"Of course I don't know! Like you, don't know! Zhen Zhen said, "Because I don't know, I can't judge whether there is a huge difference in strength between the enemy and us, and I can't conclude that I will definitely be able to defeat the other party." ”

Feng Hanzhao came back to his senses from his state of surprise, thinking about Zhen Zhen's words and his emotional reasoning, and finally he said, "You're right. I don't even know who my opponent is. In the name of the eldest son of the crown prince, he has no real power in his hands. I'm afraid that my every move has long been in the other party's calculations. Ha, what a ridiculous Qingjiang king! ”

"I think you can think twice about whether your self-blame is justified. Whether the entire Daning Dynasty can predict and prevent similar explosions will occur, and how much manpower, material resources, time and energy will be spent if it is necessary to prepare for contingency in advance. After the loss of a loved one, it is not easy to get rid of the pain, and it can be a long-term struggle. Have you ever worried that you will one day break down or lose control of yourself? Zhen Zhen didn't plan to let Feng Hanzhao continue to laugh at himself, and began to take the initiative to ask questions.

"I feel like I'm falling apart." Feng Hanzhao was in good condition and did not resist.

"Do you feel helpless? Feel like no one can help you? Zhen Zhen asked again.

"Help me? What can I do? Even I don't know what to do myself. A few days ago, I had to see a lot of people every day, but it didn't work. ”

"The number of people coming here is decreasing, isn't it?"

"I'll say something nice, forget all about it as soon as possible, look forward and so on."

Zhen Zhen said: "It's not easy to forget the pain, and they are all well-meaning and want to alleviate your grief." Don't stress yourself out of it. They haven't experienced the same things as you, it's not easy to empathize, don't blame them for misunderstandings, and don't refuse their concern, okay? ”

"Do they really care about me?" A hint of ridicule appeared at the corner of Feng Hanzhao's mouth.

"There will definitely be people who take the opportunity to show affection, but there will always be people who treat you sincerely. You can say exactly what you want and what you don't. You have your own way of coping, and people will understand you and support you. Feng Qi didn't just find me. ”

"I really didn't expect you to come." Feng Hanzhao's eyes stared at Zhen Zhen, as if he wanted to see that she was a little sincere.

"It was Feng Qi who told me something about you. I feel like I have to make a trip. Healing hurts takes time, encouragement, and care. But I'm not here to tell you what to do, you have your own way of dealing with grief, I'm just here to hear how you feel. ”

Zhen Zhen met Feng Hanzhao's gaze and did not flinch. She said: "Feng Hanzhao, take it easy, listen to other people's voices, get to know yourself again, and don't be too yourself." If you are alive, you will also hope that you will encounter difficulties, motivate yourself with positive words, and find a new way out for yourself. ”

"How can I relax a little? Grinding ink? Write? ”

"It's okay to talk. I want to hear the stories of these people you love. If you didn't love them, you wouldn't be so miserable. ”

"Story?"

"Would you like to tell us a little bit about them?

…… This time, after waiting for a long time, Zhen Zhen heard the word "um". Feng Hanzhao's voice was low and gentle: "Xiu'er's mother and my mother are cousins who grew up together, and they have had a good relationship since childhood. The two families were married when we were very young. I knew she was my future daughter-in-law when I could remember. Xiu'er is three years older than me, and many things will let me. I remember playing together as children and she always left me a good piece of food. Later, Xiu'er's father served as the Taishou of Qingzhou, and she followed her to Qingzhou, and we rarely met each other. Until I was sixteen years old, we became a close ...... in Dazhou."

Feng Hanzhao stopped suddenly, as if he remembered something, Zhen Zhen didn't ask, but waited for him quietly. Zhen Zhen guessed that he was sixteen that year---- which is equivalent to the age of just entering the first year of high school, so he is probably still a bastard, and he doesn't understand anything. And Wang Xiu is nineteen years old, very mature, for Feng Hanzhao, he can be a teacher and a friend, a mother and a wife, and a partner who plays multiple roles. The two of them must have a lot of stories.

Unexpectedly, Feng Hanzhao was a child who was still in adolescence and rebellion. "I didn't want to get married," he said. I only want to go to the army. begged for a long time, but the mother concubine did not agree. The mother concubine said that Xiu'er was nineteen years old and had to pass through the door. and did not let me leave my new wife to join the army, because the most important thing is to have children to spread out. So, I poured my anger on Xiu'er, and I didn't want to have sex with her. also asked Hanchen to help me tease her. Putting a bug in her bowl of tea almost every day. Got her and cried many times. But she never sued me against anyone. I think she's timid and not grateful. My mother turned to her and replaced all the powerful maids around me, and I became even more angry with her. ”

Zhen Zhen sighed in his heart, the relationship of this childhood sweetheart is indeed extraordinary.

"Then one time I went out horseback riding. The horse was startled and threw me off, breaking my left arm. She took care of my diet and daily life for several months, fearing that others would not be willing to do my job and leave my arm disabled. It is said that after a long time, I slowly realized that the embroidered people are good. When she was pregnant with Ah Heng, she vomited a lot, she vomited what she ate, and she still ate a lot of things every day for the sake of her children, and she was still very thin. When I gave birth to Ah Heng, I had a day and a night, and Wen Po came out and asked me whether to protect the adult or the child, and I said that both were protected, but she said loudly in the delivery room that she would protect the child. It may be that the child understands the words of the mother, and at this time, the child's fetal position is suddenly correct, and the mother and child are finally safe. ”

Zhen Zhen couldn't help but calculate in his heart: Wang Xiu was at least twenty-one at that time, right? It is the best age for childbearing, and it will be difficult to give birth, in this era, giving birth to a child is really a woman's ghost door!

Feng Hanzhao was immersed in happy memories, and a soft smile appeared on his face: "Ah Heng and Xiu'er are very close. Many of Ah Heng's things are embroidered by herself, and she doesn't need to be handled by a maid nurse. But Xiu'er is very close to Ah Heng's studies, and the articles that Mr. requires to memorize must be memorized and written silently on the same day. And if you make a mistake, you have to memorize it, if you make a mistake, you have to repeat it, and sometimes it's so strict that even I, the father, can't look past it. However, in this room now, there will be no more voices of their mothers and sons endorsing......"

Feng Hanzhao closed his eyes, and two tears slowly oozed out from the corners of his eyes and slipped down.

"Do you still dream of them every night?"

Zhen Zhen stood up and pulled the chair he made opposite Feng Hanzhao: "If the princess is sitting here, do you have anything to say to her?"

Feng Hanzhao turned his head, glanced at Zhen Zhen meaningfully, and lowered his eyelids again.

Zhen Zhen could clearly see that there were tear stains on his curled eyelashes.

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