Vacations are short and precious.

There are good and bad, and if the time is short, there will be a lot less homework.

The taste of the New Year has gradually faded with age, and year after year, the party on the TV is still lively.

Everywhere is lit up and beaming.

Only the empty road was left, extremely lonely, and the only remaining snowflakes came to visit, and suddenly drove past a taxi driver who was rushing home for the New Year, and it was only a few seconds to pass by, because, at the moment, the people inside were anxious and looking forward to it.

Taxis rushing past brought the streets calm down again.

In addition to the Chinese New Year, the second exciting festival is Valentine's Day on February 14.

On this day, there are joys and sorrows.

Looking at the photos posted on social platforms, envy is inevitable, and at this time I will think, this kind of dog abuse should really be strongly stopped, and it will be an ordinary day.

Or it should be blocked.

Looking at the various talks in the space, I can't help but fall into thinking, people are really different, there are sorrows, indifference, joy, and troubles.

On Valentine's Day, some people will be depressed because they don't have a lover, some people will cheer because they receive gifts, and some people will choose to code words at night, for example, me.

I've often wondered if the reason why the world is wonderful is that people with different personalities can be had. Since this is the case, I hope that the world will be kind to people of every character. Because, with the existence of these people, there is a whole wonderful world.

Ahri always expresses his heart in the most dull words, but Rainbow is active on everyone's message board, Zhao who loves beauty has no worries about posting selfies from all angles, and Alin, who has a weird personality, is even more unpredictable......

People, that's how different.

Of course, there is an even more strange me, no matter when I can smoothly become a little transparent, if I don't speak, no one will find out about my existence, and no one can surpass it.

That's fine, I hate being noticed too much, I don't want to be the center of attention, at the moment, I just want to live quietly and live my own life.

"Isn't it?"

It was Ahri's inquiry, and we kept in touch after the holiday, so I wouldn't be too surprised to see his news.

Make small talk or share stories from around you.

Today is Valentine's Day, and then a few days after Valentine's Day, school is about to start, and the good holiday is so indurable that the balance is very small.

The beginning is the end, and just like that, it's time to start again.

Then, I looked at Ahri's message and replied, "Hmm."

Then he and I started today's topic, and at first we continued to talk with a natural chatting heart.

However, Ahri's words suddenly changed, and I couldn't react.

"It's Valentine's Day, so we're not ordinary friends, okay?"

When I received this news, I first froze for a long time, carefully read what he meant, there should be no mistake, if I made a mistake, he should explain it to me.

After waiting for a long time, he didn't continue to explain, but waited for my reply.

What does this mean......

I seem to understand a little.

If you pretend not to understand, it's really pretentious, after all, everyone can understand it, and for such a straightforward text, I don't plan to pretend to be crazy and stupid.

I thought inwardly for a long time.

Tangled, troubled, confused, impulsive......

"Okay."

Yes, I was so impulsive at the time, I didn't think about the consequences at all, and it was just one word that changed the harmonious relationship between us.

On the Internet, I can always be myself, express what I think, and will not be bound by any external factors, and be true to myself.

Although I don't know if what I did was right, I am happy today.

The wait for the start of school has become a long time in an instant, because I guess there is something I am looking forward to.

At this time, I shared a song in the space, which also represents the mood of the moment.

"One more person to accompany you" was sent to him to see.

My Ahri.

……

School.

Miraculously, there seemed to be very little communication between us at the time, and the news of his arrival at the school was still seen through the talk he posted, and I don't understand why.

Maybe it's because of the blurred memory.

Immediately after that, school started.

The first thing I did at the beginning of the semester was to move the dormitory, and moving to the dormitory opposite was an invitation from Alin, and she wanted to move, so she pulled me to move with me, and I actually had this idea for a long time, after all, I couldn't stay in that dormitory anymore.

Maybe it was my problem, so, I left.

Now my roommates in this dormitory are different from the previous ones, they are very quiet, although they are all classmates, but in fact, except for Alin, I have very little contact with other people, and there is almost no communication.

However, Alin is always hot and cold like this, which makes me not only doubt myself, is this the legendary tool man?

Ay!

Because she doesn't pay much attention to me again.

……

After moving into the dormitory, the sky gradually darkened, as if to send a signal to us that we were going to class.

Fortunately, there were not many things, and they were cleaned up.

On the way to class, I felt a little inexplicable nervousness in my heart, a familiar tension that would involuntarily arise every time the teacher randomly recites a text, or when waiting for something important.

With every step, my heart will unconsciously shake, and I always feel unreal when I have expectations.

Arrive at the class.

Walked in indifferently, although his gaze did not change, but the afterglow scanned the location of Ahri, and he changed into new clothes.

It's still so cute and cute.

I didn't walk to him, but walked directly to my place, sat down, and began to tidy up my things, and my classmates, who I hadn't seen for a long time, began to chat.

And I sat like this, he ignored me, I ignored him, like two strangers.

It's weird.

So, what kind of relationship do we have?

I know my heart very well, and I always look at his position from time to time, but I really don't know how to express myself, I always feel embarrassed, and I feel embarrassed to see him.

Only those who don't care will not be embarrassed.

Now I'm praying that he will take the initiative, because I know very well that I can't take the initiative and I don't know how to communicate.

But no.

During the recess, Ahri came over and was right next to me, but I didn't have the courage to look up at him, if there was a limit to introversion, I must be the bottom one, there are still many roads ahead for me to try.

However, this first step is very difficult to take.

I kept shouting in my heart: Speak, as long as I say a word first, I will respond immediately, why don't you speak, it's so embarrassing.

Ahri didn't understand what I meant.

Then, without any communication, he departed, seemingly lost.

Today, all this is not what I imagined, it should not be like this, before I came, I imagined countless possibilities, but none of them happened.

Now the most embarrassing and bad possibility.

Maybe two people with too similar personalities are really not suitable for being together, but what about the difference?

Still unknown.

Well, the day passed like this today, and Ahri and I didn't say a word, and I never had the courage to raise my eyes to look at him, if it had been like this, there should be no result.

Maybe it won't start at all, that's fine, it won't hurt each other.

Emotional wounds are hard to heal, and he still looks so infatuated.

I don't want to hurt him, but I won't change myself.

The crowd disperses, marking the end of the day today, and good night to all the good and bad.

Looking forward to the good news tomorrow, hopefully there will be good news.

……

Fall asleep with anticipation, open your eyes, and start a new day, with new worries.

Momo used to be a running student, but now, like us, lives in the dormitory, in my lower bunk, and she is for convenience.

However, this morning, with a crisp sound, completely broke the original mood, and suddenly fell to the bottom, and when I got out of bed, in a daze, my foot accidentally broke the peach water cup.

But why is her cup under my feet? And the place where she was placed happened to be a place where I had to pass, and a little carelessness would lead to the current tragedy.

It was indeed a cup, in the early hours of the morning.

Everyone seems to be in a bad mood.

The moment the glass burst, I immediately came to my senses and crouched down to clean up the debris with my hands.

However, he was stopped by Momo and said, "Huh? Don't move, I'll sweep with a broom. ”

I could see that she was unhappy, but she didn't mean to let me make amends, but got up to clean up the battlefield.

As a result of my own experience, I now understand another strange thing, that is, why the protagonist in the TV series, after breaking an item, always wants to clean it with his hands for the first time, and then his hands are cut.

It turns out that this is really the case in reality, as if reflexively, I can't help but want to reach out, this is the first reaction.

But forgetting the simplest solution.

It seems that today is going to be an extraordinary day, starting from a bad morning, with a dark mood shrouded in explosion smoke, I went to the classroom.

At the end of school at noon, I went to the grocery store near the school and looked around and around, but I never saw a cup that resembled a peach.

So, I was about to go back to the dormitory to ask her first, and then come out to buy it, but I saw the new cup in Momo's hand.

She bought new cups.

And she told me that there was no need to lose, the cup was not worth much.

Shame, guilt.

As a result, I don't even dare to look at him now.

Peach is looking for a new place for her new cup, a place I can't reach, and now, I can't break it again.

It's really not, now every time I get out of bed, I will see the situation under my feet, and after confirming that it is correct, I can go down with confidence, and I am extra cautious, which is the sequelae left by today's events.

Because I don't want to experience it again, I haven't fully woken up in the morning, and I feel helpless when I break things in a hurry.

It's so uncomfortable.

But there's more to come.

……

In the last lesson, the moment of liberation is about to be ushered in.

Teacher Hai walked in and told him about the content of his school-wide meeting today, which was very messy.

It is probably that the superior leaders want to visit our school for guidance, and then they need to organize class hygiene, abide by school rules and discipline, and maintain a good class spirit and school spirit.

In short, it has been said for a long time.

Teacher Hai did not forget the time, but these things must be finished, which seems to be very important, after all, the teachers of the whole school attach great importance to it.

Time passed minute by minute without any nostalgia.

In the corridor, there were curious eyes from other classes, curious why we were still sitting neatly. At the same time, we are curious, don't they need to be notified?

This may not have any special effect on the running students, but the result for the boarding students is that there is no food.

No one dared to tell him, because it seems that this matter is very important, if Mr. Hai is not notified in place, it must be his responsibility, rather than this, it is better to eat one less meal, it is regarded as weight loss, and every day with Alin's dinner, he does not eat or buy some snacks.

In the end, Mr. Hai mentioned Alin separately and urged: "Hurry up and pay the food fee, otherwise the top will urge, and it will be troublesome if you don't let you stay at that time." ”

Alin nodded, she looked embarrassed, as far as I know, she had already spent her food money and had nothing left.

It should be difficult.

After class.

There are less than ten minutes left until the start of the evening self-study, so let's continue to sit.

Alin didn't ask me this time, but went out with Momo, I didn't understand her intentions, and I didn't know if it was another abandonment, but I thought it was strange.

She always walks away so inexplicably, and then inexplicably takes the initiative to approach me, and she gets angry inexplicably, and her preferences are so uncertain.

I didn't say anything, just let her go, after all, I have no right to be suspicious of others.

We are classmates, but we are only classmates.

……

At this time, Ahri bought some things from outside, walked into the classroom, and instead of returning to his place, he walked directly to me, full of purpose.

Is he finally going to talk about it?

After all, this day is too depressing.

I pay attention to him and care about him, but I just don't know how to express it, just like the slow temptation of a baby at birth, very slow and slow, adapting to the world.

It takes more and more time to adapt.

However, Ahri didn't understand me at all, and was eager to verify and verify my intentions.

What is my heart? Actually, even I don't know very well.

So, here he came, just in time.

He sat down next to me, and for some reason, the pressure came instantly.

First, I handed me the snack I had just bought, and I thanked him for his kindness, and then put it away, but I was too embarrassed to eat it, I thought it would be embarrassing to eat in front of the opposite sex.

I didn't know what to say or what to do, so I turned on the small game on my phone and began to play casually, just to hide the embarrassment at the moment.

At this moment, Ahri's eyes are full of tenderness and profundity, which is a kind of ignorant love in adolescence, I understand, because, too.

However, I know that it was me who ruined this beautiful love that originally belonged to a young man.