Chapter 30: Is it okay to be afraid?

Zhen Zhen asked Zhen An: "I know he deserves to die." I asked you how you felt after killing him, were you upset? ”

Zhen An said: "If I don't kill him, I will die."

Zhen Zhen changed his words: "You want to say that he deserves it, you shouldn't feel uncomfortable in your heart, you should be justified, right?"

Zhen An nodded and said, "Yes."

Zhen Zhen said: "Anzi, have you ever thought about what will happen if a person is not afraid of anything?"

Zhen An immediately said: "How good is that, when you fight, you are at the forefront and kill countless enemies, such a person will definitely be a general!"

There was a small oil lamp and flint on the table, Zhen Zhen hit the flint a few times, lit the oil lamp, and shook it on the flame with his hand a few times: "Anzi, try it, how close can your hand be to this flame?"

Zhen An's hand stopped an inch above the flames, as if it was burned by the fire, and immediately waved his hand and put his hand behind his back.

Zhen Zhen asked again: "If a person can't feel pain, he is not afraid of pain, do you dare to touch this flame?"

Zhen An quickly replied: "Aren't you afraid of pain? That's sure to dare. ”

Zhen Zhen touched his head, plucked out a long hair, and put it near the flames: "The hair is not afraid of pain, but it ......" The hair burned all of a sudden and turned into ashes.

The three fell silent. Dr. Zhang has long stopped looking down on Zhen Zhen, he didn't say a word from beginning to end, and he has been carefully pondering the purpose of every word she said.

Zhen An is not a fool, smelling the burning smell of burning hair, he vaguely understands something, but he can't explain it clearly.

After Zhen Zhen gave enough time to think, he asked Zhen An: "Anzi, do you think that being afraid of pain is good for people?"

Zhen An didn't answer so quickly, but said very cautiously: "It's good." If you are afraid of pain, you will not be burned. ”

Zhen Zhen said: "In addition to not being burned and hurting, it can also keep us away from other injuries."

As he listened, Dr. Zhang twisted his beard and smiled knowingly.

Zhen An said "um", his brows converged slightly, Zhen Zhen could see that he was still thinking, so he waited for a while before asking: "It's actually a good thing to be afraid of pain, right?"

Zhen An nodded heavily: "Hmm."

The corners of Zhen Zhen's mouth were slightly upturned: "Are you afraid of pain?"

When I touched the lamp just now, my hand was withdrawn, and now I am not afraid that I will not be slapped in the face? He said happily, "I'm afraid of pain."

Zhen Zhen said: "Does admitting that you are afraid of pain make you feel like a man?" Or do you feel useless? ”

Zhen An's speed of answering was obviously much slower, and his face showed embarrassed self-deprecation: "Yes, a little."

Zhen Zhen asked, "Why?"

Zhen An said: "The pain is painful, and I am afraid, but I should be able to endure it, and I just need to know it in my heart." It's a shame to let others see it. ”

Zhen Zhen said: "So, do you feel ashamed to feel scared after killing the Yuantai people?" Naturally, she went back to the original question.

This time, Zhen An did not evade, but replied positively: "There is a point." Compared with before, his attitude has improved a lot.

Zhen Zhen said: "If there is a person who faces blood and ugly wounds all over the ground after killing someone, there is no wave in his heart, and he is as calm as pinching an ant to death, what would you think of such a person?"

Zhen An thought about it and said slowly: "That's too cruel and ruthless, right?"

Zhen Zhen asked again: "Are you willing to become such a person?"

Zhen An was dumbfounded by the question, and he was entangled in the two extremes of "shame" and "cruelty", and finally he gave his choice: "I don't want to."

Zhen Zhen asked, "Then what are you willing to do?"

Zhen An said: "Of course I am willing to be a human person."

Zhen Zhen asked: "A humane, not cruel, not ruthless person, after killing a person, what kind of performance do you think will be?"

Zhen An hesitated and said, "Should, should be ......", but he couldn't say a word.

Dr. Zhang asked Zhen Zhen at this time: "May I ask Miss, can I tell me what I think?"

Zhen Zhen said in a welcoming tone: "It's an honor! Please advise! ”

Dr. Zhang said: "After being a doctor for a long time, I will always encounter the death of a patient. At the beginning, I always felt that my medical skills were not superb enough to save more patients, so I would force myself to read a lot of medical books and memorize a lot of prescriptions. But as I got older, I slowly figured out that doctors are not immortals, and they can't cure all diseases, and it's already very good for a doctor to be proficient in one or two subjects. ”

Doctor Zhang paused, Zhen Zhen made a gesture of continuation, and Doctor Zhang twisted a few more beards and said, "People like me can show people any disease, but they are not sophisticated." When I meet someone who has died of illness now, I don't think it's my problem. But the old man doesn't feel that this is ruthless or cruel, this is a kind of open-mindedness to see through life and death. This person has left this world due to illness, maybe he has gone to heaven and reincarnated in other places, and his life is many times better than lingering on the sickbed in this world. ”

As a person who came through time, Zhen Zhen almost felt that Dr. Zhang's words were for herself, but she couldn't explain why she was very inspired, so she just got up and left her seat and gave Dr. Zhang a blessing deeply: "Dr. Zhang's words made the little woman suddenly, thank you!"

"Ouch! The old man listened here for a long time, and occasionally said a word, but he had to receive such a great gift from you, so don't bother the old man! Dr. Zhang hurriedly asked her to get up.

Zhen An listened to Dr. Zhang's words, compared himself, and said to Zhen Zhen: "Miss, what I am afraid of in my heart is that a human life will disappear in my hands in an instant. In fact, he has no enmity with me in the past, and I am afraid that his ghost will come to me. I don't know what to do. ”

Zhen Zhen said: "Has anyone ever seen a ghost? Has anyone really caught a ghost? Not really. There are no ghosts in the world, only ghosts in the heart. Get rid of your demons, and you won't be afraid of ghosts. And you yourself said that he was a spy and a man to be killed. How dare he settle accounts with you? ”

Zhen An muttered, "There are no ghosts."

Zhen Zhen said: "Do you think life is important to people?"

Zhen An quickly replied: "Of course it's important!"

Zhen Zhen then asked, "Does anyone's life matter?"

Zhen An said categorically: "Yes!"

Zhen Zhen said again: "Because of this, ending a person's life with your own hands is a terrible thing for you. You will be afraid, which just shows that you are good by nature. Fear is a person's innate sense of danger. This fear is not a bad thing, and it guarantees that you will not turn into a ruthless killer. When you are afraid, I want you to accept this feeling in your heart, as if you are cold, hungry, or painful, instead of refusing to be afraid. Do you understand what I mean? ”

Zhen An got up and slammed it to the ground: "Thank you, Miss!" I understand! ”

Zhen Zhenxu helped him: "No need to be polite." Anko, I feel that you are a kind-hearted person and a brave person. I think Dr. Zhang also values you like this, so he is willing to work hard to help you. We all hope you get better soon. ”

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