"Systemic lupus erythematosus, have you heard of it?"

Most of them shook their heads, except for one girl who said she had seen it in a textbook.

"I remember it's an autoimmune disease, right?"

"Hmm."

"That senior sister has to cultivate well, I believe that there will be a cure in a few years."

"Hmm."

When he left the activity room, it was almost five o'clock in the afternoon, and Bai Ye accompanied Chen Xiaodi to Lin Da, and talked about the topic just now as he walked.

"I always think the boy sitting across from me is familiar, it's the boy in the video at the party, right?"

"Well, this story has been revised many times, and if I remember correctly, it was the fifth edition at that time."

"It seems that you put a lot of thought into preparing for this show."

"I know a lot of things that I will never be able to empathize with you, I just hope that you don't have too much burden in your heart and can live happily every day."

"Didn't I say that as long as the future is good, I won't care about the past."

Chen Xiaodi said, smiling heartily.

"But I really remembered a lot of things today."

"Is there anything I don't know?"

"That's a lot."

"Really? Tell me about it? ”

The weather was pleasant on this day, and it was still early, so the two bought milk tea outside the school, walked up the long slope, and sat on the grass in front of the main teaching building.

"When I was first hospitalized in my freshman year of high school, it was at the end of March, you should remember, right?"

"Hmm."

"Actually, I wasn't feeling well for about a month."

"Isn't it ...... You've been hiding it from your uncle and aunt before, haven't you?! ”

"Of course not, it's just...... They don't believe it. ”

"Don't believe me?"

Hearing this, Bai Ye was a little surprised, and looked at Chen Xiaodi with a puzzled expression.

"Well, at that time, I would feel very sleepy when I got up every morning, and my joints hurt all over my body, and it took more than ten minutes just to comb my hair, and it took almost an hour from getting up to going out, not including breakfast."

"No wonder you went out a little late during that time, it turned out to be because of this."

"After a few days, my mother began to urge me every day, let me clean up faster, and even called me up herself, helped me comb my hair, and counted me down while combing, I told her many times that my joints hurt, but she said every time that I was just lazy and didn't want to go to school."

"Later, my left wrist was swollen and it hurt like a pinprick when I touched it, so he asked my dad to take me to their hospital for an X-ray."

"And what was the result?"

"There are no anomalies."

"So it's over again?"

"Hmm."

Chen Xiaodi nodded and slowly took a sip of sweet milk tea.

"Later, my fingers were completely straight, but she still didn't believe it, so I asked my hands not to be like a chicken paw every day, so as not to deform in the future, until one day she held my hand, just touched me and I cried in pain, she let me read the next morning and the head teacher asked for leave, go to the hospital to draw blood for examination."

"I remember you were hospitalized the day after that, right?"

"Well, there was a rheumatology specialist who was rehired after retirement in the hospital I went to that morning, and my mother thought it was rheumatism and took me there to have my blood drawn, and later the results came out, he said that it was suspected to be a very complicated disease, and it was recommended to do a more comprehensive blood test, and then my mother was completely panicked and took me to the state hospital for examination."

"At that time, my dad happened to have a friend in the medical department of the state hospital, and he knew a doctor from the rheumatology and immunology department, who had just returned from the provincial capital to study my disease, and he had just returned from work that day, and he took a call from my dad's friend and rushed over from home, and after looking at the test sheet, he said that it might be more troublesome, and suggested that I be hospitalized for a comprehensive examination."

Chen Xiaodi looked at the sky that was getting darker and slowly recalled, and the memories of that time came to his heart little by little.

"You seem to be going to school that afternoon, right?"

"Well, go and ask the head teacher for leave, I remember she was a little surprised when I told her."

"When you went back to school, it seemed like it was after May Day, right?"

"Yes, I stayed in the hospital for 20 days, and went home for another week to recuperate, and my mother saw that it was about to be the end of the month, so she asked me to go back to school after May Day."

"I still remember that at that time, every Friday, the boy sitting at your front table would come to my class and give me the test papers and exercise books that were sent down, and let me bring them back to you.

"That's right, at that time, we would get together after class and talk about games or something, and we got acquainted with each other after coming and going, and the relationship was good. Speaking of which, he is now at a school in a neighboring city, and we met him once before the National Day last year. ”

Chen Xiaodi said, smiling softly, he, and a girl who is now considered a best friend, is the most beautiful memory of Chen Xiaodi's freshman year of high school.

"When I was hospitalized, I took medicine and injections every day, and my mood was a little low, but I didn't have anything at first, but then I ......."

"What's wrong?"

Chen Xiaodi's pause made Bai Ye's heart chuckle, and an ominous premonition rose.

"Later, I heard someone tell my mom that in my situation, she and my dad could have another child."

“……”

Bai Ye seemed to have a feeling of abandonment just by listening to this, not to mention Chen Xiaodi, Bai Ye could almost imagine how desolate her heart was at that time.

"At that time, it may have been a little simple, and I didn't think too much about it, but now that so many years have passed, looking back, it's really not a good taste."

"Okay, it's all over, and besides, aren't you still the only sweetheart of your uncle and aunt."

"If they hadn't gotten married late, I might have had more brothers or sisters."

"How can it be, Auntie's mind is all on you, revolving around you every day."

"If you think about it, it seems that only when I am in the hospital will they not lose their temper with me, and they will buy me whatever I want to eat, but it makes me miss the days when I was hospitalized."

"Don't say such things, you must be good."

"It's just talking, but honestly, I've been ...... lately It doesn't feel very good......"

"What's wrong? What's uncomfortable? ”

Bai Ye became nervous as soon as he heard this, and turned his head to look at Chen Xiaodi with a serious face.

"That's it...... Somewhat tired...... It's a bit like the feeling I had when I was a freshman in high school, but I didn't feel uncomfortable for the time being. ”

"Then you can't be careless, if you feel uncomfortable, you must tell Auntie, do you hear?!"

"Hmm."

Chen Xiaodi agreed, but she wasn't sure whether the back pain from time to time at this time recently was tired or really uncomfortable.