is a ruthless person who everyone fears in the barracks, with his support, no soldier dares to treat her inappropriately.

Come to think of it, you're actually very lucky......

Li Lin couldn't help but say, "Teacher, he is the best person in the world. ”

When Yuan Shu heard this, he suddenly thought of the chat between the two when they went to Dongcheng.

At that time, Li Lin said: If she was asked to choose a man to marry, she would choose her own teacher.

Yuanshu asked Li Lin: "Sister Lin, if you were asked to choose a man to marry again now, you would still choose your teacher?" ”

Li Lin thought for a moment and nodded.

Even if she was asked to choose 100 more times, her mind probably wouldn't change.

Except for her own teacher, the other men in her eyes have their own shortcomings.

Teachers are always perfect.

Yuan Shu looked at her expression and suddenly said, "Actually, you only worship Sun Chengxian, and you have no love between men and women." ”

Li Lin turned his head and looked at Yuanshu: "Do you know what the relationship between men and women is?" ”

Yuanshu lowered his head: "Sister, seriously, who do you want to marry?" ”

Li Lin smiled: "If I say it's Zhao Zhen, how would you react?" ”

Yuan Shu casually picked up a small branch beside him and picked up the bonfire: "I know you don't like him." ”

He slightly faded from his usual childishness at the moment.

"My father said that to like older people is a sign of a lack of fatherly love."

He looked at Li Lin: "Because you haven't lived in the Zhengguo Mansion since you were a child, you have a lack of feelings, you think you like Sun Chengxian, it's just a kind of dependence....."

Li Lin didn't expect him to say this.

I don't know how mature Yuanshu is emotionally, but in fact, he is still a boy who has just come of age and has never even talked about serious love.

Li Lin didn't want to argue with him: "Okay, you just say yes." ”

She stretched out her hand to bake the fire, but her thoughts were surreptitious.

Perhaps, what Yuan Shu said is right.

Have I ever met the kind of unforgettable and haunting person in the book?

Sometimes I think about it, my life is destined to be different from others.

Perhaps, I will never meet it.

"If I had to line up all my loved ones, my teacher would be ahead of the family." Li Lin said.

Yuan Shu asked: "In Zheng Guofu, you and Li Qi are the closest ....., right?" ”

"Sort of." Li Lin replied lightly.

Yuanshu's gaze fell on her shoulder, thinking that she still had a huge scar on her shoulder.

Such a big scar, her parents didn't know anything, which shows the degree of emotional alienation on weekdays.

"Sister... I'll find a doctor and get the scar cured....." Yuan Shu said cautiously.

Li Lin smiled instead: "It doesn't affect life." ”

"Impact,"

Yuanshu reminded her: "If it is known by others, it will affect lifelong events." ”

Li Lin disagreed: "Can't I find someone who doesn't care about scars?" ”

Yuan Shu thought for a while, "....Even if the other party doesn't care, in case someone else intervenes and uses this matter to stir up the marriage...."

Li Lin interrupted him and said with a smile: "Do you think that I am going to marry your prince and nobleman when I get married?" So much exquisiteness. ”

This sentence choked Yuan Shusheng.

Yuan Shu's face was slightly red: "Whether it is or not, it is better to cure it than to bring it on your body." ”

"No, you don't." ’

Li Lin responded indifferently, as if he had not thought about his future at all.

I don't care about the severity of the scars on my body.

Yuan Shu saw her indifference to this issue, changed the topic, and said: "In the future, you will live in the capital permanently, you always live in the teacher's mansion is not a long-term solution, just move back to the mansion." ”

Li Lin did not respond.

Yuan Shu seemed to be a worried big brother at the moment, taking care of things that shouldn't have been his own.

"You are a woman after all, and they will all be your support in the future."

"Dependent?"

Li Lin listened to this unfamiliar word.

From a long time ago, she knew that she could not rely on anyone.

"Do you know where I want to live the most?"

Li Lin asked Yuanshu.

"Where?" Yuan Shu looked at Sister Lin, curious about the final answer.

Li Lin looked at the moon and said: "I sometimes dream, I dream that I live on a big ship, where it is clean and I don't need to deal with anyone, there is everything on the ship, it is very big, like home, and you can take me to different places, and you can lie on the boat and watch the moon when you are free......"

This is Li Lin's hidden dream deep in her heart, and she doesn't like to deal with complicated things.

Being free from any constraints is what she really wants.

Although she longs for family affection, she wishes she was the only one on the ship at that time.

You don't need to look at anyone's face, you don't need to take care of anyone's emotions.

Don't be so tired anymore.

Yuanshu looked at her wistful expression.

Ask: "Actually, you don't like them at all in your heart, do you?" ”

Although Li Lin did not react to the practice of family affection in the Zheng Guogong Mansion for so many years, in fact, many things have been answered in her behavior.

Yes.

Li Lin had already drawn a line with them in his heart that he couldn't say.

Except for my brother, the other relatives seemed so strange.

Yuanshu asked Li Lin: "If that big ship is your home, don't you want someone else?" Someone you've spent your life with? ”