Chapter 38: Lan Ting (2)
I was with Zhang Haojun when I was in high school, in fact, I know what others say about me behind my back, you look at that wolf pack, relying on his beauty, he actually seduced and was fooled, biting Jun is really shameless, at such a young age, she has already lived with Zhang Xiaojun, but she seems to be really good to me when she is with me, that is, since junior high school, she just seeks to be good to me, maybe in the eyes of others, Zhang Xiaojun is only greedy for my good-looking looks, but I know that Zhang Yajun is really good to me
I still remember the day we were together for the first time, Zhang Haojun looked at my tears, and gently said in my ear, I love you, at that moment, I believe that Zhang Haojun really loves me, three years of high school, I no longer have to ask my family for money I know, it turns out that Zhang Xiaojing's family is so rich, and even in the three years of high school, Zhang Xiaojun has borne the books of my two younger brothers, I am really happy at the moment of tuition, if Zhao Jun doesn't love me, why should he bear these for the family? Every time Zhang Xiaojun told me Lanting, if we really only need money between the two of us to solve it, I really want to be with you for the rest of my life, I didn't know what love was at that time, but I think Zhang Xiaojun must love me
About me talking about a boyfriend outside, my parents know about this matter, although my behavior with Zhang Xiaojun belongs to early love, but it's a strange thing, my parents didn't object, my father always looked at me and said ugly, as long as your boyfriend can afford to raise the same kiss as you, your two younger brothers, I don't want to care about your affairs, you are an assertive person, it's really ridiculous, when did I become an assertive person, in fact, I have never been a very assertive person, but in order to shirk responsibility, The magic weapon actually said to me like this, Zhao Haojun told me Lanting, you and your two younger brothers don't have much money for their monthly living expenses, don't bother your father anymore, just take money directly from me every month, three years of high school, I grew up under Zhang Xiaojun's meticulous care
I thought that Zhang Xiaojun and I must be able to grow old together, until one day a woman appeared in front of me, this is the first time I have seen a woman can be noble like that, so that in the future I always keep imitating this woman, he looks like he is in his 30s, with delicate wavy short hair, and a light makeup on his eyes, but his nervous face is very good-looking, he told me that you are Zhang Ying, is it Lanting? I'm Zhang Xiaojun's mother, let's find a place to talk, shall we? I don't know why I'm always so nervous, I followed Zhang Xiaojun's mother to a coffee shop, Zhang Xiaojun's mother ordered me a delicious cake, enough coffee to drink, and after a while, my mother said to me, in fact, I know that you are a good boy, so I have never interfered with you and Xiaojun for so many years
I just knew, it turned out that I was with Zhang Xiaojun, his parents knew, Zhang Xiaojun's mother smiled very naturally, he told me, I know that your family conditions are not good, always let Xiaojun give you more money, our family has spent a lot of money on you over the years, many people tell me that you are a bad child, but I have never interfered with you, right? I don't know what Zhang Xiaojie's mother wants to say to me, but I feel like he must be trying to make me do something.
Sure enough, in the next second, I heard Zhang Haojun's mother say to me, but now I have to let you break up with Xiaojun, I almost felt a thunderbolt ringing in my head, why let me break up with Zhang Xiaojun? Since she is willing to approve of me, why don't I let Xiaojun continue to walk? At that moment, I couldn't help but burst into tears, and I cried and begged Zhang Xiaojun's mother, why did we break up? Can you not let us break up? In this way, my mother shook her head, Xiaojin is going to study abroad, and our family has arranged it for him, this sentence will be at least 78 years before he can come back, listen to me, break up with him!
It turned out that Zhang Xiaojun was going abroad, why did he never tell me about it? Is he going to break up with me like this? I don't know what to do at this moment except to shed tears? Xiaojun's mother took out a bank card from her pocket, there is some money in it, enough for you to go to college, and even this money is enough for your two younger brothers before you graduate from college, and after you graduate from college, you will go to Angyi by yourself, your younger brother is a breakup fee I gave, I know this is very cliché, but this is the only compensation that our family has come up with, I know you are a good girl, when you and Xiaojun, it was your first time, but when you entered the university, You will know that there are too many boys in this world, Xiaojun is too young, he is going to go abroad soon, and this matter is also promised by himself, after going abroad, we will find your aunt, know that you are a good woman, don't stubbornly pester Xiaojun, let Xiaojun drag his feet and can't leave, if it is Xiaojin's father, maybe the speech will not be so good
That's it, my first love ended like this, except to accept this money, I have no choice, what can I do if I don't accept it? Because I know very well, whether I accept this question or not? Zhang Xiaojun and I only have to break up, this way, but in the future, I still have to go to college, and my two younger brothers still have to go to school, if we don't accept this money, how should we live? Do we count on our own mom and dad on the door? If the two of them could have raised us, we wouldn't have had such a hard time all these years
I also just knew, it turned out that Zhang Haojun had already known that he was going abroad, he just planned to break up with me naturally after going abroad, and he didn't even plan to make any promises to me, I remember the last night I was with Zhang Xiaojun, he seemed to be sleepless, tossing me, I don't know if this man really loves me, maybe he once loved, maybe he doesn't love me now, I finally couldn't help but speak, you went abroad, right? It's so good, Jun's hand that is smoking pauses, and then turns his head to look at me, my dad or my mom has looked for you, I close my eyes, your mother has come to look for me, it's good, I've already smiled exaggeratedly, so my mom will take care of you, then you should have already gotten it, my mom gave you the money! I closed my eyes and nodded, and then Zhang Haojun smiled and said, Since you have already got the money, what else is there to worry about? I've been there for 78 years, abroad, I can't be like a jade for you, I always have to talk about girlfriends, rather than when I fall in love with you, I am still with other women, it is better for us to separate directly, besides, you can find another man, maybe sometimes a woman's strength is in that moment, I thought I would be very uncomfortable for a long time, but when he Zhao Xiaojun said these words to me, I suddenly understood, rather than being sad and crying by such a man, It's better to live your day well
Even in the end, I could accompany Zhang Xiaojun to the airport with a smile, and hug him at the airport, I said to Zhang Xiaoling Zhang Haojun, no matter if you really love me in the past six years? I thank you, you have raised me for the past six years, since I am a character who has been raised, then I should have a consciousness of being raised, thank you, Zhang Haojun has a moment, I saw that Zhang Haojun's eyes were a little reluctant, and he promised in a deep voice, I said that if I return to China after eight years, you are not married, I will marry you, I smiled and pushed away, it's good, the army is gone, I should find my boyfriend soon, by the way, I was admitted to a foreign university, Sanben University is not a very good university, but I'm going, goodbye, and then Jun, this is how in my life, the first man was like this and I completely missed it In fact, Zhang Haojun didn't really stay for eight years in his mouth, less than four years later, Zhang Haojun came back from abroad, I heard that he inherited the family business, and he did look for me, but at that time, I already had a girlfriend and Li Peng's unforgettable love, so that I could no longer tolerate anyone else in my heart
About my love experience with Zhang Xiaojun, people who know naturally don't describe it as a good love, everyone describes it as my young age, I don't know how to seduce rich boys just for, but there are also some characters who describe me as very sad, saying that I have to be with Zhang Xiaojuan in order to support my two younger brothers, in fact, I don't think so, it's so simple, it's not as complicated as I think, Zhang Xiaojun and I met her when everyone was young and liked me, and I like him, We started this relationship together, so it ended, the end was complete, the money my mother gave me is indeed not small, if I save a little money, it is indeed enough for my four years of college, as well as the living expenses of my two younger brothers in the past few years, but in order to let my parents support the two younger brothers told me to hide this matter, you are the day of the house, I told Lan Hao, you still have to ask your father for money, if you really can't go down when you look for me, I want to find a way to give you a little money, both brothers nodded, They all have better academic performance than me, so they should be admitted to a good university in the future, right?
The day before I went to college, I had a dream, I dreamed that I had become a very, very rich person, my money seemed to never be spent, I could let my mother play mahjong every day, I didn't care about winning or losing, I could let my dad stay in it every day, so as not to starve to death, I could let my two younger brothers go to the college they wanted to go to, at that time I really loved him, but love is not a wrong thing? Who doesn't love money? Before leaving, I went to sweep the graves of my grandparents, I remember what my grandparents told me, my two younger brothers are children with such excellent academic performance, as long as they are admitted to prestigious universities, our hard days will come to an end in the future Yes, I am their sister, and the only person they can count on, I don't help them, who will help them? I hope that the man who will live with me hand in hand in the future is not recommended that I have two younger brothers like this in the future
When I was in high school, because I fell in love with Zhang Xiaojun, my grades were not particularly good, barely a three-book university, but the three-book university has not been banned, the era is okay, there is a university to go to, I deliberately chose a city far away from home, because I want to escape everything here, I don't like everything here, the school is always surrounded by people who know Zhang Haojun and me, and the family is surrounded by your parents, these people I don't like, like two younger brothers, are my relatives, But I don't really want to see them, because when I see them, I always feel so tired, I want to find a place that no one knows, my place to start over, a university so far away from home, is indeed a good plan, the first day of entering the university, I realized, as a beauty should experience enjoying getting off the bus, there are a lot of seniors rushing to help me carry my luggage, although their eyes are like that, obvious enough that I can know what their purpose is without concealment? But so what? I don't like them, even if they cause me to cause them again, I still don't like them, but fortunately, I have some money in my hand now, as long as I don't spend money indiscriminately, four years of college, I can live without worry, and after graduating from college, I can work on my own, and at that time I still need to see whose face? At that time, I was so naïve to think, it was ridiculous
But first of all, I made a few friends, that is, my three roommates, they didn't understand me, a girl from Shaanxi, why did she go so far to school? But only I know that I just want to be here, and here I quickly get along with them, and they are not very rich? Other people's children, so when we were together, we were still very relaxed, not long after college, the boys who pursued me seemed to line up, and people sent flowers to the dormitory every day, for these means, I was really bored, and the unit and Zhang Xiaojun were together for so long, what else did Zheng Xiaojun and I never do
I thought that after separating from Zhang Xiaojun, I would hardly fall in love with anyone else, until one day a girl who repeated this told me, Lanting, do you have yourself? Do you have a favorite boy? I told him that there is no such person for the time being, but he said to me in a youthful manner, then you should like Li Peng, this is the first time I have heard Li Peng's name, I asked why I like him, because he is very handsome, you are so beautiful, if you are worthy of you in appearance, it may only be Li Peng, I am very strange, when Zhang Xiaojun was with me, he was also a relatively handsome boy, but is the boy's appearance really so important? It wasn't until that day that I watched Li Peng walk towards me from afar that I realized that maybe this man was really the man I was destined to be!