What was it like?

It was as if the night stopped outside the window, and the music with a little whimpering was still lingering in my mind, and I could feel the smooth foam of dish soap with my fingertips dipped in the warm water on the half wall of the sink from the wrist down.

In the deepest part of my heart, some low-pitched desires struggled and jumped to try something.

But the music just stopped.

Emotions and the world all stop here.

Jiang Yi searched for Ge Zheng's eyes under the dim light, and the wine made him have a moment of presumptuousness.

Ge Zheng also looked at him, but frowned slightly.

Neither of them heard the sound of Feng Tian walking over with a sluggish pace, so much so that when he pushed the door in, the rough sound of the door shaft, which was not very obvious, actually startled both of them at the same time, and hastily separated their eyes.

"Why is it still in the middle of the night on the labor reform, what kind of high-level interest is this?" Feng Tian leaned into the door with half of his body, his eyes were a little foggy, his mind was not very clear under the alcohol, and his voice was hoarse, "Ge Zheng, don't do the whole thing with me, what time is it, deal with sleep, I won't stop you when I get up tomorrow morning to wash." ”

"I'll go back ......," Ge Zheng was about to speak.

"Rest, let's go on the road and wait for the police to arrest you for drunk driving?" Feng Tian simply didn't tell him, and nodded at Jiang Yi, "My room is a big bed, Hu Liang and I will get down, Hu Liang's room is a single bed, you can sleep...... Eh, you don't dislike it, do you? ”

I can't talk about it, it's just a little embarrassing, but it's too prevaricating, and it's not too much of a thing to worry about when boys borrow a night from each other, Jiang Yi smiled, and just said, "Then where does Ge Zheng live?" ”

"Sofa." Feng Tian yawned and walked away with his head down.

Jiang Yi held the edge of the pool with both hands and was silent for a few seconds before hooking the corners of his mouth and speeding up the movements of his hands.

Ge Zheng didn't speak tacitly, holding a dry cloth in his hand, every time Jiang Yi rinsed a dish, he took it and quickly wiped it clean and put it back in the cupboard.

The two of them don't chat, they just work, the speed is still very fast, there is some movement in the bathroom over there, Feng Tian and Hu Liang have finished washing up separately, and the kitchen here has already finished work.

"Otherwise, I'll sleep on the couch." Jiang Yi wiped the water from his hands and said as he walked out.

"Still together." Ge Zheng's voice sounded almost at the same time as him, very low, but there was no hesitation.

Although this topic has been over for a while, and it was interrupted by Feng Tian halfway, and if it was changed to something else, he might not even think of what the cause would be when he heard it, but Jiang Yi still understood it in an instant.

Still together.

As soon as these four words came out, the bottom line was sealed, and all the exploration of the dark tide was meaningless.

Jiang Yi nodded, took the new toothbrush handed over by Feng Tian, and walked into the bathroom......

Doesn't seem right......

Jiang Huai twisted his brows and thought about it again......

That day, was that so?

It seems to be, and it doesn't seem to be, and when I think about it, another memory is just as clear.

"Why is it still in the middle of the night on the labor reform, what kind of high-level interest is this?" Feng Tian leaned into the door with half of his body, his eyes were a little foggy, his mind was not very clear under the alcohol, and his voice was hoarse, "Ge Zheng, don't do the whole thing with me, what time is it, deal with sleep, I won't stop you when I get up tomorrow morning to wash." ”

"I'll go back...... Jiang Yi hurriedly said, "It's only ten minutes, I'll finish washing, open a navigation, and go back after strolling, Brother Feng, you're welcome." ”

"Huh?" Feng Tian glanced up at Ge Zheng.

Ge Zheng said calmly: "Put the car here for you, and I will walk back with him." ”

Feng Tian shrugged, there was nothing to do, there was no need to be polite and strong, "Lock the door for me when you leave." He said only that, and then turned away.

The night is as cool as water, and the streets seem to be forever wet.

"I'll help you with your backpack?" Ge Zheng tried to raise his hand to pick it up.

was blocked by Jiang Yi with a smile, and glanced at the other party funny, "What do you think?" ”

Ge Zheng didn't speak again, probably thinking that what he said was a little funny.

There are no cars or pedestrians on the road, the winding path ends with the outline of undulating mountains, the street lamps are far apart, quiet like a place out of the world, this is not the first time that two people have bathed in such a night, cool, the body that drank wine is slightly cold, but it is also transparent.

"You ......"

"You ......"

The two of them spoke at the same time, and they stopped at the same time, but neither of them laughed.

"Actually......"

"Actually......"

After a moment's pause, he spoke again at the same time.

"Let's talk first." Jiang Yi turned his head to look over and whispered.

Ge Zheng pursed his lips, and after a while, he said, "Actually, I've been thinking about that secret you told me all night," he paused, "You shouldn't have finished speaking, right?" ”

Jiang Yi raised his eyebrows.

Ge Zheng held his eyes and kept looking at the road in front of him, "You used so many details to render the close relationship between you, how could you completely lose contact because you moved and changed schools?" Be...... What's going on. ”

After waiting for a long time, Jiang Yi didn't speak.

Ge Zheng looked over.

The expression on Jiang Yi's face was very light, but he didn't mean to speak at all.

"You don't have to answer," Ge Zheng took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, bit the cigarette holder between his lips and teeth, and put his hands in his pockets as usual, "I just thought about it, and I just asked." ”

"You didn't answer what I asked you." Jiang Yi teased.

"Still together." Ge Zheng said that there is no superfluous explanation for this.

Jiang Yi took a deep breath.

The two walked side by side a few more intersections, the indescribable emotion still stuck in their chests.

Like a flame that is about to burn but not burned, it has been poured with a scoop of cold water, and it is not enough to extinguish it, the choking smoke still fills the air and spicy eyes, and the unpleasant smell still makes people's chests suffocated.

The ashes were not reconciled, but they had become ashes.

Ashes are also to be dignified.

Both of them were pacing, and they were both thinking about their own thoughts, and when they reached Jiang Yi's downstairs, it was already one o'clock in the morning.

Jiang Yi glanced up and actually saw the window of Tiffen's bedroom, with a faint light shining through the gap in the curtains.

This person's things have almost moved, and it's OK to come and live at any time, but I didn't expect it to be so sudden, and I didn't say hello in advance, and moved over quietly.

Ge Zheng had already stood on his feet, raised his head again, and smiled slightly, "Go up." ”

"It's going to be one night, you haven't driven again, what time will it be to toss back," Jiang Yi chin gestured into the corridor, "My classmate has already moved in, and he hasn't slept yet," he looked at Ge Zheng's slightly hesitant face, "Hi", and teased, "Just give me a day back in the rent." ”

Actually, it's not that I haven't lived in it.

Ge Zheng raised his hand and half-stretched, "Okay, I'm really sleepy, and I don't bother to move after drinking." ”

Unlocked the door and entered.

As soon as Jiang Yi raised his hand to touch the switch of the chandelier in the corridor, he heard some rustling sounds in Gu Yifan's bedroom.

Jiang Yi turned his head violently, and looked at each other in the dark, both of them saw a trace of embarrassment in each other's eyes, and then they wanted to cover up a smile.

But at this time, you can't go back, and you can't sleep on the streets.

Jiang Yi was also convinced in his heart, thinking that it was really a must that this person didn't slip away.

But...... It's nothing, but the secretive emotions on the road just now were suddenly washed away a lot, so it can't be said that Gu Yifan's troubles are not positive at all.

The two of them didn't make much noise, especially Jiang Yi, who didn't dare to turn on the lights, really for fear of scaring Gu Yifan and ...... The other girl.

I knew that it was better to spend the night on the sofa in the living room of Hu Liang's house.

Ge Zheng whispered: "It's good to get used to it." ”

Yes, no one can get in the way, and it is estimated that there will be a lot of them in the future, and if you unilaterally embarrass yourself to death now, this roommate will not be able to do it in the future.

It's that Jiang Yiyuan thought about borrowing Gu Yifan's bed for one night, and he didn't care when he saw him back downstairs just now, thinking that he had a lot of fragments, and it was good to borrow extra pillows and quilts, but these are not realistic at the moment.

Jiang Yi thought that he could think of it, but he subconsciously tiptoed, and rushed back to his bedroom like a thief, dragged Ge Zheng, who was half a step behind, in, turned around and hurriedly closed the door, and then leaned on the edge of the door to listen, and his ears were hot, and his body trembled as if he was plugged in the electric door, and then he turned around and said with a wry smile: "It feels like I can't sleep." ”

Ge Zheng is very familiar with this house, and he can figure out the structure without turning on the lights, drag a chair in the dark, straddle it upside down, and whisper: "It's silent for a while, you send him a message to tell him again, this time there will be a delay, but if he doesn't know, he will be scared tomorrow morning." ”

Jiang Yi couldn't hold back, he snorted, frowned and sighed, clenched his fists and opened the bow left and right, and struck a crit at Gu Yifan, who was virtual in mid-air, "It's really out of tune!" ”

I don't want to make a sound, I can't wash up, and it's even more disturbing to listen to.

Ge Zheng stood up, pulled the whole window up, stepped out and sat on the windowsill, his two long legs hanging down, his shoulders and back half leaning on the window lattice, and beckoned to the back.

Jiang Yi walked over from the good stream, took two bottles of mineral water from the table, and stepped out of the desk.

Ge Zheng lit a cigarette, Jiang Yi reached out and asked for one, this was the first time he took the initiative to smoke, Ge Zheng looked at him very curiously, Jiang Yi took a cigarette between his fingers, took a hard breath, and spit it out, "It's just that Gu Yifan, this kid is stimulated, and I want to live with such a roommate for a year, I'm panicked." But he just took such a sip in the end, and it was a bit formalistic, and the rest was quietly sandwiched in his hand.

"Actually, the feeling you thought I felt when we first met now is quite different." The wild cat under the window barked, and Jiang Yi said suddenly.

It's not a matter of waiting for Gu Yi Fan Lang to finish, and he can only talk when he is idle, and he has nothing to say.

"How?" Ge Zheng was more cooperative, and naturally followed.

"It's just different," he didn't continue, but his mind quickly relived the situation every time the life trajectories of the two intersected, and he smiled for a long time, "If others talk to the two of us, will they all have to suffocate to death?" Words are always half-spoken. In fact...... I don't usually do that. ”

"You mean I got it?" Ge Zheng half looked up at the sky, half smiling.

Jiang Yi learned his posture and also looked at the sky, "Maybe the posture of the two of us is not quite right," he picked the tip of his finger holding the cigarette on the edge of the windowsill, "I have always thought that it is very easy for boys to make friends with each other, eat a meal, smoke a cigarette, you can talk, and after one or two things, even if you have a friendship, you can be a friend, just like me and Lao Gu ......"

There was a movement in the room, Jiang Yi's chest shook, and he smiled sullenly for a long time before continuing: "It's not easy to think about deep friendship, isn't it naïve for me to think like this?" Like you and Hu Liang, Mr. Feng, do you think that children like us who have not experienced social experience are very stupid when they think about things? Eh, to be honest, do you think I'm stupid, so I always call me the inner child? ”

"Do you think of society too mysteriously," Ge Zheng listened to him silently, and said indifferently, "Society is just a bunch of strange people coming together, whether you like it or not, whether you want it or not, these people are here." Where there are people is society, it has nothing to do with age, scheming children can make the high school student union look like a small society, simpler, how many years of work still won't come to the problem, so it's the same everywhere. ”

"It's the same everywhere," Jiang Yi asked softly, "why do you still want to stay here so much?" ”

This question is actually the same as the question in the kitchen of Mr. Feng's house, it is a question that does not need to be answered, and it will also make people silent.

Jiang Yi knew that he wouldn't care about the question of whether Gu Yifan wanted to stay after graduation, but he just wanted to ask Ge Zheng, even if the other party didn't give an answer.

Now that the bottom line has been drawn and cannot be further drawn, how can those emotions that have nowhere to be placed be resolved? Wouldn't that be a deeper understanding? Those things that others don't know, what you don't understand, those things you don't want to say, even an answer can make me feel that I am a different existence from the people around me.

I can't do anything more, but I still want to get to know you.

It's still because of the wine, I should have fallen asleep after drinking, but now I can't sleep, the wine is a little up, and people will inevitably be a little impulsive.

Some can't be suppressed.

Ge Zheng took the last puff of cigarette into his lungs, as if he didn't intend to spit it out, and smothered it, pressing the cigarette butt by the windowsill.

He is really not a person who is good at talking, and it is not that he doesn't want to say it, but too many emotions have been accumulated for too many years, pressed into a hard and dull shell, sometimes he wants to say something, but he can't find the entrance, and he has a lot of clues, so it's better not to say it.

Jiang Yi laughed self-deprecatingly.

"I don't want to stay here," Ge Zheng suddenly whispered, "I just want to stay away." He paused for a long time before saying, "You...... Want to stay? ”