But my parents still respected me, because of my mother's words, I remember very clearly, at that time my mother said to me, although your actions are very naïve and some revenge in the eyes of me and your father, but we still want to fulfill you, because if you don't do this, you will never be able to vent, maybe it will become a lifelong regret for you, it is better to let you do what you want! I remember that day I put on the most expensive suit, a button on that suit, even higher than my monthly salary, I took a large number of people, these people in the city of Beijing, and even had very big rights, I took these people to appear in the city where I used to work, when the bar manager saw me walking into the bar surrounded by a group of people who were never the least of them, I saw his face, even with obvious horror, this is the most desired achievement, so people who look down on me, Now they're all scared of me, and that's what I want most, those girls who used to be so bad to me? Now they don't dare to look at me when they see me, but only one person dares to look at me directly, and that is waste

I began to go back to school under the arrangement of my parents, this time without the supervision of my parents, I will also study very seriously, because I clearly know that the road that my parents arranged for me later is still very long, in that era of crowded talents, if you yourself are a person without talent and virtue, even if you have a family business, Chen Yao, you can't control the whole big family, my academic performance is the same as my parents expected, mentioned a great improvement, and finally I didn't even need any help from my parents, I got it, The opportunity to study abroad, on the day I became an adult, the day I was 18 years old, my parents naturally arranged a good nephritis for me, and even a well-behaved girl, became the first girl in my life, although I accepted the arrangement my parents gave me, but I clearly knew that all this was not what I wanted, at that time my parents, they were still very young, they didn't care if I wanted a thing? Although they sometimes get tired of the scam in the mall, they will know very well that only by surviving in this kind of scam can they maintain a high quality of life

After the age of 18, I went to study at a prestigious university abroad according to the request of my parents, all without the help of my parents, and my academic performance was all earned by myself, because I found that I didn't seem to want to do anything else besides studying, and to be friends with others? Like other boys, every day on the basketball court, on the football field played a stinky sweat, those who are not those around me who I don't like know my family situation, most of them are afraid of me, which is also what I don't like, so I don't want to make friends, and I don't want to have too much contact with those people, I only want to bow my head and read books, in this environment, my academic performance is getting better and better, and it also causes my heart to get colder and colder, maybe it's from that time, My younger siblings only found out that I didn't seem to love anyone anymore, but when they didn't know it, I had secretly loved someone, but everything was missed

I followed my parents' imagination, smoothly entered a prestigious university to study, my parents hoped that I studied business administration and finance and other industries after graduating from college, I successfully entered the position arranged by my parents, I knew that the family industry is so big, can affect the lives of many people, and my parents told me at this time that they want to return to China, never want to return to China to find a quiet place, Yiyang Tiannian is not there, ask anything, as for the company, can I manage it well? That's all my own problem, so many years, I have my heart can no longer withstand any waves, even if the test left to me by my parents is very big, it is just a simple small problem for me, with the help of my younger brother, I quickly mastered the whole company's thunder means, after dealing with a few people, I am completely stable, the position of the general manager of the company began to become a person who has a lot of power to kill people who envy everyone

Just after I completely mastered the company, even my own brother was just my subordinate, my parents gave me a problem again, they told me that my age is close to 30 years old, according to Chinese tradition, at this time I should have married and have children, my parents are really ridiculous, they almost deprived me of the ability to love someone, they want me to find a way to get married and have children at this time, marriage is too ridiculous, I can give them children, but I don't think I can get married, I hid from my parents and found two surrogate women in the United States, an Asian and an American, and I asked them to do surrogacy for me, so when the parents knew, they wanted to object, the child had been born, almost in the same year, I had two sons, but two sons for me, just two more children in this world, but I want to raise them, our two children do not need to spend a lot of money, and our family's assets. Raising two children is almost the easiest thing I thought my parents would stop there, but what I didn't expect was that my parents were unwilling to accept these two children, I clearly remember what my father said to me, such a child is born without love, such a child, we will not accept, I hope that one day you can find the woman you like and have a child with that woman, at that time I will feel that parents are the most ridiculous people in the world, how can I still love others? The only person I feel most worthy of love in this world is myself

Of course I know that this is an extremely repeated thought, but what about selfishness? Isn't it bad to be selfish in this world? In addition to myself, I have seen more and more people in this world, those who are selfish seem to be living very well, those who seem to be selfless, in the end, there seems to be no good end, this is a truth that I realized when I was very young, so I began to understand from a young age that I am not willing to love anyone, instead of spending time to love others, it is better for me to spend all my time on myself

My life began to become spotless monotonous, every day in a foreign company to deal with the company's big and small things, if something needs me to come forward, I let my brother to deal with it, my brother also entered the company, compared to me, my brother's life seems to be simpler, my brother only likes to train his muscles in the gym every day to get bigger and bigger, I heard that my brother also talked about a girlfriend, although my brother loves that woman very much, but I can see that the woman is a woman who seems to have a great desire for money, But she still has to pretend to be a woman like a white lotus, such a woman makes me unappetizing, and she refuses to show her true face, what is worth staying? Because only a fool like my brother is worthy of love, but it doesn't matter, the family's assets have long been allocated by my parents, and I won't snatch my brother's share in the future, his own share, even if he wants to give anything, I don't want to care, I enjoy a high material life every day, and occasionally I will visit my two children like a father, I don't understand these two children, obviously I don't have any feelings for them, but they seem to be very dependent on me, When they knew that I was their father, they always stuck to me, and I didn't like children, so I rarely visited them, and going twice a year was already my limit

Of course, this kind of behavior of mine has become a big rebellion in the eyes of my parents, your parents have never been willing to pay too much attention to it in those years, but they have not deprived me of my rights, they always feel that I have not grown up, strange, I am already in my 30s, why do they think I have not grown up? Is it compared to my reason? Isn't the condition of my younger siblings more serious, I don't know when my sister became a very open person, and her boyfriend can even have as many as five or six at the same time, in this case, I am even fine, and what about my younger brother? It seems that my brother is a very mature and stable person, but he doesn't even have the ability to distinguish women, he thinks in his heart that he is a goddess woman, and he is a person in the world who only knows how to spend money but still has to protect his face, what Africa is a doctor without borders, in the world he is in Huizhou, and the money he spends every year is even as high as more than 100 million, such money can be very convenient to live in any place in the world, and only a fool like my brother will think that his girlfriend is a good person

But for my brother's marriage, my parents are still very supportive, and even they told me that if I want to replace my idea after being in the field, they will fulfill my brother, in fact, this is not a threat to me, the right of the family, I am not very attached to it, if one day my brother wants to take everything away from me, I will give it to him, I can live the life I want, but what is the life I want? I often get confused, this kind of life, sometimes I envy my sister, because my sister's life is so simple, then what you bring to my sister happiness is those handsome men, and the physical feeling is the most real

But what about me? Even though I can sometimes spend money to find beautiful women, these women never bring me happiness, they are at most satisfied with my body

But fortunately, the imaginary thing didn't happen, my brother continued to do things under me after he got married, in fact, it seems that more often than not, my brother seems to care more about his family, I don't think this kind of thinking is a mistake, but I think it's like my brother is a little too much, he cares about his family beyond my imagination, and even he sometimes interferes in managing his sister's affairs, his brother is really too simple, sister, where is the person we can manage? He sometimes thinks that his sister is too, how can a woman have such a boyfriend at the same time? And blatantly spend money to support those men

Only I am the only one in my whole family who doesn't want to interfere in other people's lives, my parents are actually not very old, and the heads of other families are still maintaining all the actions of the whole family when they are at the age of their parents, and my parents have taken them to their 50s, they have decided to retire to the edge of Yangcheng Lake, they bought a villa, and they are not willing to admit to others that they are my parents, they live a monotonous and boring life, which I can't understand, and I have worked hard all my life, Isn't it ridiculous to want to return to monotony in the end?

What about my brother? A man who looks so powerful can't tell if a woman can't tell whether a woman is really kind or fake, and kindness can't tell whether a woman is hypocritical or sincere, and such a person still wants to change our family? There have been countless times, my brother always wants me and my sister to accompany her home, to visit my parents and share the joy of family together, although my sister and I also try our best to cooperate with my brother, but when we are together as a family, what happens to us, the family is together, there are only endless quarrels? You accuse me, I accuse you of arguing with each other, what's the point of arguing to the end? Parents have worked hard all their lives and never managed us, but in the end they found that we did not develop according to their expectations, it is ridiculous, parents don't care about their children, how can children manage according to their direction? Although we do everything according to our parents' requirements in the big picture, in fact, we all have our own small actions behind the scenes

I thought that the person who could change me would never appear in my life, but I didn't expect that the first person to change me was actually a boyfriend of my sister who I looked down on the most, and on that day, when my sister appeared in front of me with her so-called last boyfriend, the first thing I felt was that my eyes lit up, this is the most handsome man I have ever seen, and it seems that the appearance of Li Peng makes me feel that the appearance of a man can also be registered to such a point

My sister is a woman who pays a lot of attention to her appearance, and many times the men around her only need to look good to get endless money from him, it doesn't matter, the money in the family has always been divided into 1/3, and my sister can never pay it, just get that 1/3, as for how to spend it if the front of this 1/3 is not written? I, as an older brother, will never manage him, I want to give it to other men, that is his freedom, because I understand that those men are not in vain, they must have satisfied their sister in some way before giving them money