"Shin Shin, what's wrong with you?"

Lin Xin's roommates came over and saw her standing motionless looking into the distance, and also followed her gaze.

"That's Shiraba, right?"

"yes, that's ...... next to him"

"Let's go back."

Before the roommates finished speaking, Lin Xin had already strode forward, and seeing her so calm, several people were a little puzzled and hurriedly followed.

"Shin Shin You...... Are you alright? ”

"It's okay."

Several people were curious about what was going on, but at the moment, Lin Xin obviously didn't want to say more, so they didn't ask much.

Bai Ye and the others began to get busy when they arrived at the activity room, moving all the equipment to the side, fortunately, there are not too many things here, unlike the instrumental music club, the whole room is full of all kinds of musical instruments, and it is very difficult to tidy up.

Everyone in the music club arrived one after another, everyone sat on the ground, divided all kinds of food into several portions, and chatted while eating.

Almost all the senior members knew Chen Xiaodi, but she was not familiar with the freshmen who had just been recruited this year, and she only felt that the boy sitting opposite her was a little familiar.

"By the way, let me introduce to you, this is Chen Xiaodi, your senior Bai Ye's girlfriend, just call me sister."

"Hello senior sister."

A group of elementary school brothers and sisters greeted Chen Xiaodi with a smile, and Chen Xiaodi smiled and nodded, which was a response.

"Speaking of which, Bai Ye, the song "Rose Boy" you sang at the welcome party was specially chosen for Xiaodi, right?"

"Hmm."

Everyone looked at Bai Ye, he nodded slightly, reached out and poked a piece of watermelon with a bamboo skewer and handed it to Chen Xiaodi.

"Tell us, why did you choose this song?"

"Because ......"

Bai Ye looked a little hesitant and turned his head to look at Chen Xiaodi, as if asking for her consent.

"Well, I just want to know."

"Actually, I first learned about this song from your space, and it was the lyrics you shared that time."

"Hmm."

Chen Xiaodi nodded, she shared the lyrics of the chorus part to the space soon after she heard this song, and she always felt that what was sung in those words of the song was very consistent with what she thought in her heart.

"Later I found out that you listened to this song many times during that time, and I was a little curious, and then I went to listen to this song as well."

Everyone didn't speak, they all looked at Bai Ye with a curious expression, waiting for him to continue.

"But after listening to it, I became more curious, because this is not the style you like, and most of the songs in your playlist are national or ancient."

"So I went to understand the background of this song, and I can understand why you like this song, and I have listened to it so many times."

"Why?"

Chen Xiaodi turned his head and asked with a smile.

"Vibes."

Chen Xiaodi didn't speak, just smiled beautifully, and everyone looked at each other with a question mark on their faces.

"So, behind this song...... Got a story? ”

"Well, to put it simply...... Be kind to those who are different. ”

"Different people......"

"Behind this song, there is a tragedy."

Chen Xiaodi said lightly, looking calm, calculating the time, it has been almost five years now, and she has already seen it.

"You should know that Xiaodi is not in good health and needs to take medicine every day, right?"

"Hmm."

"Her disease was almost a terminal illness more than 20 years ago, and according to her parents, it is equivalent to no cure."

"That ......"

Hearing this, everyone looked at me and I looked at you, and they all looked a little surprised.

"Although there is no way to completely cure it now, fortunately, it can be effectively controlled through treatment and drugs."

"That's good."

"When the diagnosis was made, the doctor didn't tell Xiaodi, but only told her uncle and aunt alone, and when they went to see a doctor in other places this year, the doctor also said not to talk about her illness to others, because in the early years, she would be discriminated against."

"I ...... I probably know what the story behind this song is like. ”

Senior Sister Chenxi said, and everyone nodded along with her.

"If you think about it, I don't remember when I knew, only when my mom told me, I already knew."

Chen Xiaodi said lightly, and even felt a little funny.

"Senior sister, were you scared at that time?"

"It's not like I'm scared...... I didn't seem to feel anything, I slept in a daze every day when I was first hospitalized, and when I was better, it didn't hurt anymore, I took injections and took medicine and then I was discharged from the hospital, and I didn't think it was a big deal. ”

"Xiaodi, can I ask, what are the symptoms of your disease?"

Senior Sister Dawn asked.

"This ...... It seems that everyone is different, and my words are that all the joints in my body hurt, and my fingers are no longer straight when I am hospitalized. ”

Chen Xiaodi said that it didn't matter, but everyone felt a chill on their backs when they heard it.

"Before she was hospitalized, I looked no different from usual, but after she was hospitalized, she didn't feel good, she started to have a fever on the first day of hospitalization, she was groggy for the first few days, and she was rarely awake, and her aunt also said that she was afraid that she would not wake up if she fell asleep."

"In this way, I still remember the first few days in the hospital, and I ate boiled cabbage every day."

"That's so vegan...... Isn't it time to take good nutrition when you're sick? ”

"She had mouth sores at the time, and she couldn't eat anything else."

"But then I ate half a pound of cherries every day."

Chen Xiaodi said, looking very happy.

"Wow, that's a lot of money, isn't it?"

"No, we have a lot of cherry trees there, and it's not very expensive during the harvest."

Bai Ye said, and handed Chen Xiaodi something to eat, and at this moment, Chen Xiaodi was almost full.

"How is Senior Sister doing now?"

"It's okay, I just can't bask in the sun and can't overwork, so I'm exempt from physical education class, and I have almost no skirts."

"How uncomfortable it was that summer, it's getting hotter and hotter in the past few years."

"Yes, but for the sake of her body, she can't help it, her disease usually looks no different from a normal person, but if it relapses, it will be worse every time, she was still lying in the hospital for twenty days before the college entrance examination, a little bit worse, otherwise she would not have been admitted to the current school."

In that case, Chen Xiaodi's family is already very satisfied, but she is always a little unable to let go.

"Since you are not in good health, why don't you take a break from school and take care of it at home?"

"She wouldn't."

"Why?"

"Many of our classmates are the same age as you, and she feels uncomfortable when she returns to school, surrounded by classmates younger than her."

"There are many of our classmates who are younger than us, which is normal, and besides, there is no way to get sick."

"I persuaded her like this, but I couldn't persuade her."

"If this were me, I would definitely be at home in the name of justice."

As soon as these words came out, everyone laughed, and many people nodded desperately in agreement.

"Senior sister, what kind of illness are you, is it convenient to say?"