Jiang Yi shook his head without hesitation, there was no need to answer this question, although he hadn't thought about it at all, but he subconsciously shook his head.

Ms. Xiangxiang would not let him stay, and even except for Bencheng, she would not even consider letting him live in a second city and dream about it.

Even if Lao Jiang doesn't say it, he will inevitably be consistent with his daughter-in-law in action, both of them are traditional northerners who can't be more traditional in their bones, just a single seedling son, he wants to be able to stare at it, stretch out his arms and be able to protect it, so reading is studying, and he must go back when he graduates and works in the future, and this preventive shot has already been given in advance.

Besides, Jiang Yi himself thinks so in his heart, leaving his parents alone, he goes all over the world wherever he goes, and he doesn't think about it.

Again......

Ge Zheng nodded, "I think so." ”

"That's right," Jiang Yi was already a little sleepy, he unscrewed the bottle of water and poured two sips, so that his throat was not so panicked, "Where did you learn to cook?" ”

Ge Zheng looked at the same state, half-closed his eyelids, and answered without a match, "Studying abroad is like Lan Xiang, and when you return to China, you will be able to do anything, didn't I come early." ”

The two of them took a step back when they spoke, and Jiang Yi could feel it, as if they stretched out their tentacles to each other and tried to move forward, but later found that there was no way, so they both retreated into the hard clam shells and said some innocuous nonsense again.

It's a little frustrating to think about it this way, emotions can't be one-way, as long as the parties are two parties, neither of the two people who can run out of this radiation circle.

Ge Zheng always treated him as a child, and he practiced Tai Chi gossip enough.

Jiang Yi is really not stupid, but he doesn't have such strong speech skills, and he has less experience.

His upper body twisted towards Ge Zheng, his face turned to stare at him, and there was a small vertical line between his eyebrows.

Ge Zheng leaned at him, looked at him for a while, amused him with a drunken expression, raised his hand and tapped there with his fingertips, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Jiang Yi licked his lips, squinted his eyes, and said, "I suddenly lost contact with that friend because he had a girlfriend. ”

"Hmm." Ge Zheng was stunned for a moment, and then only answered softly, as if he was quietly waiting for Jiang Yi to continue.

Jiang Yi closed his eyes, "I told him...... You have a girlfriend, and I feel very uncomfortable, like ...... Lost half of you all at once...... Friend. ”

Ge Zheng didn't say anything for a long time.

Jiang Yi opened his eyes by himself, turned his body back, and looked straight at the weeds in the backyard, a little less focused.

"And then?" It took a long time before Ge Zheng asked.

"No more," Jiang Yi said, "what should I do, it's that he broke up soon, and then said he wanted to talk to me, I ...... Scares away...... I didn't dare to contact again, and I didn't dare to meet in person, like being ...... I've gotten a glimpse of the secret of being able to fight without blood, ha. ”

Ge Zheng's index finger tapped the corner of his eye, but Jiang Yi avoided it, and said angrily: "I didn't cry." ”

I didn't cry, but my hanging fingertips trembled a little, and I was covered up by the action of grabbing the windowsill hard.

"I learned to cook to take care of my sister and my nephew," Ge Zheng suddenly cleared his throat, "It's not very good, it's just going to be able to eat." ”

"Oh." Jiang Yi Ganggang said that, it is indeed a lot of anger, the secret that has been held back for so many years, spit it out and want to smash the person in front of him who is always wrapped in armor, a bit of a despicable careful thought that wants to bring disaster to you when he is out of play, but he is indeed a lot more relaxed when he says it with the intention of drinking.

But when Ge Zheng suddenly opened his mouth to talk about his own business, Jiang Yi regretted it a little, it felt like he was forced to exchange something with the other party.

He doesn't have to expose other people's scars, inquire about other people's privacy, and think about it after impulse, which is a little boring.

But it didn't interrupt Ge Zheng.

Ge Zheng touched a cigarette and said, "My sister was divorced at that time, alone with children. ”

"What's ......" Jiang Yi couldn't hold back and asked, "Left?" ”

"That scumbag is domestic violence, beating, beating to death, taking beating people as fun," Ge Zheng's tone was quite calm, "My sister's own path, I didn't say anything at all in the first few years, the dead duck has a hard mouth, and then it was the man who died by himself, drunk and beat other women outside like my sister, accidentally killed and squatted in prison." My sister called me and said that she was scared and begged me to go over there to accompany her and take care of her, but in fact, she just wanted to find someone to help her take care of the children. ”

"I'm sorry," Jiang Yi was a little confused, and he didn't know what to say, "I don't know ......"

"It's fine." Ge Zheng took out his lighter, "Do you still listen?" ”

Jiang Yi bit his lip, reached over, and patted Ge Zheng's knee as if soothingly.

Ge Zheng sneered, and there seemed to be memories in front of him, "She and that scumbag have a small shop that sells floors, and it was returned to her after the divorce, and she is not good at it, and she is sad that the Communist Party has not been busy for a few days, and she has not been busy with the object at all, and she doesn't care about the friendship of elopement at all, but it may have been broken up a long time ago, who knows." That year, I was all in the store at home, I was all moving and delivering goods, and I had to take care of a little cub...... Come to think of it, I really did a lot of work at that time. ”

"You graduated from college by then, didn't you?" Jiang Yi waited for him to stop talking before asking.

"Yes," Ge Zheng puffed out a puff of cigarette, "At that time, I had just passed the interview and was admitted to the official establishment of Yanping TV, and I only recruited one person at that time...... But my sister cried and said that I didn't care about her, she could only tie up the child and jump into the sea, I ...... I had to give up. ”

Jiang Yi's eyes widened, he really didn't know what to say, the amount of information in these words was a bit large, and several questions poured out one after another, blocking his throat, and he scrambled for a long time, only saying: "TV station? ”

"Well, I studied film and television production in college." Ge Zheng hooked the corners of his lips, and looked at Jiang Yi with some amusement, "What else do you want to ask?" Don't be intimidated. ”

"I thought you were also studying finance," Jiang Yi's mood was really a little shaken, and he straightened out his thoughts, "Your sister and she, I don't know if you were admitted to ......"

Compiling this is a big deal in a small place.

"I know," Ge Zheng replied quickly, as if he had said something and didn't care about anything, "do you think she can care about this?" ”

"What about your parents? Don't care? Jiang Yi was incomprehensible.

Ge Zheng paused, "My previous work in Beijing was so troubled by my father...... He should have been quite upset, and he tried his best to make so many embarrassing things, but I finally resigned myself to returning to Yanping, and my sister did it again," he dusted off his cigarette ashes, "The road is one foot high, and the devil is one foot high." ”

Listening to the messy relationship, in the untold details, what overflowed was unsightly involvement and unbelievable selfishness, Jiang Yi couldn't imagine such a distorted family relationship, but he felt panicked in his heart.

He has been pressing his own secret for so many years, and he is almost crushed to death, so he has been stumped in his heart, who would have thought of comparing with Ge Zheng, only to know what it means to be true, "The Tao is one foot high, and the magic is one foot high." ”

Ge Zheng didn't know what was going on in his stomach, so he sighed and said, "I just want to find one, but no one can find my place." ”

Jiang Yi thought to himself, it's useless, across the world, Doudou is a video call, aren't you still depressed? This kind of thing is like holding the string of a kite, thinking that it is all the authorities who are obsessed with breaking free, but in fact it is useless.

He suddenly thought of the rumor that Gu Yifan had told him about the source of Ge Zheng's tuition, but it was different from the cumbersome and messy secrets of the family, and this matter was different in nature.

Family is a choice for everyone, it is passively accepted, so no matter how unbearable it is, it is not really shameful.

But feelings are personal choices, the road is chosen by oneself, and if you don't want to, no one should be able to really force it.

It's just that compared with Gu Yifan, who has no discipline, if Ge Zheng's thing is true, the area of discipline is a little too large, which is obviously beyond the acceptance of normal people with three views.

Jiang Yi suddenly felt a little confused in his heart, and he didn't know if he could really cover his ears and steal the bell to put a reason for Ge Zheng's behavior of "having to be in love", the high-sounding one was too false, and it was his own face.

He suddenly lost all curiosity, so stop here.

"Are you ......," he pretended to listen to the voice across the hallway, "sleepy?" He shifted his weight again, intending to lower himself back into the room.

"Do you believe it?" Ge Zheng grabbed his wrist, and his voice was low and deep in the night.

"Letter...... What the? Jiang Yi stammered, almost didn't continue in one breath, and there was a kind of embarrassment that someone had seen through his thoughts.

"Don't pretend," Ge Zheng narrowed his eyes and said in a heavier tone, "I'm sure you've heard of it." ”

"I ......" Jiang Yi's wrist shrunk, feeling cold to the touch, and the little chill numbed his entire arm along his wrist, and the cold hair stood up.

Ge Zheng looked at his eyes, frowned and said seriously: "Don't believe it! I didn't! ”

For the first time, his tone was so eager to prove his earnestness, and his tone trembled imperceptibly, with the frustration of those who pretended not to care, but had been plagued by the messages between his classmates.

Jiang Yi nodded, empathetic and a little distressed, he tried his best to look back at the past calmly, and said softly: "I will believe what you say." ”

Alcohol is really not a good thing, it makes even the strongest-willed person can't help but feel weak for a moment.

People are so lonely that they can't help but want to reach out and hold on to the slightest leaning in the dark night.

The condensation of a foreign land blends these two emotions and expands to infinity.

Later, Jiang Yi felt that he was probably really drunk, and his memories were all vague, a bit like fragments.

The next day, he was not woken up by ideals, but by the alarm clock that was on duty conscientiously.

The headache of the hangover came and went, and the light reflected in the window was a dim cold white, and it was drizzling.

Jiang Yi's throat and eyes were dry and astringent, and he felt like he could puff out smoke from his mouth.

There is a course on corporate finance early in the morning, so you can't be late.

The mood was too chaotic overnight, he was in a daze, and in the end, he didn't have time to send a message to Gu Yifan or anything, so he fell asleep, so he wanted to howl Gu Yifan at this time, because he didn't know if there was still that girl, so he couldn't bear it.

Reaching out to the side and touching it, the mattress was cold, empty, and nothing.

Ge Zheng is probably gone, when is it, his head is like pouring lead, there is no impression at all, and he borrowed a lonely place to stay overnight, and the two of them leaned against the windowsill and said a few words, so the room fee is estimated to be deductible.

Staggered up and washed up indiscriminately, he deliberately made a lot of noise, tossed and slipped away, and then stepped on a heavy step, knocked on the door outside Gu Yifan's house, and cleared his throat exaggeratedly.

There was silence in the door.

He waited for a while, and gently pushed the door open - the bed was neat, there was no trace at all, let alone the girl, and even Gu Yifan, the grandson, was not in sight.

Hey, it's pretty fast!

Jiang Yi hooked his lips and smiled, changed the books and courseware in his schoolbag, and had no appetite, took out a bottle of milk from the refrigerator and went out.

Early in the morning, everyone's spirits were quite sluggish.

There were a lot of people in the lecture hall, and there was no particular noise, and many students were yawning and stuffing breakfast.

When Jiang Yi walked to the door of the classroom, he met Huang Li and gave him a piece of chocolate, Jiang Yi thanked him and walked to Gu Yifan, who was dozing off in a daze in the third row.

Slip fast, occupy a seat and be active.

Jiang Yi sat down and shook several nearby seats.

Gu Yifan opened his eyes that were pretending to sleep, and also felt that Jiang Yi was coming on purpose, and glanced at him, "Sick!" ”

"Yes, I'm sick!" Jiang Yi sneered and pursed the corners of his mouth, "People have seen the long needle eye that shouldn't be seen, I listened to the ears that shouldn't be heard, my ears are about to make you deaf, who will I find to compensate me!" ”

Gu Yifan looked at him for a while, and put his palm on his head, "I'm still thinking about moving a few days later, or I'll move in tonight, why are you still talking nonsense." ”

Jiang Yi didn't bother to pierce his pretentiousness, opened his schoolbag and took the pen, and then joked about it in moderation, and if he talked about it further, he was embarrassed to blame himself.

Gu Yifan took the initiative to come over and said mysteriously: "I heard that people on the bus saw you get into Ge Zheng's car after school yesterday?" Why did you go? Are you two still in trouble? ”

"It's your business!" Jiang Yi snorted, he didn't expect this gossip to spread so quickly, he didn't hide around, but he looked obscene, and he knew that it was better to go up generously.

"Okay, you can figure out your own fart," Gu Yifan elbowed Jiang Yi, "Say something about everyone's, eh, on Saturday the school organizes freshmen to visit the University of St. Andrews, voluntary, the bus will pick you up in the morning, and then come back with the car at night, free to move in the middle, will you go?" ”

"Who said that? Why didn't I get noticed? "Jiang Yi really hasn't heard of this.

"What did you do last night?" Gu Yifan didn't look at him with a good look, "The email sent by the public mailbox last night, and the tradition that there is every school year, that's it," he stretched out his five fingers and shook it in front of Jiang Yi's eyes, "Lover, where is your soul?" ”

Jiang Yi'er was elsewhere, his ears listened to Gu Yifan speak, but his eyes caught a glimpse of Hu Liang, who followed the teacher into the door, with his neck bent, and Ge Zheng behind Hu Liang.

As soon as Ge Zheng's coat was pulled to the top, he lowered his head, and he couldn't see his expression, his hands were empty, and he didn't take anything as usual.

The two gods walked slowly to the top of the stairs, and found a place to sit down.

The teachers arrived, and the classroom fell silent.

Gu Yifan followed his eyes and saw the two of them, accepted the topic just now, and muttered, "It's all convulsions, these two got up early in the morning to go to class, and it's really the first time to see each other." ”

Jiang Yi was stunned for a while, but he only glanced at it briefly, then adjusted his sitting posture and prepared to listen to the lecture.

He didn't rest well last night, his state was slightly sluggish, and his spirit couldn't support overly complicated thoughts, so he could only pick up important things and concentrate on listening to the lecture first.

But the screen of the mobile phone that was quickly placed on the table flickered.

Jiang Yi swiped it with his finger and saw that it was a message from a person named "Bubble": Is this a normal meeting?

Jiang Yi was stunned for a moment, and then thought of what he said to Ge Zheng yesterday, and complained that it was not normal for the two of them to meet every time.

He subconsciously turned his head to look behind him, and immediately another message came in from his phone.

Listen well.

Bubbles said.