Chapter Twenty-Nine: Pushing Yourself and Others

Zhen Zhen honestly stayed in the boudoir for a few days. She didn't even let Hongyun go to the front yard to pay attention to how Zhen An was doing.

Real mental illness requires a long course of treatment, where can it be cured with a single operation? Anything that can be cured at one time is not a real heart disease.

However, Zhen Zhen did not take the initiative to arrange, which does not mean that Hongyun is not interested.

On this day, Hongyun went to the kitchen and came back to tell her, "Miss, I saw that Zhen An was also in the kitchen."

Zhen Zhen was a little strange: "His arm is not good yet, he can't do anything, what is he doing in the kitchen?"

Hongyun said: "I asked him the same thing, and he said he just took a look. I asked him what he was looking at, and he didn't speak. I guess he's not watching chickens and fish. He didn't stay long and left after a while. ”

Zhen Zhen nodded and said, "It seems that he still hopes that he will get better."

Hongyun said as a matter of course: "Could it be that there are still people who are unwilling to cure the disease?"

Zhen Zhen said: "Yes, some people don't go to the doctor because they are afraid that others will know that they are sick."

Hongyun muttered to himself, "How stupid would that person do that."

Zhen Zhen smiled and didn't speak again, after all, she saw more than one such person in her previous life, obviously the first consultation showed that the mental illness was very serious, and she made an appointment to make a further diagnosis every other week, but people just didn't come, insisting that she was not sick, and it was the psychological counselor who deceived people in order to make more money.

When it was time to make an appointment with Dr. Zhang, Zhen Zhen appeared in the front yard again.

Haoxing was not at home and went to the Ministry of Works. Zhen Zhen took advantage of the old lady's inattention to sneak into the front yard, and wanted to solve it quickly, but as a result, the servants who had nothing to do ran out to see the excitement. Everyone wants to hear it and see it for themselves. Anyway, the eldest young master is not here, and the eldest lady has never taken care of the affairs of the family, and no one is afraid of her. Last time, if the eldest young master hadn't been there, everyone would have gathered around a long time ago.

Zhen Zhen really thought that these people would really watch people put on the dishes. This time, she didn't even call the cook or the housekeeper to help. Because since Zhen An dared to go to the kitchen alone to face the bloody scene, it showed that he would not back down.

She glanced at the onlookers and said lightly: "Everyone doesn't do what they are doing, and they gather here because they can get some benefits later?" Or is there nothing you need to do in the Zhen Mansion? ”

If there is nothing to do, it means raising idlers, and raising idlers is not far from dismissal.

After Zhen Zhen finished speaking, he stood there without moving. Indeed, she couldn't do anything by being watched.

The crowd slowly loosened, and some people got bored and left. This kind of thing is a gamble that the law does not blame the public, and once someone retreats, it means that the tacit offensive and defensive alliance in everyone's hearts is broken. Soon the onlookers were scattered as birds and beasts.

Zhen Zhen and Dr. Zhang walked into Zhen An's house. Zhen An had been paying attention to the situation outside the house, and he was relieved to see that everyone had dispersed.

As soon as Zhen Zhen entered the house, he mentioned the matter of onlookers: "Everyone cares about you very much and wants to know your situation."

Zhen An had already prepared chairs for them, and the three of them sat down around a small round dining table.

Zhen An shook his head helplessly, sighed and said, "No matter where I go these days, they look at me like a monster."

Zhen Zhen said: "Do you often see others as monsters?"

Zhen An smiled bitterly and said, "Of course not!"

Zhen Zhen smiled and said, "That's right! Therefore, let's push ourselves and others, and ordinary people will not treat others as monsters for no reason. ”

Zhen An said: "Then they still look at me?"

Zhen Zhen pointed to the side and said, "Dr. Zhang has been staring at you since he entered the door, could it be that he is biased against you?"

Zhen An said: "You can't say that, Dr. Zhang is different from them, Dr. Zhang is a good person."

Zhen Zhen said: "I'm actually giving an example. There are things where the truth is often hidden deeply, or the scope is so large that we can't see the whole thing. I'm afraid it's not appropriate to jump to conclusions, right? ”

Zhen An nodded noncommittally, and Dr. Zhang laughed and said, "The eldest lady is really wise!"

And so the hiccup passed. Zhen Zhen asked Zhen An how he was doing these days.

Zhen An lowered his eyelids and said: "I used to sweat all over my body when I had nightmares, and my back could get wet for more than half of it, and I would wake up frozen at night, but my clothes have been dry for the past few days." I'm sure I'm dreaming at night! ”

Dr. Zhang stretched out his hand and signaled to take Zhen An's pulse. Zhen An immediately stretched out his hand.

After a while. Dr. Zhang said to Zhen Zhen: "Judging from the pulse, it is indeed stable and powerful."

Zhen Zhen asked again: "Did you do anything else?"

Zhen An said: "I go to the kitchen every day, and I can't help, I just watch them kill chickens."

Zhen Zhen said: "You're not afraid of seeing blood?"

Zhen An said with a guilty face: "I'm afraid." At first, I closed my eyes and showed a small slit in them. Still sweating, my heart beating fast. After watching for a while, he left. ”

Zhen Zhen nodded with satisfaction: "Not bad, not bad!" Slowly, your ability to bear will become stronger and stronger. ”

Zhen An was embarrassed: "Thank you, Miss!" Thank you, Dr. Zhang! ”

Zhen Zhen then asked, "Have you ever helped in the kitchen since you were a child?"

Zhen An replied without hesitation: "No." Haven't even been in. ”

Zhen Zhen followed the topic and said: "That means that you rarely see blood, even animal blood." Have you ever seen anyone bleed before? ”

Zhen An thought for a while and said: "When I was a child, I played with my neighbors and friends, but it was obviously because he accidentally tripped over a stone, fell down, knocked out his front teeth, and had a lot of blood on his nose. But when he came home, he didn't say that I had tripped him, and his mother came to my house, and my mother gave him some money, and then beat me with a bamboo stick. While fighting, I said that I was a money-loser. The more he spoke, the more excited he became, and there were tears in his eyes.

Zhen Zhen handed him a glass of water and asked, "How old were you at that time?"

"Five or six."

"Before entering the Zhen Mansion?"

"Hmm." Zhen An's throat was so uncomfortable that he wiped his face with his hand, and had to respond with his nose.

Blood in Zhen An's subconscious not only means harm, but also grievances and pain, and now there is more fear after killing. No wonder he was so afraid to see blood, the memories it evoked were too painful.

"Have you ever killed a critter?" Zhen Zhen asked again.

"Does mosquito hunting count?" Zhen An asked seriously, but Zhen Zhen couldn't help laughing: "The bigger ones, such as frogs, lizards, fish, etc."

"When I was a child, I caught some when I was playing with children, and I roasted them on my own fire and ate them."

Zhen Zhen asked a heavyweight question: "You killed someone, this thing makes you feel very uneasy, right?"

Zhen An had tears on his face and shook his head: "He deserves to die!"

Zhen An's face was obviously much calmer than just now.

On the one hand, he is emotionally afraid of seeing blood, and on the other hand, the Yuantai thief should be damned to let himself be sane and not be afraid. Zhen Zhen knew that it was this contradictory psychological conflict that caused the imbalance that made Zhen An have nightmares.

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